I was always fascinated with oral sex, i'm not sure what started it or why it appealed to me so much but it just does. If I ever started dating a chick and found out she didn't go down that would be it for me. It was a deal breaker she had to suck cock or i wasn't interested. Swallowing wasn't as important but it was preferred. When watching porn my favourite part was the blowjob watching the girl on her knees being fed a thick meaty cock was the epitome of sexy for me. I liked watching the guys expression as they had their poles polished wishing i could be sitting in their situation. Then something changed in me. it was almost like a click when one day i was watching some porn stroking my cock watching the girl eating cock like it was her last meal when suddenly i wasn't picturing myself as the guy anymore. I wanted to be the girl crawling in between a guy's legs fucking my mouth with his dick. This shocked me it was almost like a slap to the face i stopped wanking straight away and shut down the web browser just sitting there. My cock was still rock hard pulsating quickly in time with my rapidly pounding heart.
How could this be? I wasn't gay i'd never been interested in cock before and i wasn't sexually attracted to guys so why had that thought popped into my head? I opened my browser again got a new video up and running because let's be honest i still had a raging hard on and there was no way in hell i was going to give myself blue balls. i was wanking as fast as i could watching a girl and guy kissing the guy going down on the girl trying to cum as fast as possible before another blow job scene came back on. But it seemed my trusted friend was against me and wouldn't blow it's load until the girl slid to her knees taking the guy in her mouth. My hopes of the urges being a one time thing were false when my imagination put me in her position going to town on a thick dick. I blew my load onto my chest just as she got up onto a desk and the guy starting fucking her. I sat there a pool of rapidly cooling spunk on my chest still thinking about going down on this guy. I took a good long look at the guy fucking this girl and i had no sexual attraction to him what-so-ever. But as i watched his cock sliding in and out of this girl's pussy i wanted to taste it.
I cleaned myself off with a tissue and went for a shower to clear my head, it was a Sunday today and my parents where out shopping which is why i had quickly rubbed one out before my shower. A quick description for me is in order i think at this point. I'm tall, very tall about 6' 3" and 18 years old. I had just graduated from high school and was looking to start University some time soon. I'm naturally tanned and fairly fit having played a lot of basketball, most people would describe me as lean. I didn't have a ridiculous six pack that you see on most super sporty guys but i was definitely toned. I had a couple of girl friends through out high school but was single at the moment and i was by no means a virgin having been with my last girlfriend for a year before breaking up. I was brunette like my mum and dad with blue eyes and i had a brother and sister who both had already left home me being the youngest of course.
I got out of the shower still thinking of my feelings from watching the porn and feeling wrong about the whole thing. My feelings had subsided a fair bit from when i had been wanking because i no longer had a hard on so the whole thing felt like some surreal dream. Even with this thought though i knew those feelings weren't gone, they were still there bubbling under the surface and i figured it wouldn't be just this one time thing. These things never are. I looked at myself in the mirror hoping that my reflection could tell me what to do, i was so intent on what i was doing that i jumped when my mum called me to come help with the groceries. I moved out of the bathroom throwing on a pair of basketball shorts and a shirt, turning off the light and heading down the stairs two at a time as only the young can.
"Have you only just gotten up it's twelve o'clock" my mum said to me as i picked up the first bunch of groceries.
"No i've been up for a little bit" I said starting to head up the stairs.
"You should be up earlier you need to find a job, no one is just going to knock on the door and hand you one you realise" she nagged at me as i started up the stairs.
"I know mum" i rolled my eyes when i reached the top of the stairs, this had been an argument we had often. My mum followed up behind me with her own load of groceries, she dropped them onto the floor looking at me with suspicious eyes. She probably knows i rolled my eyes, i thought to myself even though i knew she hadn't seen me. She always knew when i rolled them though.
"Well you've been out of school for half a year and you can't just do Uni even if it's just a casual job you need some money" she said to me as she had said a half a hundred times before.
"I know mum" I replied roboticly. This time it was her who rolled her eyes as she walked away. My sexual energy was still rolling around inside me so i stared at my mum as she walked back towards the stairs to get more groceries. My mum was in her fifties and slightly over weight but still looking pretty good. She had D size boobs and was much shorter then i was. I had never seen her in a sexual light before but i had also never thought of sucking cock either so this was a day of personal discovery for me. I thought of her naked seeing her sucking my dick or straddling me and it made me gag slightly. Not because she was ugly just because she was my mum. That made me almost laugh with relief, i wasn't sexually interested in my mum at all, at least some things were still staying the same.
"Why are you so happy all of the sudden i had expected an afternoon of sulking from you" my mum said to me coming back up from downstairs with the last of the groceries.
"I dunno just a good day i guess" i said smiling.
"Alright, what are your plans for the rest of the day?" she asked me starting to unpack the groceries putting them in the fridge and pantry.
"Not sure, probably just meet up with Connor at the park for some basketball then back home to work on my resume" I said helping her unpack. I could see that my saying i would work on my resume made her happy. I had no intention of working on it but knew saying so would get her off my back for a little bit.