Nick´s POV
I barely got any sleep. I rolled in bed over and over, and when I realized, I could already see the sunrise.
I kept replaying in my head what had happened last night with Tommy. Don't get me wrong, that was probably the best sex I've ever had. Tommy´s ass was heaven to my dick. He was so tight and milked me so good.
But, when he came up to kiss me, something... something felt off. It was like, all my attraction towards him vanished. I didn´t find it gross of course, I mean, a mouth´s a mouth. It just felt too intimate, to the point it was weird. I was so confused I just tried to play it cool.
After a few minutes of rolling in bed, I heard Tommy starting to wake up.
"Good morning." Tommy said, yawning.
"Hey!" I replied.
I was going to explain to him my reaction to his kiss yesterday. But I decided not to. Maybe he didn´t even noticed. Maybe I was just overthinking this, and I should let it go.
I tried to stay cool with Tommy throughout the day. I guess lately we´ve kind of had like a sexual relationship, and our friendship has been fading. I didn´t like that. Of course, I liked to have fun with Tommy. Fuck, just by thinking about it makes me hard. But, a break could be good... I don't want to lose our friendship.
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"I'm heading to the gym now." I told Tommy.
"Cool, I'll meet up with Emma in a bit."
"Ok, you guys have fun!"
I got up from out table and left. I was meeting up with Ian at the gym, I needed advice about yesterday.
I eventually got to the gym, and me and Ian started our workout.
"So..." Ian broke the silence.
"So what?" I asked.
"Oh, come on! How was your date with Tommy?"
"Well, it wasn't a date date, we just watched a movie in our room...
Ian kept looking at me if a smile...
"Ok, fine... yeah we had sex."
"I fucking knew it! So... how was it? Did you like it?"
"I- I did, actually. It was amazing... But..."
"Oh-oh. But what?"
"Well when we uh... finished, he kissed me, and well... I didn´t quite like it."
"Oh shit..."
"Yeah, I don't know dude... it's like, I loved every second of the fucking, but the kiss felt more intimate... it- it threw me off."
"Maybe you like him sexually but not romantically?"
"But... that´s fucked up, isn't it?"
"Yeah... it is." Ian laughed.
"Cmon, dude, it's not funny."
"Ok, ok, let me think...
"So," Ian continued. "You told me he kissed you after sex, like after you came?"
I nodded.
"And you didn´t expect it, right? Like, it was all of a sudden."
I nodded again.
"Well, maybe it was just that. It was unexpected, you didn´t know how to react. Plus, post nut clarity is crazy sometimes, maybe you had a moment of weakness, or... or maybe some internalized homophobia or some shit."
"I´m not homophobic..."
"I know, dude. What I´m trying to say is, this is all new to you. Maybe it caught you off guard, that's all."
Maybe he was right. I didn´t expect the kiss. Maybe it was like a... copying mechanism or something. And he´s right, I'd just came the moment he kissed me, maybe it was the post nut clarity... that shit makes me feel like crap afterwards.
"What I would suggest," Ian continued, cutting me off my thinking. "Is that you guys try something again. It could... help."
I looked at him, puzzled. "You get off on this shit, don't you?"
Maaaaybe..." he laughed.
"You´re so gay, dude." I laughed too.
"And so are you, apparently.
"But seriously, just an advice."
"Well, thanks, but I´ve decided to take a break. You said it yourself, this is all new to me, and I should figure it out on my own, and not involve other people. Besides, I think I´m losing my friendship with Tommy, and I don't want that."
"Ok, that´s fair I guess. Let me know anyway, I'm here to help."
"Yeah and coincidentally it also turns you on, right?
"Well, yes! I´m just human, you know?" he said with a grin.
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I opened the door and saw Tommy lying in bed. He was wearing some short shorts that made his thighs and ass look so good. I resisted the urge to climb in his bed and take them off for him.
"Hey, little guy."
"Hey, Nick. How was the gym?"
"Great!
"Um... nice shorts by the way."
Why the fuck did I say that??? Oh my god he might think I´m a pervert or something.
"You like them?" Tommy asked, looking down at me.
"Yes haha."
There was an awkward silence, but right when Tommy was about to say something I spoke. "Anyway, I'm going to take a shower."
"Wait, Nick!" I heard Tommy say right when I was about to close the bathroom door.
"Sleep."
I suddenly felt dizzy, and my eyes felt heavy.
"Nick," I heard Tommy say at the distance. "The moment you turn on the shower, you will come outside, and ask me to shower with you. You won't resist this urge. Understood?"
"I will ask you to shower with me." Wait, what? Why did I say that? Why did Tommy-
"When I snap my fingers, you won't remember being hypnotized. The last thing you will remember will be you about to go in the bathroom."
What the fu-
I heard Tommy snap his fingers and...
I- wait what was I going to do? I looked down at my hands, my towel in my hand. Right, I´m gonna shower. I closed the door behind me and hanged my towel on the shower curtain. I took off my shirt, revealing my sweaty abs. I looked in the mirror, flexing. I was so proud of my progress. I then turned on the shower.
The moment I heard the water running. I had an idea. What if I asked Tommy to shower with me?
What? No! I´m not doing that. But... fuck, his ass was looking so good in those shorts. Were they new? I didn´t care. I wanted to shower with him. I was semi hard at that point, trying to fight the urge to not say anything. But it was too strong, it felt like a good idea. I shouldn´t do it, though.
Out of nowhere, I was already opening the door, facing Tommy, still lying in bed.
"Hey Tommy..."
Tommy turned around, looking at me.
"Um, yeah?"
"Do you... do you want to sh- shower with me?"
"Oh...