I was talking recently with my husband about my younger days and he told me it was wild and hot, he then confessed to reading erotica from time to time and said that I should right down my experiences, so here I am typing away. I apologize for any spelling mistakes or poor grammar in advance.
I guess I should start off by telling you about me then I was born Aug,28th 1989, when I had just turned 18, I was and still am on the shorter side at only 5'7 and never more than 150 pounds soaking wet. I had light brown hair almost blonde that was in style at the time, long but not "girly" long parted to the sides so it covered my one eye and shorter in the back partially spiked, I had a dainty slightly feminine face, I think as I've aged its filled out, more defined and less feminine of course looking back that could have been due to the thick black eyeliner that I would wear I was the definition of a skinny emo kid. My eyes are my best feature, though everyone I've been with says it's my slight bubble butt, I have heterochromia and have one eye that is a mossy green and the other light blue like a lake on a clear calm day. My family is rather religious, like church every Sunday type of people, and were not to excited in my style.
September 2nd 2007 3:44 pm.
It was my family most of all that at the time was giving me so much anxiety, and I was saying so to my best friend, then and always, Sam on MSN messenger. I had just confessed that I was feeling confused, as I have been jerking off to gay porn, and cumming faster then I ever had. She told me that she wasn't that surprised as I was a more feminine guy than most with my style and mannerisms. To be honest I was a little insulted and it added to the confusion. She told me I should come over so we can talk about this and so that my parents don't read it, being who she is, a fucking genius, she told me to delete the messages incase they get snoopy, which my mother total was inclined to do.
I logged out, got my shoes on asked my mom if I could have the keys to the sedan to go to Sam's house.
She smiled at me and said "When are you to just going to come out and tell everyone you are a couple? "
"Mom, she's been my best friend since JK that would just be weird." I said laughing awkwardly with her grabbed the keys from her and headed out the door.
Sam didn't live to far away and it was a short ride to her house, when I got there I just walked in the front door and said hello to her parents and her brother Todd. This house was my second home and to tell the truth Mr. And Mrs. Campbell have always treated me a bit better then my own parents, not to say they didn't treat me fine.
"Hey Ian," Mrs Campbell said leaning in and giving me a kiss on the cheek, "Sam is in the shed have a smoke, she said you'd be coming by, are you staying for dinner?" I told I would and made my way to the shed in the back yard that was our normal hang out.
Sam's parents were young when they had her brother Todd and understand that kids are going to experiment with drugs and alcohol, so they set up the "safe shed" as a place for that to happen without too much worry, they did have a rule of no hard drugs only the stuff nature could provide. Which is exactly what I could smell as I walked in and a large cloud of weed smoke billowed out. Sam was there sitting with a guy I didn't know, he looked older, maybe he was one of Todd's friends from college.
I went to same and gave her a hug. I should explain Sam is beautiful and I'm not just saying that because she is my best friend, even to this day I get aroused looking at here, she is petite and pale with long black hair with a single green streak in the middle, she stands no taller then 5'3 and is maybe at her worse 100 pounds even, with snake bite pearcings and eyes so dark brown they looked black she was ever emo boys wet dream.
"Ian ooh my god how are you?" She said with a giggle obviously a couple of bong bowls in and with a huge smile on her face, she turns to the guy sitting there and says " this is Michael, I met him at the University during my tour of the campus."
A little bit if sadness went through me when she mentioned that, she was going away to uni, sure only 45 minutes away, but I was so use to her being no more than 15 that it was hard for me to handle.
I on the other hand had decided to take the year off to work as my dad said he wouldn't pay and I didn't qualify for the assistance programs.
I look over to the guy and instantly feel my face go hot as I say hello. He is taller than me at least 6' but slim in a muscular sort of way, with extremely dark hair and light brown eyes. he was wearing an Alexisonfire band tee which was awesome because I loved them, and a pair of black skinny jeans you can tell he wasn't wearing underwear as I could see the outline of his cock, his head was even visable. I stared at him for probably too long as he cleared his throat and I noticed he had his hand out to shake mine.
