Nick pushed his way through the crowd, shooting smiles and sorries as he went, occasionally tapping broader backs and shoulders to ask them to make room. Standing 5 foot 5, he had never done well in crowds, and even less so when he had to move through them.
Kez's house was beyond crowded. Bodies occupied whatever space they could: stairs, hallways, bathrooms. Most of the people knew Kez from school or college, although many didn't seem to know each other. Inhibitions between strangers had melted away under alcohol's influence, and everyone was pressed together as if they had known each other for life.
Nick, a bottle of wine clutched to his chest, continued his push, hoping the kitchen would be less crowded.
The kitchen, when Nick reached it, was indeed less chaotic. A few people jostled to put drinks in the fridge or get ice, but the door into the garden had attracted most of those looking to talk at a volume lower than a scream. Still not having seen any familiar faces, Nick pushed his way to the fridge, attempting non-chalance. This attempt fell apart when he found that he had to brace himself to heave the heavy fridge door open, bringing a bead of sweat to his forehead and a flush to his cheeks. He quickly found a space for his bottle of wine, slotted it in, closed the fridge, then stood empty-handed, realising he hadn't poured himself a drink. His blush deepening, he heaved the door open again, retrieved the wine, and spun around. In his embarrassment, he hadn't noticed a someone behind him, into whom he crashed immediately. Nick landed on the floor with a thud, and heard his glasses click-clack next to him. The wine bottle had flown from his hand but, bracing himself for its crash, he heard nothing.
He opened his eyes and, through a blur, saw an impossibly large hand extended to him. Fuck, he thought, my sight must be getting worse. He offered a stuttered apology and his own hand, which was swallowed by that of his rescuers, who plucked Nick off the floor as if he was a chihuahua.
Still dizzy from both the fall and the rise, Nick dumbly gaped as his glasses were placed back on his head, and he finally saw the giant of a man in front of him.
"Nick?", the giant said.
His head still ringing from the fall, squinting through his glasses, Nick attempted to figure out who had not only plucked him from the ground, but who knew his name. He blinked, thinking his vision was off, but the figure did not get smaller, and Nick realised the true enormity of the man in front of him. Clearing at least 7 foot, with shoulders broader than Nick was tall, the man was a explosion of muscle. The room seemed smaller for his being in it.
Nick's bottle of wine, evidently caught before it smashed, was swallowed by one massive hand, looking like a baby's bottle in its enormous grip. No one would ever have forgotten meeting a man of these proportions, so Nick was puzzled at hearing his name leave his lips.
"Um," Nick whispered.
"Nick, it's Jackson."
Nick stared closer at the giant's face. Standing below him, his view was almost blocked by massive, protruding pecs, thinly covered by the taught, black fabric of what must have been a quintuple XL shirt. Jackson's face was as broad as he was, with soot-dark stubble emphasising a jutting, square jaw and heavy, sensuous lips. Hair, equally dark, was tightly cropped, in a military look made even more masculine by the pale memory of a scar that extended from his temple to just above his ear. A notch cut out of one eyebrow made it seem as if the scar extended into it.
Recognition still did not come until Nick, distracted by bulging muscle and a marble-block jaw, looked into the bigger man's eyes, and saw that that they were different colours: one so deeply brown that it seemed, in the light, black; the other so lightly blue that it seemed grey.
"Oh my god," Nick gasped. "Its.. Jack.. you're Jack?" Flabbergasted, Nick gestured an open palm at the giant's body, sparking a snort of laughter from the body's owner. Stuttered gesticulations eventually combined into a single word: "How?"
"That," Jack said, "is a bit of a story. Which I can tell you, but yeah, it is me. Jack expanded into Jackson near the same time I expanded into..."
He mimicked Nick's mute gesture. "... this," he finished. But, of course, I guess I'm still little Jack still to you."
Both men were silent for a moment: Nick, still trying to encompass the scale of the man looming above him, and now trying to map his massive body onto that of Jack's, his childhood best friend; Jack, grinning, enjoying the baffled look on Nick's small, pale face.
Jack broke the silence. "I think we may be blocking access to the fridge, or at least I am. Grab a glass and let's catch up."
Without waiting for an answer, Jack turned, softly, Nick's wine battle still lost in his bear-like hands, the crowd making immediate room for his massive frame, though not without shy giggles and exclamations. Nick scrambled after him and the path he had cleared through the crowd, feeling like a dinghy in a battleship's wake.
Finally free of Jack's knowing gaze, and of the need to form coherent sentences, Nick ogled his giant body from behind. Jack towered over the other guests, to the extent that it was impossible to be in the same space as him without it becoming his space. Like a magnet, his massive body drew both gaze and conversation. His pace through the room spread a wave of immasculation, as even guys who towered over Nick, whose commitment to lifting heavy things showed in the taut shirt sleeves and boulder-broad shoulders, looked like playthings next to this calm behemoth.
Jack lead them to the far corner of the kitchen, his large hands pushing stacked pots of pans easily to the side, making space for him to lean against the countertop, which groaned in protest at his weight. Nick had followed numbly behind him.
"So," Nick began, gesturing at Jack's enormity, "... this." Jack laughed. "This. Yeah."
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When Nick had first known Jack, he joined their middle school as a transfer student. Short and scrawny, he was barely able to see through the overgrown bangs that he hid behind. The pair had bonded in high school over the shared feeling of being left behind by puberty. While classmates shot up, sprouted hair, and dropped an octave or two, Jack and Nick's bodies poked feebly upward, shimmered with peach fuzz, and consigned them to years of pitchy, girlish tones. Nick remembered an entire summer where they both practiced deepening their voices, hoping to convince their classmates, on school's return, that their new gravelly tones were natural. No one bought it.
Nick had last seen Jack at 18. Puberty had begun to stretch Nick out the year before, earning him a few inches, straggles of body hair, and the beginnings of a man's voice. Jack had largely been forgotten by puberty, remaining painfully slim, soft and even girlish in comparison with his friends. At 5 foot 2, a mischievous streak, and outrageous daring, had kept him in trouble with adults, but out of trouble with his peers. Still, his stubbornly small body had bothered him, though Nick had been the only one he had ever confided in.
Jack ended up leaving their school at the start of their final year, leaving the entire United States. His parents were diplomats, and had been forced to take a remote placement somewhere in the Balkans, where Jack was to finish his last year of education in a small school that seemed to exclusively cater to lanky Eastern Europeans that, at the same age, looked like adult men with two kids. Jack had been terrified of leaving, worried endlessly that his size would make him a target to these blonde giants.