Love & Lust -

The day of, the anticipation had built so much that I needed to occupy my time or distract myself but all I found myself doing was making sure everything was in place for him. I constantly thought of all the places where sex could take place.

He walks in the door and before we could say anything our lips meet, his tongue find itself inside me, I'm pulling off his clothes as his bags hit the floor and there's no time for anything but for him to fuck me against the wall, right in the doorway.

Was I nervous?

I laughed at the possibility, but I could really see us going at it any room in my place. On top of that, he had never been in this space before, so it all felt new. Our history held something I couldn't put my finger on but this time it was his move.

Every thought of how our first interaction would go out the window when Raheim finally arrived. Mainly because of the long trip and delayed flights and changes. He seemed visibly annoyed as he rolled his suitcase in.

"I almost thought you was playing, saying you were coming," I said, half-jokingly.

"Why would I play? You know I wanted to see you. You know I missed when we..." Raheim said as he grabbed my ass as I led him in. I didn't want to fall for it but damn I knew exactly what he meant.

"Just saying all the cancelled plans. Didn't know what to believe."

"Well believe it now," he said, finally walking pass his luggage and over to me. His lips pressed against mine I couldn't fight or argue with him. Like usual, it was almost as if no time had passed, and we hadn't gone so long without being around each other.

I had to get us back on the topic at hand and not immediately ripping his clothes off. We parted from the kiss. "Let me show you my spot,"

"I was going to say but when you feel this good, we could fuck here against this wall,"

I had to resist.

"There's plenty of time for that." I said but I couldn't help but think of how us being this close would go. We were like magnets. I could imagine all the sex we were about to have if I gave in. Raheim would have me like that. Like a spell that I couldn't get out of, but a year had almost passed, and I had managed without him. "So, update me on things," I said after showing him around, even going in my bedroom, took a lot to not want him to throw me on the bed and tear my clothes off.

"You know, things are going well. Opened another location in Los Angeles, and there be an opportunity here for a new location."

"Cool. Congrats, that's dope." I said and couldn't help but wondering if that's what brought him here.

"We'll see what happens, who knows, How's things with you?"

"Its been pretty busy, new projects, new clients. Can't go into detail but when you see this upcoming campaign, it's fire."

"That's what's up,"

There was a moment of things feeling off, but I had to remind myself of how I was trying to resist him. Was it making things weird?

"Before we get settled, Where's the shower?" Raheim asked,

I directed him through my bedroom to the connecting bathroom. He wasted no time pulling his clothes off and walking in the bathroom butt naked. If there was any resistance left in me, it was gone as I stared at his muscular body. It had been a while since I saw him in person and I was actually surprised, not like I had never seen his physique before, but it was like it was new to me. He was toned, slightly more defined than I remembered and his dick, not even hard, was long and it took everything to not go suck it.

"How do you turn it on?"

I was already turned on.

Wait -- he meant the shower.

Anything to get me close. Raheim knew what he was doing. I walked closer. "Yeah, just turn the..." I tried not to get flustered, but I took a good look at him and had to bite my lips and just take in the view. "Yeah, now all there is... to wait for it to get hotter."

"Ok, I see. and this set up in here is cool. Can't wait to fuck you in that tub though," Raheim leaned out of the shower catching me, still looking at how good he looked standing there. I could hear myself telling me to join him. His words reminded me of our trip to Las Vegas, particularly the suite we had that had to jacuzzi tub and the shower and everything in the room was either glass or mirrors.

"You know we have to make the show right?" he said.

"Yeah, but all that walking on the strip, I just had to hop in here real quick," From what I remembered, drinks never stopped flowing. I don't even remember what we ate. But I wanted to try out the jacuzzi, so I sat in there while the jets were going, probably with a drink. Raheim was getting ready for us to go back out. "We have time," I said.

Somewhere between relaxing but also drinking and vibing to the music, I remember Raheim had come to get me out. But of course, I managed to pull him in, with his clothes still on. I couldn't help but laugh and suddenly we were playing in the jacuzzi.

"Oh, you want to play?" Raheim said.

I laughed at him, and his clothes being wet and he got close. He took off his shirt and pulled down his shorts letting his dick out. He began smacking his dick in my face and once that thing was in my face, it was in my mouth and I was sucking him without a second thought.

"Can't laugh now," Raheim taunted me as I continued sucking and he pushed further inside me. "Yeah suck that dick,"

I sucked like it was all I knew. Moving closer to him as he pushed himself inside.

"Damn, babe."

I released his dick from my mouth, holding it as I smacked it on my face, licking it, as it smacked my tongue.

"Thought we didn't have time?" I said before taking him back in my mouth. He belonged to me now.

"Fuck," that was all he could say. "Let me..." He pulled out of my mouth, taking a second to collect himself. "Turn around and let me see that ass,"

I moved around to let my ass float on the water as he grabbed and smacked it. I loved when he did that.

"Want me to fuck you?"

"Yes, fuck me,"

He positioned himself behind me and began to find his way to my hole as I held on to the edge of the tub. He felt good. The way he handled me felt good. Once he slid inside, I started to moan.

"Damn, that dick big,"

"And you like this big dick," he began pushing it in slightly faster as he pulled it out and then went back in.

"I love that dick," I responded.

He was in deep. He started thrusting back and forth, hitting the right spots. Water splashed all around us and on the floor and all I could do was moan and hold on to the tub.

"Yes, Fuck yes," I moaned.

And he continued fucking me.

My bathroom reminded me of that moment with the large tub and shower. I had pictured Raheim fucking me many times since moving here. And now he was in front of me, in my shower with the glass separating us but my eyes fixated on how good his body looked with the water running down.

Another moment of watching, I would have had to join him, but I let him shower and went back in my bedroom, laying across the bed as the TV was on but background noise. I was listening to the water running and picturing Raheim's body dripping wet.

I still had it bad for him.

He entered the room naked, having finished showering and drying off, and found space next to me in bed, wrapping his arms around me, it felt familiar. He just fit, like he belonged.

"What are you watching?"

I wasn't really watching but the TV was on. I hadn't really paid attention, but I mention what was on. We laid there together, him naked and me with basketball shorts and a tank top. It felt nice to just lay for a moment, but I knew, I could pull off my clothes and have him inside of me. On the other hand, with him naked, our cuddling would always lead to him inside of me as well. Either way... I'd get what I wanted.

To be continued.