Dear Figaro,
This week has just been so fucking crazy, I will do my best to fit everything in. I just do not know what is happening with my life right now. I seem to have such high points and then really low points, I just want it to even out but I don't think that will happen any time soon.
So I finally met Theo's pen pal Brad. After I found the strange letter I just went to bed and didn't hear them come back from their day out exploring. I was going to the kitchen after a crap night sleep, they were already awake and making breakfast in the kitchen, Theo was making breakfast I should say, Brad was sitting at the counter drinking coffee. He was wearing black briefs and nothing else.
"Morning," Theo said, turning around from the stove top, "There's pancakes if you want some?"
"Sure," I replied, stifling a yawn, "that'd be great."
"No offense but you look like shit,' he said returning to the pan. "This is Brad."
"Fuck you! and hello it's nice to meet you." I said extending my hand and taking a stool at the bench.
"Yeah, you too."
I couldn't help but take in his body, he definitely used to work out but I had a feeling he had been skipping the gym for a few months at least, he was defined but a little soft around the edges. By no means fat or anything, just a tad squishy. His chest was hairy; dash of dark brown hair between his pecks and around his nipples, trail leading from his belly button to his groin. I was surprised that Theo seemed so keen on him, his face was cute and all, Mediterranean heritage for sure, but the body type seemed a new direction for him. I glanced a peek at his package and it was bulging. We sat and made small talk and ate the pancakes, he was in town looking for work and was very grateful for a place to crash.
"What type of work do you do?" I asked, setting down my fork.
"Bar stuff, security, that sort of thing. I had an accident playing football last year so my fitness is not what it used to be. What do you do?"
I looked at Theo, who just smirked back at me and grabbed the plates.
"Well, my dream is to be an author but right now I am doing some adult entertainment videos, online stuff." I felt my cheeks warm up.
"That's so cool," he said animatedly. "Must check out some of your videos."
Theo stopped washing the plates and looked at me, letting out a laugh that sounded more like a bellow. After that the ice was most definitely broken, we discussed our plans for the day, I said I was waiting for a call from Curtis, he and Brad were going to go to some bars and see if they could find him a job. I stood up to get ready after Theo announced he was going to get changed, that was when Brad leaned across the counter and whispered.
"Maybe sometime the three of us should hang out sometime, you know, have some real fun." His eyes lingered on me, eyebrow slightly raised and I quickly filled in the blanks.
"Yeah, maybe." Got to hand it to him Figaro, he had balls.
When I was drying after my shower I could hear my phone ringing, I dashed quickly to it, dropping my towel along the way. Expecting Curtis I was a bit taken aback to hear Lockie's voice. He sounded drunk.
"How you been Mason?" he said in an sarcastic tone.
"Lockie, are you drunk? it's fucking barely twelve o clock."
"Yeah, I have had a few." He slurred.
"What's up, I have not heard from you since the club."
"I been busy, why'd you do it Mason? it was the one thing I asked you not to do."
"Do what?" I asked as I found some underwear to pull on.
"You fucking got involved in camming!"
"No I didn't, I told you I wouldn't and I haven't."
"Well then, how come every time I fucking log in I see your big smiley head promoting the site, the clip interrupts my show Mason, my fans are nearly as pissed off as I am."
Shit! I had filmed the subscription promo two days ago, Curtis had assured me that it would only be displayed after the teaser clips, he never mentioned it being used as in site advertising.
"I'm sorry Lockie! Curtis said it was for teasers only."
"Oh did he now, well you can't fucking skip it either, so for 30 seconds each hour during my session, they fucking see you half naked, chatting smut. As I have said I am happy for you to have all those views and fans but not if it affects my camming, talk to Curtis and tell him to change it Mason, I am serious!"
He hung up after that, I could understand his anger but it had nothing to do with me, I started to feel angry but took a few deep breaths and calmed down. I shot him a quick text, apologizing again and saying I would try and make it right and that I would call him in a day or two. As I put on my sweat pants and t-shirt I got a message. It was from Tommy, asking how I was and that he hadn't heard from me in a few days. I felt bad, I had cancelled on his offer for coffee twice now and was, in general, treating him badly. I replied that I was sorry (I seem to be apologizing a lot lately) and that I would make it up to him, I'd just been ran off my feet.
I heard Theo and Brad leave as I flopped down on my bed. I thought back on his offer of a threesome and laughed, it summed up my life right now, that Theo's current squeeze wanted to fuck around. I dismissed it as a joke but couldn't help getting semi hard at the thought. I dragged my laptop to the lounge area and began to rewrite the third chapter of my story. Twenty minutes in and my phone rang, this time it was Curtis.
"Mason, how are you?"
"Fine, thanks." I replied coolly, still stinging from his lies about the promo vid.