Our main character finds desire in an encounter that leads to love, lust but is there trust? What is it between him and Raheim that pull them back to each other, after all the turmoil and toxic things that arise between them? Is it love, it it just love, how will the ups and downs of their relationship unfold? Can they gain each other's trust?
The story, names, and places are entirely fictional. All characters featured in the story are above 18. This story is only meant to be read by a mature audience, and in any case, by people over the age of 18.
Love & Lust, Not Much Trust (short) - Part I
"I can't wait to be inside you."
And that was all he needed to say to me.
Immediately, I was turned on. I was too horny that all my clothes had to come off. I wished he was here.
I felt teased because what was I supposed to do since we couldn't act on these feelings in this very moment. Raheim would always pop up out of nowhere to get some feeling out of me. Even when I thought I was over him. Even when I thought I moved on from him. There he was.
Was it how we met? Was it the dick? Was it how he fucked me? I could always recall moments with him in vivid detail, as if I transported back to the many times we met in hotel rooms or his bedroom or mine, out in public places, even at some bar. His dick felt like it belonged to me. It fit like I was the hole it meant to slide in. I couldn't shake the thought.
Even when I thought about all that we been through, a part of me could feel like maybe I was in my head about things. Maybe I over reacted. Maybe it wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Years later we were still in this thing that had no name.
And his words pulled me back in and my body felt a need -- wanting to be filled, not just by anybody but by him. It was where his dick belonged. My hands couldn't help but to caress all over my chest and body and down to my dick which had a mind of its own, standing at attention.
My body needed attention.
Grabbing hold of my dick and stroking it felt good. It wasn't enough but it would do for the moment. Pulling on my dick, moving around in the sheets, feeling my hole twitch wanting to be filled had me on edge. The anticipation was getting to me.
My eyes looked over, the realization of the 7 inch dildo in the corner gave me the idea that I could satisfy this need and bring my mind back to the reality that I was good on Raheim and I wouldn't fall for the words he spoke so well to get me weak and on my knees or face down ass up or the many positions he'd have me. But I still didn't know how to quit him.
"You made it," his first words when I met him in person for the first time.
"I said I would,"
I felt the connection on first sight. He hadn't even walk over to me fully yet all I could feel and see was chemistry. Months of conversations led up to this meeting. I felt his energy with just a look. A chemistry that matched every bit of conversation we've had through text and phone conversations.
He walked from a doorway behind the bar to greet me. I didn't know what I expected but he pulled me into him with one arm, hugging me, I hugged back. I remember how good he smelled. "Taking my break now, you want a drink?"
"Whiskey and Ginger Ale," I said, and Raheim told the bartender. The bartender made two drinks and placed them in front of us.
"These are on me," he said as he grabbed the drinks and handed one to me. "Let me show you downstairs,"
And he led the way. We left the bar and headed into the doorway where he first entered which had stairs that led down. I remember there being a decent number of people down there, but it wasn't as loud as upstairs.
He found us a space which felt like VIP, and we talked for a while and continued drinking. His eyes pierced into mine every moment I focused on him. I couldn't shake the feeling of it being as if we knew each other for a long time, as we talked and drank together.
"You're just like I imagined you'd be in person," I said.
"Oh you've been thinking of me?" Raheim grinned.
"Obviously since we started talking. Now you have me out here in your city and we're face to face.
Raheim moved closer. His lips pressing against mine. He caught me by surprise, but I waited for him to kiss me since he first walked over to me. "Now we're face to face." A smile came across his face as it did on mine.
I leaned back closer to kiss him again and he kissed me again. It was more intense. His hands pulled me in closer and we kept on kissing. I let his tongue invade my mouth as hands grabbed over my chest and mine felt over his abs.
He was such a good kisser, and I was lost in it. Maybe it was the drinks, but I disregarded that we weren't alone, but we were to ourselves.
My hands caressed under his shirt touching his chest and abs until I moved them into his pants. I was ready for more of him, and I probably surprised him as I felt the hardness of his dick. He moaned into me as we continued making out.
"Damn," he said, pulling away to look me in my eyes. And the look put me over the edge. It was like he dared me to take things further as his hands were already finding their way to caress one of my ass cheeks.
He leaned in against for one kiss then moved back to face me and did it again. I started feeling my way to unbutton his jeans to move what restricted me from pulling his dick out.
He placed his head on my shoulder as I pulled his dick out. "Keep it up and I'll fuck you right here."
It turned me on even more but also, I wondered but knew he didn't know who he was talking to. I would show him. Challenge accepted. I'd let him fuck me right there.
I continued, stroking his dick, and kissing on him. I positioned myself to sit on his lap while facing him. "I'd let you,"
He grabbed onto me and flipped me over. Now on top of me he looked deep into my eyes. "I'm not playing either." He said grinding his dick on me. I could feel how hard he was. It made me want it more. I could feel the grin on my face.
I was a second from pulling my pants off my ass when he pulled himself off, pulling me to my feet. He kissed my lips once more.
I had won the challenge. I had gone one above his suggestion. I wanted to see if he was bold enough to do it where he worked and even where we weren't completely alone.
