I sat on the edge of my bed while looking out the window at the setting sun. I was at odds with myself. I still couldn't get over the fact that for the last 5 weeks, I have been masturbating to thoughts of having another guys cock in my ass and mouth.
Even now, these thoughts were battling in my head. I was an attractive white heterosexual who adores women, but yet, I was so turned on by watching big black cocks force themselves into the tiny white ass and mouths of other men.
I have been keeping these gay porn videos hidden from my girlfriend, Camille, but I knew she would find them sooner or later.
I shook my head, went into the bathroom, and started getting ready for my date tonight with Camille. I adjusted the water in the shower, stepped in, and wondered how s
I looked out the window, and saw that the sun had almost completely set. I sat on he would feel about what I had discovered about myself. I washed my hair, rinsed, then soaped a wash cloth and proceeded to wash my body.
I mean really, guys are aroused by watching girls have sex with other girls, maybe a guy on guy would turn her on. Perhaps it's even one of those secret sexual fantasies that she is always talking about, but won't reveal to me.
I put the cloth down and rinsed off my chest and arms. I really should spend some more time in the gym. I had been exercising lately, but I still had a long way to go until I was happy with my body. My chest had gain enough mass to make it possible for me to take off my shirt at the beach, and not be embarrassed. My biceps were coming along nicely too, although, I was still probably one of the smallest guys in my gym.
