I had fantasized about it for probably 15 years or more. Whenever I would masturbate and fall deep into my lust the same thoughts would always enter my mind. Often, I would set up my dildos in a way were I would be blowing and sucking on one, riding another and stroking two more, one in each hand. Lots of times I would see a woman in a video just basically laying there and maybe paying attention to one of the guys maybe two but never all of them at the same time. I knew I could handle four guys much better than many female porn stars. After all I had practiced many many times with my toys. I would never stop stroking the two I was giving a handjob too and kept them wet with saliva while I sucked and licked another and rode aggressively on the fourth. Even after I came, I would still be working on those dildos to be sure when I got to do it for real, I would be able to handle it and deliver satisfaction to my tops. I worked those toys as if they were real cocks. Paying attention to every inch of them. Often, I would record the sessions to watch later to so I could see how I could get better and how I could look hotter while doing it.
I loved how I looked when I watched them later. It always got me instantly hard seeing how slutty and horny I was. Watching myself cum while riding a dildo that was suctioned to the floor and then jumping off that one to ride another that was suctioned to the wall. I'd lick up all of my cum while riding and stroking the other toys. I'd even start blowing the dildo I just rode. I would feel so wild. Often, I would have music playing loud that would make me even more wild and slutty.
These sessions would last anywhere from 30 minutes to maybe an hour and a half. After the longer sessions I would be completely exhausted, sometimes having cum three times.
Well yesterday it happened for real. After a chance meeting while jerking on cam on one of those random video chat sites. He was a younger black guy who knew exactly how to push all of my buttons. He made me feel so slutty and sexy when camming. Watching him stroke his beautiful long cock while he watched me drove me wild. And his dirty talk and sexy voice was just too much. When he mentioned how him and his friends would love to work me over, I knew it was time and I had to experience getting gangbanged for real. I told him to take pics of me while I played so he could show them to his friends. I posed showing my sexy feet, legs and hairy hole while I could hear him snapping pics. Exposing myself while he took pics and listening to how they were going to work me over made my cock explode cum all over myself. I licked it all up and caught my breath for a minute then starting jerking again.
My new friend was impressed at both my stamina and desire. As I came again, he was still taking pics and talking dirty. After licking up my second load I let him know I was serious in my desire to get gangbanged and let him know I was free of STDs and very willing to do whatever it took to please him and his friends. We exchanged contact info and he promised he would set it up soon.