This story is 100% true. I have never told a soul nor written it down until now, nearly 14 years later.
It was Sunday February 6th 2005, I only know this date because it was the Super Bowl where the Patriots beat the Eagles.
Anyways, I am a bisexual man currently 33, and this happened when I was 19. I had already messed around with some boys when I was 14-15 but I had this fantasy of being with an older man. An older man that has extreme desires for younger boys. I wanted to be that young boy for him, I wanted to blow someone's mind.
So this being 2005, I would go on the AOL chat room titled 'older guys for younger' etc. I didn't want to just find anyone though. Yes it was 2005 but I was aware of the dangers of meeting strangers online, let alone for sex. So I sparked up a conversation with a 53-year old guy who seemed like a perfect fit. He didn't drink, smoke, no drugs, lived at home with his elderly mother (she lived with him, or so he said) and was kinda short, a bit pudgy, average looking pervert pedophile-looking type - almost like Melvin from the movie "Office Space". Which is EXACTLY the type I had fantasized about for years. Don't ask me why, I know it's kinda weird, but what "good" fantasy isn't weird?
After chatting for several days on AOL messenger we agreed to meet to have sex in his beige colored mid-90s Astrovan (this couldn't get any better for me at this point)
Early afternoon we met at Borders book store in Strongsville Ohio first to have some coffee and talk. He was a bit awkward at first and I found that wildly arousing. I was kinda nervous but more excited that I finally built up the courage to do it. I guess teenage hormones had something to do with it.
We got our coffee to go then went for a ride in his van just a mile down the road. We pulled into a giant parking lot for the Holiday Inn. Getting a hotel room was never even discussed & I certainly had no complaints about his van. We parked in the back behind the hotel. There were a few cars around but not many. I realized right away it looked a bit suspicious but thought who cares, we're both consenting adults. Worst case scenario we get citations. Plus, it made this more exciting. He parked and we both sat down in the back where he had cleared out all the passenger seats & laid blankets. I was beginning to get more nervous and he was beginning to get more creepy, which again I loved. I then started to get naked, and he did the same. Once we were both naked I immediately dropped my head to his limp penis, but he stopped me. He then directed me to straddle him, facing him. He wanted to cherish this. Let's face it, I was 19 years old, smooth, tight, hairless, athletic good looking guy. This guy was in absolute heaven that he had my naked body on top of his. At this point I think he wanted to kiss me but I'm not comfortable with that. Certain things I am just not comfortable with. What can I say? I am who I am. So with our noses almost touching, I look up at him, bat my eyes and say "can i suck your dick please?"