Dear Figaro,
How have you been? It must be really frustrating for you being behind bars while all this shit is going down. I have still not fully processed Myles revelation that Connor believes that Channing could be in the city with Kash. I have tried my best to not think about it too much, just been in my room writing and trying to avoid Theo and Brad, they seem to be steering clear of me as well. I will give it a few days and will venture out of my room to talk with them, I don't think it will be awkward, I mean we all wanted the three way, I just wish I didn't always turn to sex to escape my problems.
I am still messaging Tommy, I feel bad but the only consolation I have is that we didn't discuss not fucking other guys. I will bring it up eventually but just not right now, I have enough on my plate. Lockie and I are still not talking, that hurts me so much, I just wish we could go back to the way things were before all this porn stuff, hopefully we can sit down soon enough and hash it all out.
Myles has been keeping me updated, I told him all about my past with Channing and Kash, even managed to dig up some old photos of us from back in the day, I'm not sure if it will help but he has passed on the information to Conner. He has promised us that he and his team will up their efforts on trying to nail Kash.
I received a phone call from Andrew last night, he wants me to come in to discuss more of my options and to shoot a scene with one of his more popular stars. I think him and Curtis have sorted out any grievances about me not signing the exclusivity contract, so that is one less thing to worry about.
I looked up Andrew online, Curtis wasn't lying when he said that he was a legend in the gay porn world. He was one of the highest paid actors in the early 90's, appeared in over 250 titles. He seems to have a talent for spotting the next hot thing as seven of his clients have either won best new comer or best actor at the annual porn awards. I felt better about signing with him after I read his bio. I scanned a few old screen shots from his movies, his hair was a lot darker then but his body was as solid as it is now. I could understand his popularity, his cock was long and thick.
I left early the next morning for my meeting and shoot at the studio, it would be my first time seeing Sy since he made a drunken pass at me, if he didn't bring it up I was quite happy to pretend it never happened, I didn't want any tension at work just as I was starting to make it.
Curtis greeted me at his office door, as I somehow managed to be late.
"Mason, how are you?" he said jovially.
"I'm doing ok thanks, sorry I am late," I replied, setting down my backpack and taking a seat.
"No problem, Andrew is just helping Sy set up the scene and coaching his client, should be a scorching scene. He will be out in a few minutes to talk with you before your shower."
I nodded agreement and poured myself a glass of water.
"While I have you to myself, I just wanted to let you know that there is no hard feelings about the contract, I get it's a business and I am glad that you have agreed to work with "In'DaMan'd". "
"Thanks," I said, caught off guard, "it is not personal at all."
Andrew walked into the office shortly after Curtis left with his clipboard.
"Mason how are you?" he said grasping my hand in a firm handshake. He was dressed casually, white sneakers, grey sweatpants and sweater.
"Good thanks, I got your email, sorry I was late."
"All good, OK we have lots to discuss but let's just keep it brief, I have booked in your appointment for the cock mold to be taken in two weeks, we aim to release it in conjunction with the feature film."
I nodded again and took a mouthful of water.
"Curtis has laid out the plans for the feature, it will be the biggest stars from the last year filming scenes together on location. It will be a beach vacation themed shoot so we are flying you all down the coast at the end of next week."
"Who will be in the movie?"
"You obviously, Dylan. O has yet to sign on but he is more or less guaranteed. Sy may pop up in a scene we're still not sure yet, your co-star today signed on last week, the two guys from the drinks the other night, Knocks and Casey."
I vaguely recalled those two, I had a lot of champagne before they arrived and don't remember speaking to them, all I know is they had shot a scene together in the Locker room. It wasn't online yet. I started to get excited about the movie now. The fact that we were being flown down to location was thrilling.
"Oh and we are trying to get Lockie to sign on, broaden the range for the site."
"What! Lockie will never do it, he told me he is strictly a cam model. He only did the jerk off vid with me because he didn't know it would be so huge."
"Yes, he is playing hard ball but he is coming in for a meeting before the shoot, Curtis is adamant that we get him to sign on, maybe you could help? I know you two are close."
"I really don't think so Andrew."
"Mr. Gent when we are at work please Mason, I have a reputation to uphold."
He didn't say it in a stern way but I had no illusions that he wouldn't be happy if I called him Andrew again, and of course Curtis wants Lockie to be in the feature, I felt this was a personal move on his part to get back at me for not signing. I just wondered would Lockie really sign on for a movie just to spite me.
"We are not really speaking these days," I replied, massaging my palms. "I can try and speak to him but I'm not sure if it will do more harm than good."
"Thanks Mason, and don't worry, I am sure Lockie will see that it's too good an opportunity to turn down."
With that, he sent me on my way to get ready for the scene. I showered quickly but thoroughly, I was just topping in this scene so didn't have to douche or anything. I was in the middle of my squats when there was a knock at the door.
"Mason, it's Sy, just checking how long more you're going to be?"
"Five minutes."
"Good, see you on set."
