After Jon left, life returned to as it was before. That meant not having a sex life again. Despite the fact I'd been having sex with a man for the last six months, I still didn't class myself as gay. I didn't fancy other men, it was just about me having sex.
Two months had passed since I'd last had sex and the frustration was becoming unbearable. My shyness ruled out girls so I began to consider my other options. Although living in a fairly large town, there wasn't much of a gay scene back then.
I knew of one pub and a club. The pub although it had a gay clientele was also on one of the main pub crawl routes and was often visited by lads out on the piss, I'd done so myself when out with my mates so I ruled that out. The fear of being caught in there was far too risky.
The gay nightclub? Could I risk it? This was a whole new level. Did I really want to be chatted up and go off with some random stranger just to have sex again? I toyed with thoughts of going all week whilst at work, weighing up the pros and cons. The main thought was not being seen, especially by my mates.
Saturdays were usually football days out with my mates and we travelled the length of the country following our team. This coming Saturday we were playing up north. I knew this would take my mates out of the picture and made an excuse about having to pay out to get my car fixed so I was skint and couldn't afford to go to the game.
Saturday arrived and throughout the day the nerves and fears started to kick in. Night time arrived and I got ready to go out. I went up my local pub for some Dutch courage and sat alone drinking for a couple of hours, still unsure if I could risk going to a gay club.
Ten o'clock came. Decision time as the last bus into town was due at any minute. I drank up, left the pub and thirty minutes later arrived in town. The nightclub was slightly away from the main hustle of the town centre and I made my way to it.
I walked down the road to the club entrance. There were 10-15 people outside in the queue. I put my head down and walked on by, scanning the queue to see if I recognised anyone. I didn't but there was no way I was joining that queue. I made a couple of more passes but the queue remained roughly the same. I decided on one more pass, if it was still busy I was going home.
I walked down the street for a fourth time, looked across and the queue was just three girls waiting for the door staff to let them in. I quickly crossed the road and joined them safe in the knowledge I'd quickly be inside
"Hi Mark" said the voice from behind me.
Startled, I spun round and vaguely recognised one of the three guys standing behind me who had joined the queue. It was Dave.........whatshisname?, we weren't old friends or anything, just someone who was at the same school as me. I always thought he was a bit of a nerd. I hadn't seen him since I left school.
"Oh hi" I mumbled in response
"Here for the music " he asked with a slight smile on his face
"Yeah, yeah. I've heard its pretty good, thought I'd give it a try" I replied trying to compose myself
The three girls had been admitted and the doormen let me and the three other guys in. We paid the entrance fee and made our way upstairs to one of the floors in the club.
Dave pointed and said "Grab that table, I'll get some drinks"
I followed the two other guys and we inched ourselves into a semi circle bench type seat. Dave returned with drinks a few minutes later.
"I got everybody lager, hope that's ok" Dave said " Mark, this is Chris" as he introduced me to the younger of the two guys, I had him at roughly same age as me and " This is Rob"
Rob was slightly older, mid 20's. The first thing I noticed about him was his George Michael haircut and thought to myself doesn't he think he's a pretty boy. Despite this, I was polite and shook hands with them. Dave inched himself into the seat, putting me in between him and Rob.
We sat around the table, just drinking and making general chit chat. After a bit, Dave and Chris got up to dance and dragged me up with them. Rob followed us. We had a bit of a dance, nothing sexual, although we did all link hands at one point and laughed as we danced around imaginary handbags.
More drink and chat followed and then Chris and Dave said they were going up to another floor where they played different music styles. As they left, I saw Dave squeeze Chris' arse who responded with a kiss. I sat alone with Rob
"Are they together l asked?"
"Wouldn't say together, there just shagging What about you.? No boyfriend?"
"Er, Er No " I replied almost defensively. We sat silently for a few minutes and then Rob placed his hand on my thigh and gave it a slight squeeze. I didn't respond and he continued to squeeze and caress moving his hand further up my leg. I finally looked at him and gave a slight smile.Rob slid his hand over my crotch.and gave it a squeeze. Rob smiled back at me as he could feel my cock hardening inside my jeans.
The moment paused as the two other guys returned to the table complaining about the rubbish music upstairs. After a bit they went back to the dance floor and Rob's hand returned to my crotch and brought back my erection that' had temporarily subsided.
Rob was fumbling with the button om my jeans and managed to undo and lower my flies and slipped his hand inside my pants.His hand grasped around my cock and he slowly began to wank me. I let him wank me until I felt i was going to cum. I pulled his hand away and out of my pants. It was covered in precum which Rob licked up.
"Come on, let's join the other two on the dance floor again " Rob said.
I zipped up my flies and rebuttoned my jeans and followed him to the dance floor, clearly still fully hard. I think the intention was to show the other two that he'd got me aroused. We danced for a bit, then the music slowed. Rob pulled me closer to him, kissed me and returned to his seat. We all followed
"This place will be winding up in about half hour, lets get off now before the queue for the taxis get too busy " said Dave
The taxi rank was just a few minutes away and we got a cab almost immediately. Rob gave the destination, which was a small village just outside town about 20 minutes further away from where I lived.