Pete paced around the apartment for most of Sunday afternoon, unable to turn his mind to anything other than his roommate's imminent return. He was keyed up, nervous, and horny as hell, like a teenager planning on losing his virginity at prom. His manic movements occasionally agitated Dean's cats, and several times he tripped over one of them. He finally filled their bowl with kibble to get them out of his way, and resumed pacing.
The notification of an incoming text message made his heart and his cock leap. He pulled his phone out of his pocket and checked the message. It was, of course, from Dean.
[At drugstore now, getting provisions. Ur fucktoy is almost home. 15 min at most. Everything we planned, it's almost time. Excited??? ;)]
Pete's thumbs moved frantically over his phone's keyboard. [Fuck ya I'm excited, omg dean seriously I've never been so horny in my life]
[Same here lol, it's not easy to walk around!!]
Pete grinned widely. [Hot haha... <3 ballsack lol]
[lololol all the ballsacks back at u <3<3<3 Cya in a few!!!!!]
[Cant wait sailor]
Pete wandered into the bedroom and flopped down on his bed. He rolled onto his side and hugged his pillow to his chest, breathing hard as his heart pounded with dizzying speed. He slid the pillow down and humped it a few times aggressively.
Never would he have expected to be lusting after a dude. The intensity of his desire was overwhelming. The image of Dean in that little Japanese schoolgirl outfit was burned into his consciousness. The curves of his ass beneath that skirt... his hard-on barely concealed.
And lipstick. Dean would wear slutty red lipstick, just for him.
Pete didn't understand why he found all of this so sexy, but he was relieved to finally be embracing it. If Dean hadn't been so eager to meet his desires, he might have remained in denial indefinitely.
He heard the rattle of the lock and instantly rolled out of bed, hurrying to the entrance hallway just as the door was opening. Pete felt an instant attack of nerves and nearly turned to flee, but then Dean stepped in, lugging his big duffel bag and jingling his keys, and paused to stare at him. They both stood frozen for several excruciating moments, and then chuckled apprehensively.
"Hey," Dean said softly. His semi-Japanese eyes were large, dark, and gleaming behind his glasses.
"Hey," Pete replied, glancing over him. In his fantasies Dean had stepped through the door in costume, but he supposed that didn't make sense, being that he had just come from the drugstore. He was in normal street clothes.
"I... still have to get ready," Dean said, smiling somewhat bashfully as he finally shut the door behind him and kicked off his shoes.
"Yeah, um... do you want me to do anything?" Pete shifted his weight from foot to foot and rubbed at the back of his neck. "I mean... I showered for like, half an hour this morning, so...."
They both laughed again.
"You're fine--you're great," Dean replied. "Just... get comfy and wait for me..." His voice grew softer and trailed off as he spoke, and he chuckled once more, his cheeks darkening. His eyes dropped. "I guess this was a lot less awkward when we were texting, hey?"
"Fuck... yeah... this is kinda weird." Pete fidgeted.
Dean frowned a little. "Do you still... want to do this...?" he ventured hesitantly. "I certainly won't be mad if you wanted to back out. I know we got a bit carried away this weekend with the texts."
"Oh no, no--I mean, yeah, I still want to!" Pete said quickly, finding it hard to breathe between words. "I meant... good weird, I guess." He gave Dean a lopsided smile and inhaled deeply. "Um, are you still up for it? I don't want to... make you do anything."
"Pete," Dean said softly. "I... want you to make me do things. That's what I want."
Pete shivered. "O-okay." He paused, licking his lips. "Dean, it's okay if we... don't tell anyone about this, right? Like... if you're gay or something I don't want to make you feel embarrassed about it, but...." He paused and squeezed his eyes shut for a moment, finding it a struggle to gather his thoughts coherently. "But like... if Tony or any of the other guys found out about this...."
"I know--it's okay," Dean assured him. "I wouldn't know how to explain this to anyone either. This is... our thing. Just between us." He smiled.
Pete grinned back at him. "Awesome. Okay... I'll just... wait for you in bed I guess...?"
"Yeah, sounds good. I'll get all ready for you here in the bathroom." He hefted up his bag and smiled even wider. "Oh--hang on one sec! The stuff I got...."
Dean pulled a plastic drugstore bag out of his duffel and stepped forward to hand it over. Pete was strangely careful not to let their hands touch as he took the bag. He glanced inside--it was loaded mainly with different varieties of condoms and lube. "Whoa," he chuckled.
"Yeah, I didn't know what you'd like best," Dean replied, blushing again. "Oh, wait!"
He took the bag back and rummaged through the contents, coming up with a handful of makeup. "These I'll need."
Pete regained the bag and grinned after him as he headed into the bathroom. "Dean!" he exclaimed suddenly.
Dean turned around expectantly, peeking around the doorframe.
"For old time's sake...?" Pete tugged his pants down a little and flashed his roommate. His hard-on sprung up comically. "Gotcha."
Dean burst into laughter and instantly looked much more relaxed. "Yeah... you got me, Pete." He winked and disappeared into the bathroom, uncharacteristically shutting the door behind him.
Pete sat down on his bed and waited anxiously, now and then rubbing at the bulge that tented his pants. He glanced around the room and sighed. It was fairly messy--dirty clothes were scattered all over. Situation normal for the bedroom they shared. Pete felt suddenly remorseful that he hadn't done anything special to welcome Dean home. A half-assed bedroom tidy seemed a bit pathetic as recompense for sexual servicing, but it was something. He got up and started stuffing clothes into a hamper. It passed some of the time while he waited. He spent the rest of the time rummaging through the drugstore bag's contents.