After a second consecutive weekend of intense PnP (partying and playing) at the gay baths in Phoenix, I was very worn out. I got back to my apartment early Sunday afternoon after not sleeping on Friday or Saturday night. Fortunately, I had about 48 hours before I had to work again so I had time to sleep and eat (I ate essentially nothing while I was partying). The meth that I was getting was very potent and it made sleep and eating seem irrelevant.
I decided I would continue to arrange my work schedule the same way the next several weeks. I was a server at a very busy restaurant in Paradise Valley. I was very good at my job, so my general manager let me write my own schedule. I asked to work Tuesday -- Saturday nights and have Sunday and Monday nights off. That meant that I could work Friday, go out partying and searching for cock on Friday night and Saturday AM, then back to work on Saturday night, and I could party all night Saturday and as long as I wanted Sunday morning and still have time to recover and go back to work on Tuesday night.
As I described in the earlier chapters, using meth made me completely unable of getting an erection. I had met plenty of guy who could get hard while partying. Some even said that getting high got them hard. Not me. I would get what was sometimes called "Tina dick" -- my cock would stay small and inert, even if someone sucked and stroked me. I didn't mind. In return for the Tina dick, I got incredibly focused on the erotic potential of my ass. I loved getting my hole licked and sucked. Getting fucked, especially by a big cock, felt incredible.
Meth also made me incredibly raunchy and piggy. Anything that I could do to make a horny top cum was a huge turn on. I became obsessed with feeling men shoot cum in my ass and would let any guy with a hard cock fuck me. I also got turned on by sucking cock, which I had never enjoyed very much before I started PnP. If I found a guy who was horny and wanted to cum but didn't want to fuck, I would happily swallow his load.
Even though I wasn't partying during the week(at least not yet), I found that my orientation had really shifted towards being a bottom. On Wednesday or Thursday night, while I was waiting for my "party weekend" to start after work on Friday, I went to my favorite adult book store (Zorba's). My plan was to get my cock sucked and find a guy who would let me fuck him, the same way I always did before I started being a PnP bottom.
I did get sucked that night and my cock got nice and big and hard. I was showing my cock to the guys in the booths adjoining my through the little windows that were glory holes would be. A guy from a booth next to mine saw my hard cock and responded by pulling down the basketball shorts he was wearing and showing me his ass. When I wasn't partying, I had an 8" uncut cock. This guy saw it through the window and wanted to feel it in his ass.
I left my booth and went next door. Now it was me who entered without a word and him who dropped to his knees and sucked my cock eagerly. We both had poppers and were using them. He only sucked me for a minute.
"Do you like to fuck." I smiled. He used the same simple question to get right to the point that I liked to use.
"Yes." He stood up and turned around and braced himself on the bench in the booth. He handed me a bottle of lube. I put some on my cock. I felt his hole and it was already slippery. Definitely lubed. I put my finger inside him then smelled it. There was cum in him too, not just lube.
I slid my cock inside him. He was warm and tight inside and I started fucking him slowly. Now I was the one controlling the pace and savoring the sensation of being in a tight, slippery ass. Eventually I needed to cum and fucked him harder and faster.
"I'm getting close."
"Don't pull out. Cum inside me." A slut after my own heart. I was happy to oblige him and I soon shot a big load in his ass.
This guy apparently didn't do ass to mouth, so I didn't get licked clean. He did have a paper towel to hand me, so I could was able to wipe the lube and cum off my cock.
"Great ass. Have fun." And with that I left his booth.
Usually I would have left at that point. In the past, once I had an orgasm, I lost my interest in sex with men (until the next time I was horny). Before PnP, I was a stereotypical "no-reciprocation top". This was even more true after I had an orgasm. Before I got involved with PnP, I would sometimes suck cock or get fucked. But any desire I had to do that evaporated instantly after I had an orgasm.
This time, I was still horny after I shot my own load. I wanted to get fucked, but I wasn't prepared (had not cleaned to be ready to be fucked). But I didn't need any preparation to suck cock. I found another booth and started looking for cock to suck. I found a couple of guys who wanted to come into my booth for oral service. I was able to swallowed two loads of cum before I went home. Before tried PnP, I would never have been horny enough to suck off two guys after I had already cum. Even when sober, I now had a craving to make guys cum.
As I left to go home from the bookstore, I realized that, even without the influence of Tina, I was going to be at least versatile, if not leaning towards a being a bottom going forward. There was a time when that would have bothered me. In the past, I identified as a "straight" guy who just had sex with men because it was fun and easy and convenient. Back then I thought that sucking cock and getting fucked seemed "too gay". Now I was willing to admit (at least to myself) that I was bisexual, so I didn't have as much resistance to admitting that I liked cock, liked to suck cock and liked to get fucked.
On Friday morning I got up fairly early. I was horny and looking forward to finishing my shift that night so that could start partying and looking for sex. I decided that I would get a bit of an early start and go to Zorbas before I went to work. I didn't have to be to work until 5:00 PM, so I had plenty of time to go our for some "pre-gaming" before the main party after work.
I smoked a bowl and got myself thoroughly cleaned out. I made sure to get my ass clean to the same standard that a porn performer would before filming an anal scene.
I shaved and got everything I would need to take with me to work ready to go. That way I would just have to come home and shower again and get dressed and I would be ready to go to work.
I had originally told myself I would only have a little dope before I left for Zorbas. But it was only 11:00 AM, and I had a long time before I went to work, so I smoked another bowl. And then, after deliberating and failing to talk myself out of it, I had a booty bump while waiting for my cab. I kept the booty bump in my ass and in and got in the cab.
I initially planned to have the cab driver drop me somewhere near Zorba's, being shy about what I was going to do (and being self-centered enough to think that the cab driver would give a shit about what I was going to do). But, under the influence of the dope I had the driver drop me at the door.
I went inside. I had brought a bunch of $5s and $1s to use in the booths. I looked at the wall that displayed the videos currently playing. Still no bareback videos, but more creampie videos than before. I went to the counter to buy some more poppers. I talked to the guy about which brands were most popular. I bought my current favorite brand and two other kinds that were the current best sellers.
I asked the guy about bareback porn. He said that they would be getting some in soon. He said that they were getting a ton of requests for it. I gave him a thumbs up and thanked him and went into the arcade.
The arcade was fairly busy but there were still open booths. I found one of my favorite ones that had adjoined other booths on three sides and therefore had three "glory windows" to maximize my ability to check out other guys and to let them check me out.