My name is Marshall, I'm a 24 year old, bisexual white male. I'm almost 5' 10"s tall and around 160 lbs.. I modestly think I'm considered above average in looks. I have green eyes and while I don't have a gym body, I'm still pretty fit. I have been in a relationship with the same woman for about 9 months. My girlfriend has a very pretty face but is a little on the chubby side. We have sex on a regular basis, but she just doesn't fulfill all my needs.
As far as my friends know, I'm 100% heterosexual.
In reality, I would consider myself an oral bisexual bottom that secretly desires to service well endowed men. I have always wanted to try anal, but have not had the opportunity yet. Nobody knows about the clandestine hook ups I have with men that I have met from a website called Reddit. I want to keep it that way and make a big effort to be discreet. The few times I have hooked up, I hosted, as I feel safer meeting at my apartment.
For those of you that don't know Reddit, it's a website that caters to almost any topic in the world. There are sub category communities for news, hobbies, sports, tv, sex, just about anything you want to discuss, you can find it on Reddit.
I mostly look at the sex categories. They have thousands of categories that cater to specific sexual fetishes. Some of my favorites are circumcised cocks, massive cocks, monster cocks, bimbos and bikinis, just to name a few. I have about 30 subcategories saved in my favorites that I look at daily, mostly browsing the pics of hard cocks. As you can respond directly to the individual that posted pictures and videos, it's also used as a hook up site for sex.
A lot of people on there are flakes and trolls that just waste your time. I have been on there for 2 years and have only hooked up with 6 guys. What usually happens is that after endless dialog with a perspective hook up, they just disappear and you never hear from them again. Still, I love looking at the pics of the 1,000's of hard cocks posted daily. If you have never been to Reddit, you should check it out. It's an amazing source for porn and potential hook ups for almost any kink that pushes your buttons.
Some of my most very favorite categories, are anything related to semen. I have a cum fetish. I find myself especially drawn to the bukkake and facial videos, even more obsessing over videos where the sucker swallows the cum of the man he is servicing. Swallowing a man's cum is a huge turn on to me. In my limited experiences, more than a few guys have asked me if I would swallow when they cum. It's like they wanted to degrade me, maybe lord over me, or mark their territory, which I find makes the act hotter and even more personal. I have never denied any of them that and relish this final act of servitude as closure to a perfect worshipful blow job. Almost a sacred act, I have always relished consuming a man's ejaculate when I service his cock orally. I feel it's my duty to swallow, accepting his precious gift to my tummy.
The privilege of consuming his God given baby batter is the hottest thing ever to me. I feel that's part of my job requirement when I service a cock. I am compelled to swallow, never missing a drop. Submissively surrendering to swallow, I find it so taboo and deviantly forbidden to ingest his life giving semen. It's such a rewarding personal gesture for me, to be so subservient to a man, that I gladly swallow his life creating seed.
I recently stumbled onto a new sub category on Reddit, that I personally find amazing. It's called "Hyperspermia".
Hyperspermia is a condition in men that produces an abnormally large ejaculation of sperm. As I watched 100's of the videos posted in this sub category, at first I thought they were fake photo shopped videos. The amount of semen in the videos that these guys posted is absolutely unbelievable, simply incredible. Some guys would spray as many as 17 squirts, where I personally usually only spray 2 or maybe 3 squirts. The volleys of semen that they ejaculate are in long thick strands, not little squirts. They sometimes shoot out 6 to 8 feet, absolutely coating their targets. I have seen some videos on there where they spray against a bathroom mirror and literally coat it. The volume and force that they spew is almost incomprehensible.
After watching 100's of these videos, my new fantasy was to suck and swallow one of their amazing cum producing cocks to completion in my mouth. I became so obsessed with the idea of having to gulp down so much masculine semen in one setting, that it weighed on me heavily. In my experiences with men, when they cum from my oral manipulations, they may produce 3 or 4 squirts. Some less than that, and some just dribble instead of even squirting. I wanted more, I wanted to experience a man that could produce these God like super human ejaculates.
I googled Hyperspermia on the Internet, and the more I read about it, the more fascinated I became. It is a true, but rare condition in men, that I find myself infatuated with lately. I decided I was going to try and contact some of the posters of my favorite Hyperspermia videos and see what might happen. I composed a generic personal introductory message, introducing myself. I enclosed a description of myself, what town and state I lived in and asked if they lived close to me. I described what I was looking for and asked if they would be interested. I cut and pasted it and sent it out to almost 100 different guys that posted these massive cum producing videos.
I got several inquisitive polite responses, but most were completely ignored as maybe they lived in another country. After months of either being ignored or rejected, I finally got a reply from a guy that sounded hopeful. His name was Danny and he amazingly only lived about 40 miles from me. I watched his video over and over and was fascinated at how much cum he ejaculated.
In some of his videos, he produced 15 incredible voluminous squirts. I know this, because I counted them patiently as he showed off his cock shooting volley after volley. His cock was also very attractive too. Around 7"s and cut, he had a nice girth that when erect, bobbed like a steel pole in his hands. I was amazed at the size of his testicles. As in the close ups of his numerous videos, I thought they would be the size of bull's balls, but they looked about the same size as mine, nothing spectacular. He had a very desirable cock and I became captivated with the idea that we might really meet.
We exchanged dozens of personal messages through Reddit's private chat system, til he actually suggested I call him on my phone right now. When he shared his phone number with me, I was almost sure this was too good to be true. I thought for sure he was cat fishing me and it would be a fake number. I anxiously dialed his number and was amazed when a man answered.
My heart was beating so hard that I couldn't muster a word til he said "hello" the second time. I was shocked as he identified himself as Danny from Reddit, and was for real. After we talked for a few minutes, I calmed down and relaxed some. He told me his fantasy was for someone to swallow every single drop of his cum when he ejaculated in their mouth. He said he had never let a guy suck his cock, only women and that nobody had every been able to do that. Some would jump back when it became too overwhelming and he would end up spraying them down as they shrieked and whined. He used the expression, "When they can't handle it, I love to drench the wench." more than once, which strangely turned me on.
He said some would gag after 2 or 3 squirts in their mouth and try to escape his onslaught, as he inundated their tiny mouths with so much more cum than they expected. Those he also hosed down too, or "drenched the wench" as he so liked to say. Purposely targeting their faces and breasts, as they fruitlessly tried to shield themselves.
Other more adventurous ones, would just give up when they realized it was too much. Holding their mouths open, not even trying to swallow, but giving him a target that they let drool out of their mouth and onto the floor. He said he would purposely punish these girls and coat their face and hair, purposely missing their gaping mouths.
