I blink slowly as I gaze around an unfamiliar room. As the fog of sleep begins to clear from my mind, I turn to my left and see Joel's slumbering form in the huge bed beside me. His chest rises and falls rhythmically as he sleeps.
I lie next to him, recalling the night before--the passion of our embrace, the savagery of our sex--still a blur in my mind. As I struggle to remember, I realize what has woken me.
I don't even need to look down to feel it: the pulsing, pounding erection I'm trying to have. All I can feel is the tight, unrelenting pressure of the titanium cage locked firmly around my straining cock, pulling my balls taut until the ache begins to edge toward pain.
I sigh quietly and slip out from under the covers, padding to the bathroom, the carpet soft and luxurious beneath my bare feet.
As I walk, my thoughts spiral. I should text Linette--let her know I'm okay. She'll worry. Of course she will. I want to ask how she is, hear her voice, anchor myself.
But I don't move to reach for my phone. I keep walking.
This morning is like nothing I've felt before. Waking up in a strange man's house, after being used so thoroughly I can barely piece the memories together--it's surreal. My thighs ache, my lips are swollen, and I feel... hollowed out.
Not in a bad way. Just--exposed.
The surge of feeling catches me mid-step, and I have to stop. I stand there, barefoot on the plush carpet, struggling to breathe evenly. My chest is tight.
Holy shit, I think. It actually happened. And it was incredible.
It's both terrifying and exhilarating.
I press forward, gently opening the bathroom door. It swings without a whisper--well-maintained, like everything in this house. I slip inside and close it behind me with a quiet turn of the handle.
The light is soft, indirect. I cannot make out my self in the mirror and I'm not sure that I'm ready to see myself, just yet.
I sit on the toilet, slowly, carefully. My cock strains uselessly against the cage, incredibly hard but helpless. I have to force it down between my legs to pee, nudging the metal so the stream can find its way around the piercing.
It dribbles at first, then flows, warm and slightly painful. I wince. The 2-gauge Prince Albert locks me inside the cage with no hope of escape. It's not just secure. It's final.
That knowledge hits me harder than I expect. Not just the physical discomfort--but the quiet humiliation of it. Of being denied even the basic dignity of release.
Last night, I gave him everything. And now, in the quiet of morning, I can't even touch myself.
I don't even know if I want to.
It's not up to me.
I belong to her--to Linette. My love, my life. My Mistress.
As I finally find some relief, I sit for a moment, making sure it's finished. Then I stand on shaky legs. The pressure in my groin slowly subsides; my confined cock retreats, and the cage shifts back closer to my body.
I flush and step over to the sink to wash my hands. But as I stop in front of the mirror, I can't bring myself to look up.
I don't know who I'll see.
Will it be the locked sissy who can't control his own cock? The one made to feel small--so small--in the arms of a giant, yet gentle, lover?
Before I can decide, I feel something wet slide down the back of my thigh.
I freeze.
Reaching behind me, I wipe at it with my fingers. When I look... it's cum.
Joel's cum.
My heart skips. My breath catches.
I never let any of it out. I never even thought to. I'm still full of him. How?
A bolt of panic and shame strikes through me as I turn and rush back to the toilet. I barely make it in time before a hot torrent floods out of me, thick and relentless.
It spills from me in waves, running down, dripping, soaking. I sit there, leaking, dazed--unsure whether what I feel is twisted pleasure or crushing humiliation.
After a long moment, I decide it's both.
I've never felt a man's load leave me like that before.
It felt.... Incredible..
I sit there, the ache of emptiness settling inside me, the rawness of being filled still clinging to my mind. My heart beats hard--not with fear, but with something close. Like shame, if shame were sweet.
And then... I remember.
Linette.
It was a few years ago. Linette had been out of town visiting family for a couple of weeks. I missed her--more than I expected. Missed her voice, her gaze, her quiet authority.
When she finally walked through the door, bags in hand and her smile lazy from travel fatigue, I was already nervous. Excited. Exposed.
She barely got her coat off before she looked at me and said, "Okay. Let's see this thing."