Love & Lust -

The moment was still. It was as if time stood still. I could think of many times before that it felt this way. It was like we were on one accord. Everything made sense until it didn't. How could we get here and somehow make things go different at times, never made any sense.

We actually slept through the night. I realized hearing my early alarm ring. Finding my phone without actually moving or getting up seemed almost difficult but once I found it, I hit snooze or whatever to stop it so I could get back to the embrace that Raheim had me in.

He was awake.

"What time is it?"

"Six thirty."

"That's how early you set your alarm?" he mumbled through sleep.

"Only the first one until the next one which means get up for real."

It grew quiet again as we laid there.

"And when do you start working?"

"Depends on the clients and what's already on schedule."

I thought about the things I had to do that day but wanting to stay in bed was winning. These are what my nights were missing.

I managed to relax again and close my eyes for a bit. Raheim had gotten out of bed and went to the bathroom. I thought about getting my day started but he returned, climbing on top of me to continue holding me close as he moved me to my side.

The moment he climbed on top of me my body had moved into him, finding its place with his dick pressed against my ass. It wasn't fully hard, but it was big even when it was soft.

The temptation.

I pulled away for a moment to check the time, even though I had no reason to and then turned around to face him. He was so fine, with his eyes clothes even though he wasn't sleep. I wanted to kiss him so bad.

My arm found itself reaching around to his side as we laid there, his hand found mine and moved it to his dick that was awake, throbbing at us being this close. I wrapped my hand around it, pulling it slowly as he moaned, eyes closed, right in my face. The sight was turning me on that I was making him feel this.

I found my way under the covers and kissed his body til my lips found their way to his dick. The urge for it to be down my throat was at its peak and I couldn't control myself once I slipped his dick into my mouth. I wanted to taste him again for the longest and trying to resist made me want it more. Once inside Raheim thrusted his hips into my face to push his dick in further.

"Damn babe."

I was wetting his dick up as I slurped it up and down and grabbed on to it like I had to feed a hunger that only his dick could make go away. I wanted to make him cum just by my mouth alone, but Raheim had other plans. He pulled me up and grabbing me by my neck as he kissed me and let his tongue explore inside my mouth.

Next thing he had pushed my face into the bed as he climbed on top of me. My ass was already poking itself up in the air, waiting and ready for him to enter.

"I missed this," he spoke. "You don't know I missed you. I missed touching you, kissing you. How you feel -- how it feels inside you." He was finding his way in, reacquainting himself with my body and I was opening up like he was the key meant for this hole.

I missed him bad. Was it the same for him?

"Me too," I moaned, as he continued sliding in and out slowly.

"Damn, I love how you feel."

And it was moments like these that made everything seem great. It seemed we were on the same page and there was something more between us.

He slid in and out of me like he belonged, and I moaned for more.

"Yes, give it to me,"

"You like when I'm inside of you?"

"Yes Rah, yes go deep,"

It was feeling too good being pounded into the bed. I grabbed hold of whatever I could as Raheim continued, the pillows had fallen off the bed and I held on to sheets so I could take it. It almost hurt but it felt so good. It's what I wanted. It's what I needed and I needed it from him. My alarm started ringing but my phone was off the bed as well.

"You feel so good,"

"Yes fuck that ass. It's yours."

"Yeah, I know it's mine."

The unspoken bond we both knew. He continued thrusting inside of me.

"I'm about to nut,"

And he continued till I could feel his dick being drained inside of me. He fell onto me and continued kissing on my neck and I turned so our lips could meet and we continued with each other as my alarm continued blaring in the background.

We laughed. "You supposed to be getting ready for work."

"True, nobody told you to start fucking on me like that,"

"Yeah, like you didn't start it, putting that ass on me. You know I couldn't wait to be inside you,"

He smacked my ass as he pulled out of me and laid next to me, leaving his cum all inside of me. I wasn't ready to get out of bed or move just yet.

"Not going to lie, I couldn't wait either."

"I could tell, but you want to be fake mad. I noticed."

And that was the other thing about him. He knew me well. No matter how much distance or time passed. And in that moment, what was I mad at? Why was I playing this back-and-forth game?

I had to start my day but luckily most of my work could be done from home. A shower and then it was on to phone calls, emails, and planning. Raheim's work had time since he was now on the east coast. By lunch time, I wanted more of him as I found him in the kitchen and couldn't help but want his dick. I grabbed on the outside of his shorts, kissing on him as he began fixing food but for me, I was hungry for something else. He was immediately hard, and I was immediately on my knees taking him into my mouth.

We could have sex anywhere, at any time, back-to-back and it would always feel like it was the first time after a while. Though I could be sore, once Raheim was back inside of me, it felt pleasurable because my body knew he belonged.

His dick slid out of my mouth and before I knew it, I was bent over the kitchen counter.

"Damn, fuck me right here,"

And we would fuck all over the house just as I pictured before he arrived. The feeling of us being inseparable was back as all I wanted was to be close to him and he wanted the same. The kissing could've been enough, but it was the way he grabbed my body and feeling his dick getting hard because of me. Even him sliding down my throat, made me want to make him cum just by me sucking his dick. When he was inside, there was a pleasure that came that made me want more, for him to be deeper inside of me even at the deepest.

The first few days of him being around was that. We created a staycation and distracted ourselves from everything else for each other. Every room in the house saw us, in many positions, doing many different activities.

"If it was possible, you would have me pregnant the way you be fucking me,"

"I be trying to," Raheim laughed.

The thought was funny because the amount of sex we were having, was that the goal?

"So, I did get invited to this thing that's tonight. I wasn't planning to go but you know if you want to see my city and get out, we should go."

"I don't know. Kind of wanted to keep it low-key, you know, not really be seen, see you and handle business then head back, what type of thing is it?"

"Just some of the team and several clients at this venue. Its casual. Sometimes I need to show my face at these things,"

"I didn't really bring outfits to go anywhere in,"

I could see where this was heading. Even not wanting to go, it made for the perfect time to let him see me in my element and introduce him to my friends.

"My closet is full of stuff; I can style you in. Or we could go shopping?"

"We'll see,"

Later that evening it was clear we weren't going. We were good it seemed, as Raheim held me in his arms, but this was one of those moments when everything would be good as it was and then completely go off the rails. I never understood.

"One of my cousins just hit me up, I'll probably swing through for a bit."

"Cool,"

The energy had shifted. Once he had left, I realized it didn't add up. Not wanting to be seen but stepping out to see some friends or cousins or family that he suddenly had here. Couldn't I go with him? It just added to not going out to where we could have gone.

The more I thought about it. The more pissed I had become. I was back to the feeling that I wanted to shake before he arrived. And for the next day to be the day he was flying back, it annoyed me even more.

I kept my cool about it. The rest of the day went like they usually went until Rahiem returned. It was late. I was tired and didn't really want to get into it.

"How were things Dre?"

"Cool," I responded.

"There's still food left? Didn't get to eat."

"Yeah, the food from earlier,"

Something was different. Rahiem acted different. Once he had eaten, he had got in the bed. When I joined, there was no emotion or feeling between us. Like the times before, sleeping in the same bed but sleeping as if we were sleeping alone. Rahiem even slept in clothes. I couldn't help but wonder about who he had hung out with but there was the confirmation that he had been fucking someone else. As much sex as we had, we had not kept our hands off each other in bed, but this moment all but confirmed for me that he had spent the evening fucking someone else.

I considered reacting as the night passed, since I couldn't find sleep. I kept thinking about the possible scenarios.

[TO BE CONTINUED]

How will the situation unfold? Will Andre uncover some truth about Rahiem or will there be a reasonable explanation?