Bob took a long pull on the beer I had just handed him. I could see that he was thinking about what I had said about what do you want to do now. I had just given him his first guy blowjob and the reality of having his buddy suck his cock was weighing on his mind. I had done the same thinking last night after I gave Bob a handjob. It was the first time I had ever touched a man's cock. After a night's sleep and a reassuring phone call from Bob, I rationalized that I was helping my buddy and that's what buddies are for. Besides, I loved touching Bob's cock and now that I sucked his cock without reservation, I would do anything he asked.
"What you thinking?" I asked. "Got some second thoughts about what we did?"
"Yeah John, I feel guilty now that I cheated on Linda. Fifteen years we've been married and I never cheated on her before."
"Look Bob, the way I look at it it's not really cheating." "You just have an itch that she doesn't want to scratch and you've got a buddy that is willing to scratch it for you."
"There's something else John. When I touched your cock in the shower it was okay but I didn't really get into it the way you do." "I guess I don't want to reciprocate."
"Hell Bob, is that all? It's okay if you don't want to." "Goes along with not cheating on Linda."
I lied. I loved it when Bob stroked my cock in the shower just 2 hours ago, but hey, he's not comfortable with it so why push the issue.
"You know Bob we don't have to do anything anymore. I'm leaving for Germany in twenty days and Linda will be back with the kids next weekend."
"You got some relief and I enjoyed helping you out." "It's your call."
"Thanks John for understanding. Let's get another beer and find something to barbecue."
We did our normal guy things like we did so many weekends before. Grilled some burgers, talked about sports and cars. Only thing we didn't talk about was my sexual conquests that Bob was so interested in before and our sexual encounters earlier in the day. I wanted to bring it up, but I resigned myself that it was Bob's call.
We were sitting out on Bob's backyard patio and the day was waning. It was DΓ©jΓ vu. It could have been yesterday all over again, but this time I wasn't looking at the outline of Bob's cock through his shorts that started the chain of events. I was thinking about how things got started yesterday and I couldn't control my cock from getting hard. The patio table blocked our view of each other's crotches, so I was safe for the time being.
I guess Bob sensed something about my demeanor and broke the ice.
"What are you thinking about John?"
That caught me by surprise and I hesitated. "Ahh.. nothing much."
"Liar, your thinking about yesterday and today cause I can see it in your eyes."