London Cocksucker Pt. 02: Night Train to Berlin
The following story continues my journey into cock submission years ago while living in London. These encounters are loosely based on experiences I had with a man named John, who I met online. I had answered his ad in the now defunct 'Men Seeking Men' personals section of a popular website: "Wanted: Submissive Cock Whore Willing to Be Used by Me and My Mates." With each of our encounters, my relationship with John blossomed as he looked for more opportunities to share me with his friends, colleagues, and even strangers. This chapter continues my odyssey as an oral submissive as I willingly service many of John's work colleagues on an overnight train to Berlin.
WARNING: This story contains scenes with Gay Male Dominance & Submission, rough sex, piss play, piss drinking, throat fucking, gagging, and bondage and is not for the faint of heart.
John Makes Me a Proposal
When I got back to my flat early the next morning after I had showered and scrubbed off all the cum and piss from my body at John's place, I collapsed in bed and slept for the next 10 hours. I had never had that much sexual activity in my life in one night and I was exhausted. My throat was sore from all the cocks that had been shoved in it, my knees hurt from the hard tile floor I had been ordered to kneel on while servicing all those men, and I had the faintest taste of cock and cum and ass lingering in my mouth.
I replayed the entire night in my head and it seemed like a dream. If you had told me a few weeks ago that I would have been used by over two dozen men in one night, I would have thought you were crazy. During that night at the Mine Shaft, I had lost count of how many cocks I had sucked, how many hairy ball sacks had been in my mouth, how many assholes I had stuck my tongue into. Everything sort of blurred into an endless procession of male body parts that my mouth accommodated in an unbroken chain of licking, sucking, slurping, and swallowing. I had been a cum and piss receptacle for what seemed an eternity. I had made all my fantasies into realities.
I was back home now on Sunday wondering if it had all really happened.
I was lying naked in bed when my phone buzzed with a text from John. I guess it had really happened.
"Well cocksucker. I'm impressed by your endurance. I got a full report from Kevin, Nick, and many of the other guys on just how naughty you were last night at the Mine Shaft. I honestly didn't think you had it in you. Such wantonness. You are quite the submissive! I have a proposal for you if you are interested."
My cock started swelling as I texted back to him. "You've caught my attention. Go on."
"My company has a convention twice per year at one of our corporate offices--either in London, Paris, or Berlin. The next convention will be held in Berlin on Monday and Tuesday next week, but we'll leave for Berlin over the weekend. My London team usually travels together on the same train, which will be leaving this Saturday afternoon from St. Pancras Station at 4pm."
I was puzzled. I texted: "I'm not following. Why are you telling me this?"
After a minute, my phone buzzed again with John's answer. "Ah. This is where you come in. You are going to love this part. At our last convention in Paris, someone had the bright idea of hiring some 'suck and fuck' boys to entertain everyone from our company on the train during our overnight journey there. They were a big hit and everyone fulfilled their wildest sexual desires before we arrived Sunday morning. You've shown me what a wanton slut you are so I thought you might want to join us. You will get to suck more cock than you can imagine. That is, if you're interested. And I know you are not a professional like the other boys, but you certainly have a way with your mouth and your greediness for cock and cum is self-evident. How about it, are you in?"
I took a deep breath, my heart was racing and my cock was now standing up ramrod straight and fully engorged.
I gulped and tapped out my response. "Yes, I'm in. What do I need to bring and where do you want me to meet you?"
"Good boy. Plan on arriving at St. Pancras station at 3:30 pm on Saturday. I will meet you in front of our sleeper car--number 11. Just come as you are--casual clothes. I will bring everything you need for the trip. I've already booked our tickets, so you can pick your ticket up at the station on Saturday. The train is called
Perseus
. See you then, cocksucker."
The rest of the week for me was a blur. I tried to put all my energies into my job--at the time I was a barista at a popular coffeehouse chain in the UK--but it was hard. I could not stop fantasizing about what I would be doing on Saturday night. I had gone down the rabbit hole of submissiveness and I couldn't get enough cock
To satisfy my cravings, twice that week I cruised a popular pick-up spot in one of the public parks near my apartment. This was not something I had been in the habit of doing before because of the risk of getting caught, but my need for cock was so urgent that I took the chance. The routine was simple. After my evening shift I'd head over to the park and look for another guy who was also cruising. I'd spot another man who gave me a nod, looking like he needed a blowjob, then I'd follow him into the restroom where I'd get on my knees and let him use my mouth in whatever fashion would get him the cum release I so desperately needed. The men in these casual hook ups were usually polite, but insistent that I swallow their cum, which I always did happily.
But it wasn't enough.
For me, sucking cock and swallowing cum had become an obsession. I would sometimes beg the man I was sucking off to let me eat their cum before he put his cock in my mouth. They usually complied happily, enjoying the sight of an athletic, naked young man on his knees worshipping their cocks. I was always a bit disappointed when a man shot his jizz all over my face, but about 90 percent of the time I was rewarded for my efforts with a nice mouthful of warm, thick, slightly salty cum.
And I loved it.
I didn't know it at the time I had answered his ad, but John had introduced me to a whole new level of debauchery. I began to see my sexual adventures in a new way. This was not some momentary satisfaction of a craving. No, this was something else. Something deep inside me needed to be dominated. I needed to be controlled by other men and I happily complied with whatever depravation they asked of me. I had actually drunk another man's piss for the first time when I met John. It was as if I had assumed a new role for myself as a subservient cocksucker. My sexual pleasure now depended on pleasing other men.
To free up my schedule for John's trip, I made sure my manager knew I had to leave early Saturday from work and would not be working the Sunday or Monday shifts. Each night I fantasized about being used by strangers, my mouth a warm and wet haven for their beautiful cocks. I imagined the different tastes and smells of their cocks. Their furry balls. Their assholes. As I drifted off to sleep, I pictured myself naked, on my knees, surrounded by stiff cocks of all shapes and sizes.