After we left the swimming spot that night things between my uncle and I were never the same again, as you'd probably expect.
The ride home was silent, I had plenty of time to think about what had happened.. how my uncle used me and fucked me raw with no condom. How he didn't even need to ask, how he just took what he wanted and I went along with it all.. and loved it.
The whole scene flashed through my head like a porno. I thought about how I sucked his cock and how he kissed and licked my ass and treated it like a pussy. I had flashbacks of his cock filling me up and bottoming out it me. The pain and the pleasure. How good it felt to submit to a real man, but how dirty it felt as well.
I grappled silently with embarrassment, shame, feeling gross and used. I imagined that this must be what a slutty girl feels like after she gets fucked and used. But I also had a proud feeling for taking his huge cock in me and making him cum. I felt like a gay slut, but I felt some sense of achievement for what I had done, and what I had let him do to me.
I think my brain was more caught up in processing the fact I had finally caved in to my gay fantasies. I let a man fuck me like a girl, I let him fuck my ass and cum in me. I was bi now no question.. but I didn't feel bi, I felt gay. And my brain was hesitant to accept how much I really liked it, and how good (and horny) the gay thoughts made me feel.
The incest aspect of the situation was a whole other layer, it was so taboo and wrong to be getting fucked by my moms older brother. I wondered if he fucked her when they were younger. Or if he's fucked other people in our family.. I remembered that my sister had come to visit him about a year prior. The thought of him fucking her with his big cock was so hot.
He was so charming and manly and everything you could ever want in a guy, I thought surely everyone felt this way. He also had a firm but gentle and affectionate nature that made me feel so special. I loved being the object of his affection.
I had never felt so attractive, so loved and so wanted. And by a big strong attractive man like my uncle. I bet he could have any piece of ass he wants I thought to myself, but he chose me. I felt so lucky to be the one he wanted to fuck. I was eager to become more feminine and beautiful for him.
I looked down at my thick thighs, my knees were dirty from sucking cock, evidence that it wasn't just a fantasy.. and I could feel my asshole pulsing from the pounding I took, that was undeniable. I had been used like a cheap whore, taken out into the woods and fucked. I loved it and wanted more.
I sighed deeply and looked over at my uncle and smiled, he smiled back lovingly. He reached over and put his hand on my thick thigh. It made me feel so wanted when he showed me affection, I was getting my first taste of how good it feels to be the object of desire for a real alpha man.
It was surreal at first, the romantic attention I was getting from my seemingly straight uncle. But it also felt so natural, and he was so calm and nonchalant about it all, he made it feel so comfortable. I felt an animalistic sexual attraction to him and his big manly cock. It just felt right to be with him and to let him use me and treat me like a girl and I wanted more of it.
Once I had submitted to him and gave him my ass, I think he knew he could have me whenever he wanted. And I knew it too.. I knew I would yearn for his cock from that point on. Thinking about getting fucked by my own uncle and the taboo of it all made me feel butterflies in my stomach. I wanted to be his slut, I wanted to fully give myself to him.
I felt so excited to have more sex with my uncle, to take him inside me again and let him breed me like the sissy boys in all the porn I watched. I wanted to take care of him and do things for him, I pictured myself cooking him breakfast and doing his laundry. I was really developing feelings for him. I wanted to try all the different positions with him, and let him do anything he wanted to me.
