About a year ago, I was suffering greatly from a pinched nerve in my neck. I had been to a chiropractor a few times, but it just didnāt seem to help.
One morning, I was looking in the paper, in the personals. I ran across an advertisement for massages. The ad read āMasseuse for What Ails Youā. By the phone number, I could tell that the person was located fairly close to me and the add was for ādeep tissueā massage. It sounded just what I was looking for.
I called the phone number, and a man answered. I donāt know why, but hearing a male voice on the phone shocked me. He asked a few questions about my situation, and told me that he could help me out. He said that the only time he had free was that night at seven. Since I had no other plans, I agreed. He asked me for my address, and told me that he would be at my house promptly.
For the rest of the day, I eagerly awaited my massage. Actually, I went back and forth in my mind about it. I wanted the massage, I wanted to feel better, but I found myself uncomfortable with the idea of getting one from a man and in my house. I imagined this guy coming to my house, massaging me and then hitting on me. I wasnāt gay or bi, but I was definitely hurting. I also knew that massages tend to get me excited and I didnāt know how I would explain a hard on!
At 7:00, he arrived and I let him into the house, and we introduced ourselves. Scott asked me if I was all right with him coming to my house for the massage. I lied and told him that I had no problems with him being there.
I offered him a drink and he asked for a glass of water. I went into the kitchen and I heard him opening the table in the living room. When I came out, Scott was all ready.
āYou can stay dressed or get nakedā. He said, āBut either way, you have to get on the tableā. He was making eye contact with me, and I could tell that he was a good-natured person. His eyes smiled at me while he spoke. His personality and his smile were already relaxing me.
I took my shirt off, and lie on the table on my stomach. I was telling him again about the nerve in my neck and that I couldnāt find any way of relieving the pain.
Scott immediately poured oil on his hands and started to rub my shoulders and my upper back. He told me that he probably couldnāt relieve the pain on the first visit, but that he was more than willing to return.
His hands were professionally working my upper back and shoulders and It felt wonderful, relaxing me with every kneed. He was making small talk, asking about my job, my house and all that. His hands were working the muscles in my upper back and shoulders, turning me into mush. It was fantasic.
He explained that he was going to loosen all of my muscles below my neck before concentrating on that area. The only reply I could muster was a groan. His hands worked down the sides of my back, to my waist and then back up into the middle. He must have spent twenty minutes of our hour session on everything but my neck.
When his hands made it to my neck, I was so completely relaxed that I wasnāt even conscious of the pain in that area. He worked lightly over my neck and the base of my skull, making me feel great. Sooner than I had expected, the hour session was over and he had instructed me to hop off the table.
I got up, paid him and then I did something I hadnāt intended to do. I invited him to have a drink with me. He looked at his watch, and told me that he didnāt have time before meeting a friend at a club. He asked if I wanted another session? I asked if he could come back in two days. He agreed and we set the day and the time. On the way out, he stopped and said, āAfter our next session, Iāll stay for that drink.ā He smiled and then left.
For the next two days, I couldnāt get my mind off Scottās hands. I was even having fantasies of him while I masturbated (more frequently than usual). I began wandering if he would come on to me on our next visit. If he didnāt, would I have the balls to come on to him? I couldnāt make up my mind.
Anway, what was I thinking?????
Our next visit was pretty much the same as the first. His hands touched my shoulders and the fabric of my jeans stretched at the crotch. Scott rubbed my neck; shoulders and back, making me feel fantastic again.
When we were done, I once again suggested a drink. He apologized and said that he couldnāt get out of meeting his friend again. He gave me a look that said he wanted to say more, but didnāt know if he should. I told him that I understood and that the offer was always open.
We continued our regular sessions for about two weeks. Every-other-day, Scott would manipulate my muscles, get me hard and then leave. I was resigning myself to only fantasizing about being seduced by this man. I had figured out the main fantasy I had about Scott was being seduced by him. I never really went any further in my own mind. That was enough for me!
On a Friday night, after my massage, I told Scott that I would only ask once more. I said, āif youād like to stay and have a drink, or come back for a drink, Iāll be around all night and youāre more than welcomeā. I said this as he was walking out. He stopped, looked at his watch and turned to me. He had a huge smile on his face.
āI thought that maybe you had changed your mind.ā He said, āIād love to come back after my next appointment. Would nine-thirty be okay?ā
I was giddy! āOf courseā I said, āIāll be here waiting!ā
Scott left, and I went back into the house. During the next hour and a half, I couldnāt stop thinking about how this man had made me feel so completely relaxed. His hands were warm and soft. I began thinking about having manās hands all over my back and shoulders, and it was wonderful. I wondered what it would be like to return the favor? Then, I noticed that my penis was jumping in my jeans. I had that feeling that I get when Iām getting somewhere with a woman. I couldnāt believe myself.
9:30 was approaching, I fixed a pitcher of margaritas and put some good blues on the stereo. I had already straightened up the house, again, and I was feeling silly. I felt like I was a woman waiting for a date and that feeling was getting me turned on. Was I looking for sex with this man? What would I do if he came on to me? Was he going to be in my bed in the morning?
While thinking about these things, I couldnāt figure out what kind of reaction I was experiencing. Was I looking forward to the idea of sex with Scott? I wasnāt really scared of the idea. He was good looking. He definitely had great hands. The idea was turning me on. That thought made me smile. How goofy am I?
Anyway, 9:30 came and so did the knock on my door. I answered it and there was Scott, the person who was making me feel like a giddy āschool-girlā. His smile was big and genuine and I had to return it. I invited him in and had him sit on the couch. I offered a margarita, he accepted and I went into the kitchen, returning with two glasses.
We sat on the couch, a comfortable distance apart. We enjoyed our drinks, talking about anything that came into our minds. Sports, politics, the economy, jobs and all of that. I noticed that his glass was empty and asked if he wanted another. He readily accepted and followed me into the kitchen.
āDo you have a girlfriend?ā He asked.