Jerry could not have been happier then he was waking in a warm cozy bed at a cabin retreat with his lover. It was not always sunshine and rainbows for him though. He had always been a bit of a loner and had no real friends or a reason to be happy or excited about life. He was never one of the popular kids, he never pulled any hot girls, or had any luck pulling any girls at all. That was not for a lack of wanting or trying, he was not trying to get with any 10s either, not even 7's. He tried the homely, or chubbier and fat ones. He tried to get with the butter face chicks, no luck. Not being able to start a casual or even platonic relationship with these women really killed his ego. He eventually resigned himself to be single, at least until college, where he might bloom into a new person being on his own away from his strict parents.
He was not the kind of man who women wanted and he knew that. He was barely 100 lbs. just a very skinny white boy with little to no muscle mass. He was soft spoken, but not in a powerful way, more like he did not want anyone to talk to him unless he was comfortable with them. He was not packing any hidden surprise in his pants either, his penis was cut and barely 4 inches when hard and was he was a grower, so when he was soft it was a tiny little clit. This was not a factor in women no wanting to be with him, they would not have known that, it still sat in the back of his mind though.
But here he was, 3 months after turning 18, a few months shy of his graduation day. Laying naked in bed, wrapped in the warm protective embrace of his equally naked lover. He had woke a few minutes earlier, but choose to not move and allow his lover to slumber a while longer. He wanted so badly to roll over and kiss those sexy lips, but he knew they had been up most of the night, enjoying each others bodies, and bodies needed to rest.
A few minutes later his bed mate kissed his neck, he new they were awake, but he was so cozy and comfortable. Instead of talking, his new love wrapped their arms around Jerry. Jerry grabbed those arms and hands and puled them to his chest, tracing the palms and hands with his own, visualizing the form in his mind while he felt every feature. He traced each finger, palm and wrist. He went back to the fingers again, this time when he got to the metallic band he stopped and played with it, rotating it on the ring finger.
He thought for a while, he hated this ring. The ring that caused him and his lover to make all of their time together so short. They always had to meet in a hotel for short periods of time, time they spent enjoying each other and making each other cum. He could never just text, everything needed to be coordinated. This weekend he was lucky, his lover's spouse had a work engagement out of town, so they scheduled a romantic get away for themselves.
His lover moved a hand lower to cup Jerry's balls and then stroke his now hard 4 inch disappointment of a penis. Behind him Jerry felt a not so disappointing 8 inch monster pressed against his own ass. He smiled remembering all the pleasure he had received from that cock last night and the pleasure he in return had given it with his mouth, hands and ass.
Jerry moved his ass ever so slightly making sure he kept his lover hard. But still not moving to face him and force them to fully wake. That would force them to make love due to the hormones being sent to their brains calling for breeding. Jerry's body always seemed to cause his mate to want to breed. He loved Jack for that, he willingly contributed to every one of Jacks orgasms, whether it be with his mouth or ass. Jerry got a shot of disappointment when he heard his lover softly snoring again and his tool begin to soften. Jerry decided they probably were still tired and fell asleep with him again.
What led these two together was fate and a decision from Jerry to be open enough to explore new experiences. After Jerry turned 18 his plans to wait until collage to find a woman changed, his teen hormones urged him to drive harder, his failures persisted. He was masturbating daily to internet porn and one day he clicked on a threesome to watch. This was not new to this kind of porn and watched 2 chicks with one guys all the time, he watched 2 guys with one chick as well. This one took a new turn he did not know was possible, the girl was in a chair and she watched the two men kiss and make out. Jerry was no prude, he knew gay men did this, but he never saw it before, and the hardon he had prepared for the porn video stayed hard, even pulsed harder due to the passion of the kissing.
Jerry thought this had to be wrong, why would he stay hard when two men kissed. The scene played out with both men naked, sucking and fucking each other. Jerry actually got a little upset when the girl joined in. When both men had the girl in a split roast position his cock softened a little and he longed for the man on man action again. He looked closer at the two men and realized one man was in better shape and more attractive. He realized he just thought a man was attractive and felt a little sick to his stomach. That feeling passed quickly as the men were back with each other again and the pesky blonde had moved to watch from the side again.
When the scene ended with the two men Cumming on the woman's face he thought it could have ended better. In that one scene alone he found a new passion. He was excited by gay sex. He searched the more attractive model's name and found only more bisexual themed stuff. Previewing the videos there was too much boy girl interaction for his new found preference. Jerry quickly realized he needed to switch the preferences to gay vs straight, once he did he found what he wanted. There were many videos with his new found crush getting it on with other sexy men.
From that point on Jerry never looked for straight porn again, nor did he try to interact with women in real life, there was no need. Even if found a woman, he figured he would not get as much out of a relationship like that as he got from the gay porn addiction he developed and learned to love.
His new and first ever lover was Jack, Jack was married to what Jerry thought was a bitch of a woman for the last 20 years. Jerry did not know Rebeca personally and Jack never actually said negative things about her. He just wanted Jack all to himself, and he hated being the side 'chick'. Jerry thought that Jack and Rebeca's marriage was about 20 years too long.
Jack had experimented with his best friend after graduating highschool,. Originally and for a while even after Jack married he thought his tryst with his friends was immoral and the lust he felt was wrong because of the Christian family he grew up in. None of that deterred Jack, he liked having sex with another man, it felt good to him, he would deal with the consequences later. From there plans would take Jack to college and his friend to join the Army and fight in a poor excuse for a war. Jack saw his friend each leave period and the sex was amazing, while Jack found woman attractive he absolutely loved being with his friend sexually, they just got each other. This was a great time in Jack's life until one leave period they planned to meet and fuck on a Caribbean resort island. His friend never showed. He had been killed over seas the day before his leave started. Jack was devastated and in a rut for a while, he had developed such strong feelings he felt he might be in love, more then just the lust he knew he felt.
Jack slowly got back to life and met a woman, Rebeca. Rebeca was pretty and just what Jack had wanted in a wife his whole life, before of course he started having the immoral gay sex with his friend. Jack quickly proposed and even shared his entire past sexual history with Rebeca. She accepted that he had been bisexual before, but now was straight. She had experimented with women before so it was no big deal, she was straight now as well.
After the marriage Jack and Rebeca had 2 kids and raised them together. About 10 years into the marriage Jack began feeling the urge to be with a man again, but never acted on it. A few years later he started watching gay porn and spent less time with his wife sexually. Their relationship started to strain and she caught him watching gay porn. Although she was upset, they made a pact to stay together for the kids and had marriage counseling. Things went in cycles, from bad to worse to good to worse again. The kids were now both in college and Jack needed and wanted to be with a man again. He wanted divorce as well, but had not acted on that.
Jack and Jerry unknowingly decided to go to a gay club for the first time on the same night. Jerry knew he could not get in at his age, but he had heard that you could tip the bouncer to let you in. While attempting to tip the bouncer the man behind him was Jack. Jerry was actually politely denied and even an offer to meet him in the alley in 15 minutes from the bouncer. The bouncer was a bug burly black man and had thought Jerry was cute. Jerry declined the offer, not because he did not think black men were handsome, in fact he preferred black gay men in his porn. But he knew that for the first time the size issue with the typical black man would be an issue for his virgin self.
Jack heard the whole interaction. While it was Jack's turn a group of flaming gay men cut in front of Jack and went in, they seemed to be regulars. The bouncer stopped Jack based on the capacity. This did not sit well with Jack so he said he was leaving. He figured it was for the best, the club was closest to his house, but probably a gay bar would have been more his scene.
Oh his way to his car Jack noticed the young man waiting for a ride. Jack stopped and spoke to him, "Hey, saw you got turned away up there, I did not have any luck either, a couple of regulars I suppose, cut me and then the bouncer called capacity."
Jerry said, "Oh yeah, that, it was my first time here, was hoping to get in, but I got an age issue. My name is Jerry by the way." Jerry stuck out his hand to shake.
Jack said, "My name is Jack, you need a ride?"
Jerry looked cautious, "I am not looking to hook up with a stranger, sorry."
Jack said, "Oh, no, I mean, I did not get in, so I got time if you need a ride, not trying to get with you. I don't think I came here to meet someone so young either, Just offering a ride is all."
Jerry asked, "Promise?"
Jack nodded and said, "Yes, I promise."
Jack drove and they talked about stuff, nothing sexual, only to find out Jerry was a virgin and Jack was married looking for gay sex.
Jack went home after exchanging information and dropping off Jerry. He explained to his wife he finished his work he had said he needed to stay late for early and he ended up fucking her because he had been saving up to fuck a man and the anticipation was too much. While they fucked his mind went to Jerry a lot. He came hard in his wife thinking of Jerry's slender body.
Jerry and Jack exchanged some texts and started a platonic relationship over the next day or so.
On the way home from work 3 days later Jack was t-boned by a semi on the passenger side. He was pushed into oncoming traffic from the other lane, another semi just missed him and he escaped with minor bruises and a totaled Lexus. During his recovery from the near miss on his life he decided he would not wait any longer, he would be true to his needs and find a man and file for divorce, the kids were out of the house so there was less to tie him to the woman he no longer loved.
