Feeling a little lonely after being dumped by Jacky I knew it would take me a long time to recover. Jacky was my special girl who was always there for me and I loved her very much. Well I still do come to that but she said she does not love me,
I guess I was taking her for granted and could not accept she just wanted to be a friend and that's all.
Being a red blooded guy Jacky was a real cracker and I had constant wet dreams of how it would be with her.
But I tried to 'fever the pitch' and her kisses seemed warm and inviting so I took it just a little more further and, in my passion, went a little bit too far and I know now that is what ruined the friendship. She said the best thing to resolve this was to stop seeing each other and that was that...
So now I was going over the old tracks where Jacky and I used to go; like the seaside and walking along the beach. She loved that and I really cherished seeing her in her very neat and sexy bikini. She was a mean swimmer and took the waves in her stride and it took me some time to reach her standard.
But it was All worth it just to enjoy being with her, chilling on the beach and taking in the sun.
She cared enough to massage sun tan cream over my body when I guess I misunderstood the signals which I thought were sexual as well as just caring, especially when she asked me to do the same to her. I can't tell you just how much I enjoyed that and how I had to camouflage the ominous swell in my bathing trunks.
I think it was from that moment on I misjudged Jacky and found myself strolling aimlessly along the promenade. The only thing that had changed since Jacky and I were last there was that they have now installed a Big Wheel which seems very popular.
I knew I simply had to put Jacky in the past and making for a ride on the big wheel, I thought at least here there was something I hadn't shared with her in this place.
I purchased my ticket and was prompted to take a seat in one of the compartments. It was empty and looked like I would have the whole ride to myself.
But I heard this couple having and argument. The guy was calling the other guy a wimp for being scared to join him on the ride.
"Okay I shall go by myself" he yelled and the other guy stepped back looking sulky and rejected.
"Mind if I join you, he is bloody hopeless" he said and I replied that was fine.
But as we began to spin slowly around-higher and higher I realized this guy was not going to stop his forever chatter. Mainly about 'Roger' his partner with whom he had had it 'up to here."
I listened sympathetically and resolved to let him get it off his chest. Talking of which he was easy on the eye and oddly, because I had never thought of myself as gay, he was well charmed in that area and seemed to have no qualms about holding himself once we were on our way, which looked a million dollars. It came to the point that he could have gone on chattering forever but I was away in my lusty fantasies again and, although this guy was, I guess, about ten years older than me he still had plenty I could readily handle, especially after having been rejected by whom I thought was the most beautiful and sexiest girl in the world.
I guess my true sexual leanings were coming out.
I was thinking perhaps this is the way for me to go, perhaps this is my true leaning.
That took up most of the first ride around and when we reached the exit point I started to get up and leave.
"Hey, where you going, there are three more to go yet?" The guy said with an enchanting smile, and the operator nodded in agreement.
"Four time around for the price of two, mate" he said. It is a special end of season offer so you two enjoy huh?"