I sat waiting for my wife to decide on what would be best for me to wear. Looking into the mirror, I saw a pretty woman staring back at me, me who once was a man, well, at least I was a male. And here I sit, painted up and looking like a very cute hooker.
"I've got it johnnie," Cin gleefully handed me a garter belt and hose. "Put these on while I try to pick the right top and shoes for you."
"What about underwear, you know, panties? What about slacks or a skirt? Anything."
"That's not what Big Mike wants baby. Tonight is going to be special and Big Mike is going to record it so you'll always have a copy to remember this occasion."
"More blackmail," I thought.
"That still doesn't explain why I'm not permitted to wear anything to cover myself."
Cindy sighed as if I was putting pressure on her. "Look, Big Mike told me that he wants the world to know that you're not a real woman. The garter belt frames your ass nicely. But it also leaves your little dick exposed so people will know when you're begging to be fucked that you're a male, a homo."
More of Big Mike's exertion of his power over me.
Maybe I could have fought it. Maybe I could have said "no way I'm doing this." But since I pledged myself to Big Mike's cock, I feel that I belong to something greater than me. Greater than my marriage to Cindy. I am witness to the Alpha Male, a real man with a real man's cock and the way he uses that cock to bring those like me and Harry, Cindy and Doris to our knees in slavish devotion.
That Big Mike, a crude, boastful, boorish man had asked me to join those already married to his cock allowed me to be something of value to him. I was unable to resist it and in the final analysis, I am unable to resist Big Mike. He knows I am his and I know that I would do most anything to please him if for no other reason, access to my cock husband.
I know that should I fail him in anyway, Big Mike could and most probably would toss me aside for a more pliable, more obedient cock sucker.
I know Big Mike uses me as a way that makes him feel superior and the things he has me do in front of others, including my wife are to show off his masculinity, his machismo. He is right to denigrate me and those like me. For Big Mike and other men, real men, abuse of sissies is an important part of their ego boost.
But it's not all Big Mike. I not only go along with his abuse, I wallow in it. A real man saw something in me that he could mold into someone useful to his needs. Big Mike filled a void in me I didn't know was there until he showed me. To be his cock sucker, his cuckold husband who delivers my wife to him for the sole purpose of sex is my way of accepting his authority over me. A way to show my respect for a real man.
Sucking Big Mike's cock means more to me than the reward of a tummy filled with his potent seed. Wearing panties is a small price to pay to have access to my cock husband. It's right that I do these things, wear these things, suck his cock. Big Mike is a real man and I, simply am not a man at all. But on my knees, sucking Big Mike's cock, I am at peace knowing that is where I belong, where I have worth as a human. I can honestly say that with that big cock in my mouth I feel more alive than I ever have.
It is safe to say that me being a wife to Big Mike's cock means more to me than my being husband to Cindy. I can give Big Mike's cock orgasms; orgasms that I was never able to give Cindy.
Call me cock sucker if you want. I can only acknowledge the truth. I am proud of my ability to bring pleasure to a real man.
"But what am I going to wear on the way,?" I whined to Cindy.
"Your rain coat silly. Here, let's see how these look on your feet."
Cindy brought me a pair of platform shoes right out of the 1970's. The platform was clear acrylic under black patent leather. Fucking things had to be 5" high. "I can't walk in these," I told my wife.
"You can and you will cock sucker."
"That not what I meant. I was trying to tell you that I will have a difficult time walking in these."
"You'll figure it out. Now please stop bitching."
I was going to tell her that I wasn't bitching but she wasn't listening to me. No. My wife was concentrating on what she would wear to Big Mike's.
When she was done getting, ready my wife inspected her work. "Very nice." She posed in front of the full length mirror admiring herself. "I look every bit the slut Big Mike likes," she said to me.
Cin was wearing her extremely short red leather mini-skirt and sheer white blouse. A gust of wind, the right lighting, a slight bend would show off her considerable charms.
"You have a natural slutty look about you too, baby," she smiled. "You were made for cocks. Cocks, baby boy. Big hard cocks with cum filled balls, but tonight you will give yourself to Dick. Tonight, you will cross a line from which you'll never come back. Once you feel Harry's dick in that fat ass pussy of yours, you'll be addicted. Addicted to dick," she laughed at her own comment.
It seemed the walk to Big Mike's took longer than usual. Maybe that's because I stumbled a few times before getting the hang of those platform shoes. Or maybe it was nerves. I can't say for sure but I was greatly relieved when we finally arrived.
"Leave the coat on johnnie," Big Mike instructed. "You and Harry get the fuck to work. We're hungry over here."
"Yes sir," I smiled at Big Mike.
Harry and I hurried off to prepare dinner and drinks for Big Mike, Cindy, and Doris.
I liked the pink romper Harry was wearing. It was cute and looked sexy the way half his bottom hung out from under the legs of the too small garment. His nice dick made a sexy bulge in front. This night his make-up was less goth. A slutty red mascara that matched his lipstick gave him a very sexy appearance.
"Why not take your coat off johnnie,?" Harry asked after we snuck a kiss in the kitchen.
I opened my coat flashed him before buttoning it back up.
"Wow. You look so fuckable johnnie. But why no panties?"
"Cindy said that Big Mike decided I didn't need any," I said as I put the steaks under the broiler.
Big Mike and our wives ate and talked as Harry and I waited on them. He and I were sort of eased into subservient roles beginning with doing chores for Big Mike. When we're permitted to be in his presence, Harry and I serve Big Mike and his ladies who sometimes happen to be our wives. We have been called upon to serve Big Mike and other guests from time to time.
It wasn't too steep a price to pay for the privilege of being able to watch and participate when Big Mike bedded them. Even at his 50 plus years, Big Mike's sexual appetite is insatiable.
So it was no surprise when, after clearing the table and doing the dishes we joined the trio as Big Mike was enjoying a tandem blow job from Cindy and Doris.
"Lose the coat, cock sucker."
"Yes sir," I said to Big Mike as I hung my coat in the closet. My appearance was greeted with snorts and chuckles from all but Harry.
The doorbell chimed and I was told by Big Mike to answer it. "Like this sir?"