I am a middle-aged married man. I have been married for many years and have two grown up children, Ben and Vikki, and I love my wife very much. However, my wife appeared to go off sex when she went through the change and since then we have not had sex.
I miss having sex and as I have quite a high sex drive I have resorted to masturbation. In fact I secretly masturbate most days and when my wife isn't around I play with myself whilst watching porn. It is during these self-pleasuring moments that I re-discovered something about myself. That something is that a part of me likes a nice cock and I now consider myself to be bi-sexual. I reckon I am probably about 80% in favour of women but there is 20% of me that really likes the idea of having sex with a man. Let me explain how this developed from the beginning.
Many years ago, when I was in my late teens and early twenties, I developed a close sexual relationship with my best mate. We both lived with our parents but would go to each other's houses quite often to listen to music and talk. Mostly we would sit and discuss girls. We both had good relationships with girls including reasonably frequent actual shagging. My mate and I would share experiences such as what we had done, what our girlfriends looked like naked and what they had done to us. Of course during these discussions we would both get erections and often spoke about how we would have a wank as soon as we parted company and were alone.
Then came a turning point. My friend and I were together and talking about our respective girlfriends. My girlfriend was a natural blond and my mates had very dark hair. In those days' girls shaving their pussies didn't seem as widespread as it is now and I was describing what my girlfriend's pussy looked like with its large bush of straw-coloured pubic hair. My mate said he could go one better than that and he produced a polaroid photograph of his girlfriend standing naked and leaning against his lounge door frame. He explained how he had 'borrowed' his dads Polaroid camera and had persuaded his girlfriend to pose for a picture. The photograph was black and white and she looked perfect with a slim body, nicely rounded breasts topped with dark nipples, and a gorgeous looking triangle of black pubic hair. He explained that he had promised her that he wouldn't show anybody but in reality he couldn't wait to show me. Looking at it gave me a massive erection and I told him I was so hard that I needed to go home and relieve myself.
He told me that showing the picture to me and seeing my reaction had been a great turn on for him as well and he said he also needed to wank. He then suggested that we masturbate there and then whilst looking at the picture. I agreed and so we un-zipped our trousers and got our erect cocks out and started to stoke them. I looked over at my mates cock which was a different shape to mine, his having a thick base but tapering slightly to the top and a much smaller knob than I have. My cock is about 6 inches long with quite a big garth and very straight. I can also roll my foreskin right back to reveal my large purple knob.
As well as looking at the picture of his girlfriend it was obvious that we were also both enjoying seeing each other's cocks and we were soon freely masturbating whilst watching each other. My mate shot his load first and the sight of his white spunk shooting out over the back of his hand was enough for me and I shot a good portion of my spunk as well. After we had calmed down and got over that feeling of guilt which always follows on immediately after cumming, we agreed how much we had enjoyed wanking together. I told him how much I had enjoyed seeing him wank and shoot his load, and he told me how much he liked the look of my cock.
