His eyes danced with mischief as he smiled down at me. "Maybe I should sleep here, y'know, just in case. I'll make sure you don't toss and turn too much."
We locked eyes at that. I could tell he was testing the waters and would've been lying if I said it wasn't thrilling. Part of me knew that it was a bad, bad idea but the other part of me that had been pining for him the moment I saw him was starting to win out. He did make a good point, after all, getting my ankle twisted in the sheets hurt like hell and if it happened once, it could happen again.
"Well... You might be right. I guess I sleep a little wilder than I thought."
His smile widened, revealing a dimple I hadn't noticed before. He turned briefly to turn off the flash on his phone, plunging the room into blackness. My heart started to pound almost instantly. He pulled the covers up to slip beneath them then he gently scooted closer until I could feel his muscled form right next to me. His skin was much softer than I expected, his warmth quickly seeping into me.
"I hope you don't mind..." He said as his arm came up and slid beneath my neck, pulling me closer until my head was practically resting on his chest. "But this will make it easier to keep you in place."
"Okay," I squeaked out.
He laughed at that, a deep rumble that vibrated from his chest to my body. His hand came to rest on my shoulder and pulled me in a little tighter. His heart beat strongly under me. Slowly, I was melting against him. His fingers lightly stroked my skin. My eyes were getting heavier and heavier, and before I knew it, I felt myself drifting off to sleep.
"Goodnight," He whispered.
I hummed in response. I thought I felt his lips ghost over my forehead before I fell asleep completely but I couldn't be sure. I didn't care either. It had been a long time since I was able to fall asleep so quickly and I knew it was going to be a good one at that.
In the morning Josef was still there; I had half expected him inviting himself into my bed to have been a dream. I felt more relaxed and cozy than I could remember. I took a moment to just observe him: he was even more handsome at this angle than I thought.
His thick, dark eyebrows shadowed eyes lined with the longest eyelashes I had seen on a man. They fanned over high cheekbones and a sloping nose that led to his partially parted plump lips. His deep tan skin was smooth and looked silky soft in the morning light. I watched my hand on his firm chest rising and falling, resisting the urge to feel the rest of his impressive physique. Suddenly it registered he had very little body hair, but there was stubble, so I could tell it was by choice. My thumb stroked the little hairs on his chest, unconsciously going lower and lower until I could feel his abs beneath his skin.
A burning began in the pit of my stomach at having my hand so close to the waistline of his sweats. My eyes flitted past his belly and widened in shock as I noticed he was starting to get hard. I quickly looked back up to find he still seemed to be deeply asleep. When I turned my gaze again he was already sporting an impressive tent. I bit my lip in contemplation. Before I could think about it any further, I reached to pull the covers away so I could get a better look. To my surprise, his hardening dick had pulled his sweats taut enough to grant a glimpse at its base. I felt the burning in my stomach creep lower at the sight of how thick he was. It seemed to be an average length but it was clear he would be more than big enough to leave an impression. I let myself imagine for a moment whipping his pants down and finding out how much of him I would be able to take in my mouth. My dick got even harder thinking about his moans as I slipped more and more of his cock down my throat before he eventually tangled his fingers in my hair and forced it in completely. My hole twitched at the thought of him pulling out and flipping me onto my back, only to make me hold my legs open for him as he pressed that monster against it.
A groan escaped my lips and snapped me back to reality. I realized I'd been humping against his thigh and my hand was dangerously close to the object of my daydream. I peered at his face, sighing with relief at seeing he was still asleep. The only change was that his brows were slightly furrowed and his lips parted further, his breathing was deeper too. It took a second to register he was probably dreaming, and if the burgeoning tent in his pants was any indication, it was a good one. A sigh escaped his lips and I watched as his hips undulated lightly. It felt wrong to watch Josef in such a vulnerable state but I couldn't look away. The hand on his belly snaked between us to slip beneath the band of my boxer to slowly stroke my hard cock. I greedily took in the sight of his lightly flexing abs and his hardon sliding against the fabric of his sweats. My breathing became more labored to match his.
More moans escaped his plump lips as he went on, fueling the fire claiming my body; his skin on mine sending tingles straight to my loins. I wanted so badly to free my dick from its constraints but knew I'd feel even guiltier than I already did if I went that far. I kept at that for a moment, just listening to his breathy sighs of pleasure and holding in my own - watching a wet spot form in his sweats as I smeared my own precum around the hot head of my dick. After a moment I noticed he was saying something and froze in my spot. I craned my neck to get closer to hear him better.
"Hmmm..." He moaned. "Mmm... Sh... Shawn... Mmmm..."
Pure mortification filled my body as the name clicked in my head: Shawn, his ex. Tales from David of their love and break-up filtered through my mind. I drew my hands out of my boxers and slowly worked to extricate myself from his embrace. The hand on my shoulder tightened briefly before releasing me as I rose.
It took some maneuvering to get out of bed and gingerly make my way over to my crutches, all the while occasionally peeping at Josef to make sure I didn't wake him. I felt so ashamed at what I'd just done. The room felt stifling and hot as I quietly got dressed. I didn't know where I was going but I knew I couldn't stay another second in that room.