This story is mostly true. The names were changed to protect the guilty...
When the phone rang I immediately recognized the number. My Mistress. She is a different type of Mistress. More of a Mental Mistress even though I would like more, unfortunately our circumstances don't allow it.
"Lunch" she said confidently.
"When and where ma'am?" I responded.
We met at her designated place. It was a popular local restaurant, especially at lunch. These lunches weren't about lunch. She usually had something she wanted to share. I looked forward to the tidbits she would throw me about what she and her husband had explored together. It always made me horny and jealous. Not a bad jealous, just that kind of jealousy where you wish you were that guy.
I write stories for her to let her into my fantasy world. Sometimes I let too much out and am embarrassed by what I share with her. But the embarrassment also adds to my excitement!
Anyway, as we sat there talking I was sure she was about to dangle another morsel about her sex life that makes me wish we were both single, a coworker of mine walks up.
"Hey Daniel!" he almost yells as he approaches the table I am sitting with my Mistress.
"Oh... Hey Tony."
Tony looked me up and down and only briefly glanced at my Mistress.
"Tony, this is Becky. Becky, Tony."
"Nice to meet you Tony" my Mistress looked confidently at Tony.
Tony acknowledged her with a standard "Nice to meet you" but looked back at me. "I won't bother you but we should do lunch or maybe drinks after work soon."
"Yeah, I'd like that. Just call me." I replied.
Tony walked away and I turned my attention back to my Mistress. She sat silently while studying me. After a short while I was becoming uncomfortable. I wiggled in my chair slightly.
"Want to tell me about that?" my Mistress finally asked.
"About what?" I asked innocently.
"Really? Do you want me to say it out loud? Because I will."
"What do you mean?"
"Are you lovers?"
She didn't whisper her question and I looked around nervously. In a hushed voice and leaning close to her I replied "What are you talking about?"
"Come on." She stood up and led me out of the restaurant. She followed me to my car and we both got in. "Are you lovers?"
"No! What... why would you say that?"
"Because he looked at you like he wanted to eat you up. I was just wondering if he already had."
I sat in silence. My Mistress let the silence linger. It made me even more uncomfortable.
"Well?"
"I..." I couldn't speak.
"Daniel, the truth. Are you lovers?"
"No. Not really."
"What does that mean?"
I felt like a small boy caught doing something bad. My head was down with my eyes fixated on my clasped hands.
"Daniel, you need to answer me now."
"He... I let him... he has given me blow jobs in the past."
"Really?" my Mistress said with a smile. "My little Daniel has been keeping secrets."
I sat in embarrassment. I couldn't look at her.
"What else Daniel?" She waited for me to answer. "There's always more to the story."
Now I was really paralyzed with humiliation. Of course there is more to the story. She's right, there is always more than what anybody wants to share especially when it comes to revealing tightly held secrets.
"Did you return the favor?" This time she let the silence hang in the air for several minutes.
I didn't say anything. I was waiting for her voice but nothing happened. It seemed an eternity until the silence was broken.
"Yes." A weak almost unrecognizable voice. Almost but not quite. It was my voice.
"Tell me about it."
"I don't think I can."