We went out to the pool and swam for a while. It felt great to relax and be nude. I don't know why it mattered to not have my suit on, but it changed everything for me. I loved it and I know that I'll go without a suit more often.
We just relaxed and swam and talked. No funny business at all. Well, almost none. I did "accidentally" let Kent's cock rub on my ass once, but nothing came of it.
After 20 minutes or so, I decided that I wanted a beer, so I got out and went to the kitchen. Brought one back out for Kent, so he jumped out and came over to get it from me.
I just realized that I never described Kent. I'm sure he didn't think of himself as sexy, but he did get his fair share of girls back in the day. He's not quite as tall as me, but he's a lot more muscular. He lifts, and I don't. So, let's say he's 5-10, maybe 5-11, and I would guess that he's around 190. He has green eyes and has more hair on his body than I do, but it's not like he's furry or anything.
I tell you all of this because, as he walked over to grab the beer, I actually looked at him for the first time, and I realized that the guy is a hunk. I'm surprised that women aren't crawling all over him. I thought I was in shape but he's really worked on keeping toned without too much bulk. My mind started going to places that I have never gone before. Yeah, I looked at him. We had just sucked each other off, so I think I have a right to check him out a little bit.
And yes, his body was nice, but I also stared at his crotch as well. Now that he was soft, he didn't look as big as he became. But he was bigger than I am when soft, and his balls hung down and it all bounced as he moved. He was making my junk move now, but in a different way.
I handed him his beer and we clinked bottles. We both took a pull, and words didn't seem to come. I mean, what do you say after you suck a guy? "Hey, Kent, I enjoyed having your penis in my mouth. Your spunk tastes great, by the way." Yeah, that ain't likely to happen.
The conversation stalled, and Kent went to grab his towel. And yeah, again, I watched his tight ass as he walked. Fuck, am I gay now? I've never thought about guys at all, and now I'm watching my best friend's ass?
I heard, "Johnny, do you want your towel?" I said, "Sure, thanks.", and Kent grabbed it and we made our way back inside. He didn't wrap up, and neither did I. Just two middle-aged buddies strutting their stuff like it's no big deal.
"Hungry, Kent? Want a sandwich or something?" I went over to the fridge and was going to find some ham and cheese.
He said, "Hang on a minute. I think we need to talk first, ok? This, we, can't get weird or we're fucked. I want to make sure we are ok first."
So I closed the fridge and we made our way out to the living room to sit. I said, "Kent, here's the truth. I fucking loved it. I never imagined having something like this happen, and definitely not between the two of us, but it did and I really loved it. I want to do it again. There, that's the truth."
He said, "What did you love? Tell me what you liked. I have to understand that you're not just messing with me. You could easily blame me, and that would kill me. I fucking love you, man. Not like LOVE love, but you're more of a brother than a friend. I'm so sorry if I screwed that up." He was upset, and I honestly thought that he might lose it.
I sighed, and then I said, "I loved having your cock in my mouth. I loved the feel of it, the taste of it, the way it grew as I sucked. I loved the taste of your cum when you finished. Yeah, I loved it all. And, seriously, it makes me wonder what else I would enjoy. Shit, man, I'm not upset. If anything, I'm worried that I'll fuck this up."
He smiled, true kindness in his eyes. I mean, yeah, he and I have always been close, but I don't know that we have had five serious conversations in all those years. I mean, yeah, we are close and talk about a lot of shit, but not like this. Not where I get all vulnerable and express feelings. What the fuck was in that cum anyway? Does it cast a magic spell when you taste it?
He said, "I know what you mean, Johnny. Fuck, I never intended to do any of that shit when I got here. I was just teasing you, trying to get you mad. I was fucking teasing. At first. And then, well, then I realized that I wondered what it would be like to, you know, suck it. I so I did, but then when you sucked me, fuck. That was mind-blowing.
"And I want more, dammit. If you had said that you didn't want to do it again, then I would have been ok with it, but I do want you."
I said, "What did you like?"
He said, "Everything. I guess I liked having you suck me off the most, but there wasn't anything that I wouldn't do again."
My cock was stirring by this point, and so was Kent's. I said, "Show me. I want to watch you jack off. Show me your cock."
He moved his hips forward a little on the couch and grabbed his cock, rubbing it slowly. I said, "Does it feel good? Do you like having me watch you?" He grunted and nodded yes, still stroking. He was almost fully hard already, and I was too. It was so hot to just watch him.
He was using long strokes, from the root to the head, not trying to cum, but enjoying the feeling. "Feel good?", I said.