I guess I'm dedicated. I've never really thought about it before. I love Henry more than anything, and I'd do anything for him, but I sleep with Aaron upon occasion and I guess that isn't exactly 'dedicated' behavior. I make him breakfast every morning, though, and kiss him goodbye and shit like that... I'm a good boyfriend. But I still have my doubts.
Like right now, sitting watching a movie with an arm around Henry. There's no way in hell I should be paying more attention to How To Train Your Dragon than my really hot boyfriend, but here I am, engrossed in the movie while Henry's fingers run up and down my leg. I know what he wants but I can't tear my eyes away to give it to him.
Henry leans up, kissing me on the neck slowly and running a hand up my front, fiddling with the top button of my polo shirt absently. "Kevin," he whispers, voice barely carrying over the sound of the music. "Kevinnnn," he murmurs again, running his tongue over my jaw lightly. "Pay attention to me."
"Babe, I paid like twenty bucks for these tickets. Shut up and watch the movie." I lean away from him a little, shoving a handful of popcorn in my mouth and trying to block his affections. I want to see how the movie ends.
Henry is insistent, fingers running up to my face as he takes it in his hands, pulling me back towards him and kissing me slowly on the mouth. I let him kiss me, managing to choke down the popcorn and keep my eyes on the screen at the same time. Henry pulls back after a moment and sighs, licking his lips slightly. "Babe. Eyes on me."
I glance at Henry for a moment, leaning down and running my tongue over his butter-and-salt stained lips gently. "What do you want?" I murmur against his mouth, eyes flickering back to the screen. "I'm watching the movie."
"How come when we go see movies I want to see you're allowed to fuck me in the back of the theatre and I'm not allowed to even touch you when we come see stuff like this?" He tangles his slim fingers in my red hair, nipping at my lower lip in an attempt to bring my attention back to him. "I love you."
"I love you, too," I mutter unconvincingly, glancing back up at the screen and pulling away from him, sitting back in my seat, running my hand back through my hair and staring at the movie playing in front of me.