I'm living in Colorado at this time. I'm 20 years old 5'6" tall, 170lbs, and blonde hair. I lifted weights in high school because I played football, and I just spent the summer rowing and paddling down the headwaters of the Arkansas river. I have a very toned muscular body. Six pack abs the whole nine yards. I didn't have a body builder physique, but I was musclular.
When summer ended I started my trip home to visit my friends and family, before driving back for the winter season. I decided I was going to stop at the Denver swim club. And to be humble; It was eye opening.
I have never had any type of homosexual experience before. But I was curious and finally wanted to try it out. I researched the gay scene in Denver and settled on a gay bathhouse. If I was going to experiment with another man, then that seemed like the easiest place. I had always had gay feelings, but technically never acted upon them. I had experimented with anal penetration with my fingers on occasion. But not for a long time.
I finally arrived around 11am in the morning. I walked thru the front doors and kinda just looked around for a second. I noticed another door, a bunch of signs from the health department posted on the wall, and a payment window. Then I noticed the cashier who was just watching me look around at everything. My heart started pounding. I suddenly started to get very nervous. I didn't say anything, just stared back at him.
The cashier looked at me blank faced and then slowly started to smile; "Have you been here before? You look familiar?.?."
I responded in a very shy shaky voice; "I've never been here before. I doubt we have met, I'm not really from around here."
"OH! Perking up, where are you from?"
"I'm.... I'm from Arkansas." The scared factor raised just a smidge, and I tightened a little.
He responded with this disappointing look on his face. "Oh... I don't know anyone from Arkansas. Would you like a room or a locker?
Locker
"Ok. That will be 35 dollars. I'll also need you to fill out a little paper work. The only reason we are allowed to operate, is because we are a private club. And I need you.... to be a member of the club."
I filled the paper work out, and slid it back to him. He slid me my locker key, buzzed the other door open, and said have fun.
I opened the door, and the first thing I see is a photo of a naked man with a big dick. The culture shock stopped me in my tracks for a at least 2 seconds. What have I gotten myself into? The man in the picture was hot, and the startle kinda turned me on. Whatever happens today, I'm sure it will be fun.
I got undressed folded my clothes put them in my locker, and wrapped the tiny towel they gave me around my waist. Several men walked by during this time. All of them stared at me while they passed behind me. It felt very erotic, even though I didnt look back at any of them. But it made me feel desired. I hadn't realized yet that I was a very attractive man. I had probably slept with 20 or so different women at that time, but I just didnt really see it in myself.
I stood from the bench and went exploring. There was a man laying down on his stomach on what looked like some sort of sex table. Another man was pile driving his ass. I'm talking giving it to him hard. Balls bumping against each other. Both men were moaning softly. Like a whisper moan. I could here the sounds made from the two bodies coliding.
It was the first time I had seen two men fucking each other. This was the first room I made it to, and I left the room almost as soon as I got there.
This place is insane!! Is this how gay people hook up with each other in the big city? Come here, pay your thirty five dollars. Then fuck someone in plain view on some padded.. miniature.. picnic bench looking sex table thing.
The next room was the steam sauna. I walked in to find several men sitting around with their towels off. Most of the men tried to make eye contact. I made sure not to. I was a mix of scared shitless, and excited. I made my way passed them, picked a spot to sit down, and took my towel off.
I sat there, and stared forward at no one. I was wide eyed, perfect posture, and a boner. Terrified in the unknown.
One man around maybe in his late 20s or early 30s walked right over, knelt down, and sucked my cock right into his mouth. I was so scared, that I was petrified. I literally could not move a muscle. This dick sucking went on for about five minutes until someone noticed.
One of the other men kinda poked the guy with my cock in his mouth. Then kinda motioned to me with his head and eyes. The man pleasuring me, looked up at me, and just stared. They both stared for a good 15 seconds.
The guy who knelt in front me asks, in sort of a confused yet intrigued way. "Is this your first time?"
I just barely managed to get it out. "Yeah...."
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. If your not comfortable you can just say stop. Anyone in this place will stop immediately. Your not in any danger of any kind. We are all just a bunch of like minded men that are in need of a place to have fun and experiment."
It worked. He soothed my nerves enough so I could actually look at him. As soon as I did. He asked "Would you like me to stop?"
"No. It feels amazing, keep going."
He grabbed my still hard dick and started to suck it again. He did it much slower. In a more sensual way. He worked my shaft with his mouth all the way down to my balls. Then pulled it all the way back out. He licked my balls all the way up to my cock head. He would use his tongue to message my shaft, and balls. Then suck my entire cock back into his mouth. All while rubbing me down with his hands.
He had a light touch. He was barely touching my skin with his hands. He started with my inner thigh and would work his hands all the way up to my chest. Both our bodies were drenched in sweat. It all felt incredible. It was like sensory over load for me. He stopped before I came though.