Part 5
The journey hasn't been linear. There have been lots of twists and turns. There were periods of overlapping experiences with men. I have met different men over the years, the majority weren't more than a simple meeting in a public place. Fifteen minutes to say hello and then leave with no further contact.
Then there were the long periods of not meeting anyone and wondering if I would ever play with another person again. I've long since given up on finding a single person who would be a regular partner long-term, it's just not realistic.
My bi-curiosity didn't begin when the marriage became sexless. It began as a teenager and a good friend gave me a handjob in the basement of my parent's home. It developed with the circle jerks with the other boys of my age on the camping trips. I didn't start pursuing my bi-nature until I was in my mid-fifties. Sometimes I wished I had started at a younger age, but that's not the way things worked out.
I had not heard from David since our last visit together. David emailed me when he got high and horny. It had been a couple of months since the anal incident. He was high this time because he said he had been thinking about doing oral. That must have been potent weed he was puffing to bring him to the desire of trying oral. He asked if I would come over so he could try it. He wanted to do it while he was high and horny or else he was afraid he'd change his mind.
I headed over to his place and found him in the bedroom naked as usual with a big girl video on the TV. I undressed and got in the bed. Piling up the pillows against the headboard I was ready for him.
David got between my legs and took my cock in his mouth. For a guy that was doing this for the very first time he was doing very well. Almost too well, I was getting very aroused I didn't want to cum too fast so I told him to slow down some. I was pretty sure he wasn't ready for me to cum in his mouth. David let go and asked if I minded if he put a cockring on me. I told him that was fine. He rolled off the bed and got an adjustable cockring and some coconut oil. He rubbed my cock with coconut oil and slipped on and tightened the ring. I thought he was going to resume the blowjob because he got close to my cock. Instead, he started stroking my cock. I kept thinking he was going to put it back in his mouth but he just kept working me with his hand until I finally came. He couldn't bring himself to put it back in his mouth.
I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and cleaned the cum off. I thanked him, got dressed, and left.
Meeting Mark
Reading through Doublelist I came across a posting of a man in the same town as me. I shot a response and received a reply within an hour. Mark and I set a meeting date at a local restaurant.
Mark was much older than I was at the time. He was pleasant and we had a nice friendly lunch. At the end of the meal, he invited me back to his place. He lived in a local retirement community close to the restaurant.
I followed him to his place and parked in the drive. We went straight to the bedroom and both of us got undressed and got in the bed. We lay there and cuddled for a bit.
Mark began telling more about his life. He had mentioned during lunch his wife of many years had died several years ago. He told me how lonely he had been since her passing. I asked him when he began playing with other men. He said he went to an adult bookstore one day went into a booth, and sat down in the chair to watch a video. He said a man came in while he was watching the porno on the little screen. He said the man, unzipped his pants and took out his cock, and put it near his face. Mark said, he took the man's cock in his mouth and sucked him until he came in his mouth. He said he just swallowed the guys' cum and that's when he discovered he liked cum.
We kissed and hugged, then I rolled over on him and moved down until I could get to his cock. It was soft and small. I began sucking him and he started moaning and being very vocal about how good that felt. I kept working on him, but he wasn't getting hard, at all. I sucked his balls and tried jacking him, but he wasn't getting hard. I stopped sucking him and looked up at him.
"I don't get hard," he confessed.
"Oh. Do you cum?" I asked.
"Yes I do," he replied.
I went back to working on him and he continued to be very vocal, moaning and groaning. Eventually, I knew there wasn't going to be an orgasm. At that, I moved back up beside him. Mark then said, "I'll suck you." And moved down to give me a blow. He was pretty good at it, and it wasn't long before I was climaxing and shooting a load of sperm in his mouth. Mark swallowed me and cleaned up the after drops that come when the cock softens.
I lay there in the after-glow for a time before getting up and getting dressed. Mark apologized for not getting hard or cumming. I said that was fine. I would have preferred to have been told that at first. He confessed that in the past when he told that up front guys would decline meeting with him. I have no problem playing with a soft cock, but I like to know upfront what the score is.
Meeting John
I met John through a gay website. He was close to my age and retired. We met at the local greenway close to his home. A very nice and considerate person that I liked when we first met. He was gay but not out to anyone but the person who lived with him. John insisted that the roommate and he were not together, even though the roommate considered themselves as a couple.
John was smaller than me, not as tall, and weighed less.
The roommate worked out of town for a few days each week. Those were the days he would invite me over.
The first time I visited John invited me in and we went to the bedroom. Soon we were naked in the bed and cuddling. John was very passionate which I was enjoying greatly. We kissed and hugged and rolled around in the bed. I'm very oral and I was soon on his cock enjoying giving him my best effort.
John and I had discussed anal a few times and I was more interested in giving it another try. My last effort with David wasn't a very good experience. At least with John, there wasn't any pressure. One day while we were playing I picked up one of the condoms that he always kept on the nightstand. I slipped it on and tried entering John while he was on his back. I couldn't get the right leverage so I rolled off the bed and had him bend over the side of the bed.
I rubbed my cock over his ass and slipped in easily. I was surprised at how good it felt. I pushed in deeper and he gave a low grunt. I began to slowly fuck him. Holding his hips I pushed in and pulled out slowly.
"Is this okay?" I asked him.
"Oh, yes," he said.
This was feeling good to me. I began to fuck him faster, my cock was beginning to pound his ass. My orgasm was building and I was going to cum. I released my sperm with a hard push into his butt filling the condom.
I pulled out slowly.
"Save the cum for me," he said, as I pulled the condom off. John took the used condom, climbed into the bed, and emptied the contents in his hand. He then started jacking off using the sperm as a lube. I got in the bed laying next to him. I watched as he jerked himself off with my cum.
Anal sex with John became a very pleasurable thing we did. I didn't always have an orgasm when we did anal, but the act itself was something we both enjoyable.
That became a regular thing with us. Regardless if it was anal or oral John would save my cum to jack off with.
