Growing up in the 1970's Bible Belt, I was very naΓ―ve and inexperienced when I had my first real sexual encounter with another person. Even through college, my sexual contacts were limited to light petting sessions with an equally naΓ―ve girlfriend, feeling her breasts through her blouse and bra. Only once did she briefly squeeze my hard penis through my jeans.
That my first experience didn't happen until I was a 23-year-old college graduate seems ridiculous now, especially as it was with another man. It happened while I was working as a government regulator aboard a tuna fishing boat on the Pacific Ocean.
After several weeks of training in San Diego, I flew down to Puerto Rico, where the tuna boats unloaded at the canneries, for my first voyage. As I walked on to the Rosemary C, a 225-foot tuna seiner, I knew "first-timer" was written all over my face. But despite the stories I'd heard about the "G-Man" being despised and alienated, the crewmen -- mostly Portuguese & Filipino nationals, were friendly and helpful.
I shared a cabin with three Portuguese brothers -- Marcos, Gilberto and Pedro. Each bunk had a privacy curtain. The others had small TVs and VCRs mounted at the foot of their beds which I quickly learned they used to watch porn tapes late at night and masturbate. It wasn't until later that I realized why they also kept rolls of paper towels in their bunks.
The day after I arrived, we set out to sea for what turned out to be a 90-day voyage. Fortunately, I don't suffer sea-sickness and within a week or so, I settled into life aboard a tuna boat with 18 other men. At the end of each day everyone stripped off their work clothes and tossed them into a washing machine before showering in the communal bathroom. It took me a while to feel comfortable undressing in front of the others, but they were obviously completely at ease with being naked around each other.
One difference between the Portuguese and Filipino crewmen was obvious -- the former had much bigger penises, and Marcos had the biggest. It hung down long from his thin waist and flopped back and forth as he strutted around the shower room. It was hard not to steal envious glances -- even soft it looked longer than my six-inch erection.
My life and sexual orientation forever changed late one night about three weeks into the trip. Until then my fantasies were only about soft curves, round breasts and warm vaginas. They still dominate my sex life, but ever since that night my horizons are much broader.
I was still nervous about masturbating with other men close by, so I always waited until late at night when my bunkmates were asleep. That night I was working on a good erection when Marcos came in from being on watch-duty. I froze when he flicked on the overhead light, even though my privacy curtain was closed.