There were so many emotions running through my head. I didn't know what to think any more. It's like my entire world had just been turned upside down. I felt subservient to Sean now. Something inside made me want to please him at all costs. I was mesmerized by his cock and the power it had over me. It just goes to show that no matter how big I get my body that I will always be puny next to guys like Sean. I've always been frightened that someone would find just how puny I was. You must realize how utterly small my cock looks on my body. It is pathetic. Now I want that dick up my ass. I think Sean passed out a little. I can only imagine how much it takes out of him to get that huge cock hard. That cock is impressive on a normal sized guy. On him, it looks like a third leg.
I got up and found a towel. We had a toilet and sink in our room, but the showers were communal at the end of the hall. I went in the washroom and started to clean up. I looked at myself in the mirror. Something had changed in me. I flexed my arms just to make sure I was all right. My demeanor in the mirror had changed. I seemed more relaxed now and not so uptight. It was the first time having sex for me and it was incredible. I would do absolutely anything to please Sean. I know that I will always protect him from any bully. They must go through me first.
Where did the time go? I realized it was time for practice and I had to get across campus. I threw on my padded jock and shorts, put on my size 16 shoes and then grabbed my gear. Sean made a noise when I was getting ready to leave. I bent over and told him that I had practice and had to run. He said, "Make sure your ass is ready when you get back." I nodded and ran out the door.
I ran across campus and got to the locker room just in time. I stuffed my gear in the locker and ran out to the field. It was a brutal practice in the hot fall sun. Our first game was coming up soon and the coach was brutal on us. After practice on the field for an hour, we hit the gym for another hour of lifting. My body was aching. The hot sun and the hard practice plus the lifting afterwards drained everything out of me. As the other guys were leaving and heading to the locker room, I stayed back. I always did this back in high school too. I'd do some extra reps and then hit the gym when they were all in the shower. I'd grab my gear real fast and run out. Today was no different. I did my extra reps and headed off to the locker room.