I had been working at an east coast claims branch for a national insurance company for just over a year. The fluorescent lighting, cubicles and pointless meetings made for very boring days. While the stacks of claim files on my desk never diminished, I was well ahead of my co-workers on my requirements and would often find time to explore the internet. Of course in doing so, I was often led down a road of lust. First would be the perusing of social media for the hot girls that worked in my office. I'd hunt them down and see if I could find any pictures of them in a bikini or showing more skin than they would in the office atmosphere. As lust tends to do, it would push me to explore further. I would look at more R rated sights that would offer skin but just not enough to show nipple or anything more than a g-string on a hot girl. I couldn't take it any further as I was on my work computer and, while they never explicitly said so, I was sure they were monitoring me.
Unfortunately, my lust would often overtake me and I'd resort to looking at more racy porn on my phone. My cubicle was located against a wall so I was pretty safe to look on my phone and be able to see if anyone was approaching. One day my surfing led me to hot girls deep throating nice, big cocks. I would look at pictures of their eyes watering while shaved balls were pressed firmly against their chins. That morphed into watching GIFs of a big dick disappearing down the mouth of a hungry slut. I became obsessed, but I soon realized that I was turned on by wishing I was the slut on my knees with a dick ready to abuse me. Where had this desire come from?? I was always an alpha male ladies man. Tall, fit, well dressed, educated and considered very attractive. I had always had a way with women and was always in charge with them sexually, but now I was jealous of a hot porn slut sucking a nice dick? I never figured out how it happened, but I began to look at pictures of nice, hard cocks and fantasizing about serving them. The attraction was never about the men, just their dicks, but I wanted to be a cock sucking and anal slut.