Being bound to Master Mike's cross made me powerless and yet I struggled with a burning desire to hold his head in my hands as he swallowed my cock. If my hands were free, I would have caressed the backs of his ears with my fingers while holding his head within my palms. If the ball gag were out of my mouth I would tell him what a wonderful feeling he was giving me. But that privilege was not available to me now and the irony of the situation finally sank in. I was being forced to enjoy his mouth only the way he wanted me to.
What a feeling it was to give in to the circumstances too. To let go completely gave me a reprieve and I used it to reflect briefly on the path I took to get here. For so long I had spent time in chat rooms looking for someone to be submissive with, and now here I am coming to terms with the fact that my pick takes as much pleasure in sucking cock as I do.
Master Mike was unrelenting, licking and sucking my cock from tip to base, lifting my balls up with his fingers and sucking them into his mouth. Each lick, kiss and suck had one focus: to feed my arousal.
I had no sense of time or any inkling to ask for it. His oral attention to my cock and balls was incredible and I drifted off into the clouds of total bliss. Very slowly, Master Mike introduced another element into our experience. He gripped my ball sack and massaged the skin with his thumb and index finger. At first, his attention to my balls was pleasurable, especially when combined with his expert licking and sucking of the sensitive crown of my cock. But then each moment of pleasure was followed by an increasing amount of downward pressure on the sack and soon my balls were confined in a much smaller space. Within seconds the intensity below my waist had grown unbearable and I announced my breaking point. All Master Mike heard were muffled screams but what I said through the ball gag was "What the fuck, owwwwww, fuck that hurts. God damn you!"
My outburst only bought so much though. Master Mike simply eased up on the downward pressure but still firmly held me by the balls.
"You know Bob, it's amazing to me when a man like you gets his balls squeezed hard and doesn't lose his erection. In fact, I think you're harder now than when I sucked your cock. How do you suppose that could be?"
"Fuck if I know you ass hole," I said into the ball gag. Then I felt a new discomfort. My jaw ached and suddenly I was aware of a lot of saliva flowing over my lips. "Help, I'm drooling. Would you please wipe off my face?" Of course Master Mike had no idea what I said and so his response was "Just relax, you were doing so well earlier, letting me have my fun with you." He laughed.
"Jesus fucking Christ," I yelled. "Un tie me, get this gag out of my mouth. What the fuck was I thinking letting you tie me up here. I'm never doing this again."
"God damn your hard Bob. I just can't help myself," he said and took me deep into his throat again.
"Oh fuck that feels good. But God damn it, why is all this other stuff necessary? Oh yeah, oh my God, that's incredible," I moaned and more saliva formed on the gag, which in turn pushed the excess that was already there onto my lips. Soon, two wet trails of my saliva ran down both sides of my chin and I was oblivious to the humiliation of it as Master Mike brought me closer to orgasm than I had been since I first came to his house.
Just as I felt the point of no return approach, he stopped sucking and withdrew his wet mouth from my cock. He stood up and turned around and walked out of the room. I said "where are you going?" through the gag but he did not look back or return.
It seemed like an eternity until he returned. While I waited, I got reacquainted with the saliva flow on my face. It felt itchy and I moved my head to my right and attempted to wipe my mouth against my shoulder but it just wasn't working. When I gave up, I became aware of my tired arms and legs. They felt as if I'd been at the gym working out and yet I was just bound to a cross doing nothing.
When Master Mike announced his return, I flinched and felt my heart sink. As my breathing returned to normal, I could hear him setting and moving things on the table behind me. "I see that after only 10 minutes of down time, your cock is fully deflated. Tell me Bob; are you ready for me to let you down off the cross?
"Oh my God yes!" I yelled into the gag. "Please let me down from here, I'll do anything you want."
He climbed up on my perch with me and removed the gag. "What's that Bob?"
"Please sir, please let me down, I'll do anything you want."
"Oh I know you will Bob. You are an exceptional submissive given our short time together. So willing to please me, I love it."
"Master Mike, would you please wipe the spit off my face? It feels like its all over my chin and neck and it's itchy."
He reached down and stroked my cock roughly in his right hand. "It's been a long time since I've had a true submissive man in my care," he began. "Your presence is awakening desires I buried months ago and I now realize the fruitlessness of it all."
I looked into his beautiful blue eyes and asked "what does that mean Master Mike?"
"It means I want to give in to those desires and feed your lust for me in the process."
"That sounds wonderful."
"Do you remember how you responded as I lightly spanked your bottom with the leash?"
I felt my cock swell in his hand and the heat of embarrassment surface on my face as I recalled the sting of his leash.
"I liked that ass licking I got Bob. That was raw lust awakened by a very mild ass whipping. It makes you hard to think about that whipping and what you did for me afterward, doesn't it Bob?"