Dear Figaro,
How are you? So glad you received my last letter and you enjoyed it. Things have been moving at such a fast pace I barely have a moment to myself. Not complaining though. Not sure I will get a chance to make it up to visit you this month unfortunately, between my writing course and making videos I just can't see it happening any time soon but it is on my to do list, promise.
So after the screen test, I just settled back into my usual routine of writing, I was very anxious to hear back from Curtis so my mood was low. Theo and I got into a mini argument that night, he was pissed that Lockie joined in on my scene, I think he is a bit jealous to be honest. He decided to get back at me by bringing a random guy home, he could have won an Oscar by the moans he was making during their two hour fuck marathon ha-ha. While they were going at it I went downstairs to get some space and smoke and had my first proper encounter with Miles, the security guard. He was on his way back from the gym.
"Mason right?" He said breathlessly removing his ear buds.
"Yes," I replied drinking him in. "Myles isn't it?" He was wearing trainers and black shorts with a blue singlet, dripping with sweat. My breath caught in my throat, he looked so fine.
"Been meaning to call up and welcome you to the building."
"Really! You do that to all the new guys that move in?" I responded, shocked at my obvious flirtation. He just blushed and turned off the music on his phone.
"No, I just thought it was something I should do."
"Why?" I said as I blew out some smoke.
"Since we have a mutual friend in common I thought it would be nice to catch up." He said as he moved his gym bag off his shoulder and placed it between his feet.
I knew instantly he was talking about you, I didn't like it and my back was instantly raised.
"You mean Figaro." I asked in a low voice, as if your name was a secret.
"Yes, I always had lots of respect for the man, he taught me a lot, when I was starting out on the force."
I just nodded slowly, stalling for time, trying to figure out what to say next.
"He is one of the best." I replied looking up at the night sky.
"You still keep in contact with him?" He shot at me quizzically, if he wasn't so damn cute I would have stubbed out my cigarette and gone back inside.
"We keep in touch when we can. Letters mostly."
"That's great, if you think of it be sure to say I said hi."
It was an awkward silence then. I threw my butt down and we both walked to the entrance. He held the door for me and as I walked past him I could get the manly scent of sweat, my conflicted brain didn't know what to think. I was attracted to him but he made me nervous.
I stood at the elevator waiting of the carriage to descend, he walked to his office slowly.
"You know I am nearly certain that I have met you before?" He called back over his shoulder. "I remember Figaro bringing in two young guys to the station one night. You were one, I am sure of it, I just cannot think of the other guys name, Charlie? or something ...Channing! That was it."
My stomach did a flip, I kept pressing the button, willing the fucking elevator to come.
"If you ever need to talk I live in 108." He said just as the doors opened.
I walked straight into my room when I got back inside, ignoring the theatrics coming from Theo's room, I just sat on my bed and hugged my knees. It was getting too much. So I did what I do best, buried my thoughts and hoped they would just disappear on their own. You know how much I hate curve-balls Figgy.
The next day, Lockie sent me the odd text message saying to relax I would hear soon and not to worry, he didn't mention of the way we left things so I didn't bring it up, he said he's doing more camming. He said it's a great way to network and make money without leaving your house, I may look into it. Our scene was finally posted two days after the shoot, Lockie just typed, "We look smoking hot!"
I watched it four times in a row Figaro, I didn't skip any of it like I usually do when I watch porn, I wish I could send you the link, you would be very proud. I look well on the camera, I would definitely fuck me, don't worry I am not turning into a diva ha-ha. The views and comments came pouring in, after five hours it was breaking seventeen thousand views and over a hundred comments. It gave my ego a boost to read the comments about me and all the things the guys would do to me if I was in the room, and they ALL loved my face and body not to mention my cock.