James
Carl and I settled back into our day to day routine working and making love. We had been together over two months and never had a disagreement let alone a fight. This was just too good to be true. It was great, but I needed more. I loved being submissive but wanted to do the fucking once in a while. I knew Carl was a total top and would be upset if I pushed to take a turn as top. I was scared to bring it up, I didn't want to screw up a good thing.
The sex was still exciting and the love never wavered. My enthusiasm was waning and Carl started to notice. He wasn't shy. "What's wrong baby?" he asked.
I didn't respond. I felt fear in my gut, 'if I tell him what I'm thinking it will be over,' I thought.
"Come on James, what is it? I know something is bothering you," He said.
"There's nothing bothering me," I said.
"Yes there is."
"No there isn't," I broke down, tears forming in my eyes.
Carl hugged me and kissed the salty tears off my cheeks. "Its OK baby you can tell me anything. I love you and no matter what it is bothering you, that isn't going to change," he consoled.
"Promise?" I asked.
"Yes, I promise. Nothing is ever going to come between us. I have never been in love like this before," he assured me.
"Well, promise you won't get mad," I said.
"I promise," he said.
I couldn't look him in the eyes. "I want to fuck you," I mumbled.
"Come on, speak up I couldn't hear you," he said.
I dug deep and found the courage to look at him and said clearly "I want to fuck you." He was taken back a bit. Then he smiled at me.
"I'd do anything for you my love," he said. "I have always been a top and I wouldn't know where to start being a bottom. Be patient with me and we'll see what happens."
"Don't get me wrong, I love being the submissive, but we need to change things up once in a while," I said.
Carl took me in his arms and told me never to be afraid to tell him what I wanted or needed. We kissed our tongues fighting for control, I could feel Carl submitting to me while we kissed. When the kiss ended I was on top of him. I smothered his face in kisses, I could feel his hairy body under me and I almost rolled onto my back and raised my legs, I wanted to feel him inside me so bad. Instead I trailed my kisses down to his neck, nipped at his earlobes and then his nipples. His hairy chest tickled my nose and scratched my lips before I found a nipple and sucked it into my mouth. I started to feel his big cock filling up under my belly as I captured the second nipple and gave it a good suck and just enough teeth and lips to pinch a little making his cock jump with a quick pulse. As my tongue found his belly button his cock was pulsing in rhythm with my tongue dips into his navel.
I dragged my lips and nose down through his treasure trail toward his raging hardon lapped the drop of precum off the tip of his cock and kissed the length of it. Carl spread his legs, I slid down between them and lapped at his balls. I took them into my mouth one at a time getting his ball sac very wet. My saliva was dripping down his ass crack. I raised my head and looked at his hairy hole. I had to taste it and dove in my tongue was seeking his sphincter and when I dipped the stiff tip into it he moaned with pleasure.
Carl reached over to the bedside table and picked up the lube. He handed it to me and said, "please be gentle."
I put a big dollop of lube on his puckered hole and worked it in with my index finger. He tensed as my finger penetrated him. I pulled out and put on some more lube and worked my finger back to his sphincter circling it and massaging it pushing slowly through it. He was relaxed enough to accept one finger. I fucked it in and out for a few seconds and then brought my second finger in contact with his sphincter and felt it giving way for entry. Soon I had three fingers in and he seemed to be relaxed. "Are you OK?" I asked.
"Yeah, I think so," he said.
My cock was dripping wet. I pulled my fingers from his ass and rubbed my cock over it transferring the line of precum on his puckered hole. I lubed my cock and squeezed another big dollop right on his hole. I put the tip of my cock in the dollop of lube and pressed against his sphincter. I felt it start to yield.
"Easy, love it hurts," he said.
I backed off and started gentle nudges against his tight hole. He was gradually opening for me. After a minute or so I felt the head slip through into his channel and stopped moving.
"Are you OK?" I asked.
"It still hurts but it is getting better. Go slow," he said.
"What a wuss," I said. "This is tiny compared to yours"
"Not so tiny my love. It feels huge."
"You're going to love it," I said.