I shouldn't have moved.
Ace Hoffman sat in his new used truck and wished with every breath that he hadn't moved from Atlanta three weeks ago.
This happened every time he'd changed cities in the past – Boulder to Baltimore, Baltimore to Atlanta, and now to Lawrence, Kansas. He missed everything he knew – his favorite bars, the great friends he'd left behind, knowing where all the roads go.
But remember everything you don't miss. Don't forget that you need to forget Cameron.
That made more sense before he put it into words.
So, yes, he was here for a reason. And, yes, it would get better – eventually. Once this ridiculous Kansas summer stopped melting him. Once he built up some clients for his business so he could sleep easier at night. Once he stopped turning over in bed expecting to bump into Cameron's solid, warm body.
Cut it out, Ace. Move on.
Which is why he was sitting in his truck – a concession to his new zip code – outside a bar in Kansas City.
One of the realtors he'd finally gotten some work from had sniffed out his sexuality pretty quickly and recommended this place. Ace had been pushing his home staging business with any realtor he could find, and David had been willing to take a chance on a new guy.
"I always send the new ones to Sparks," David had told him with a wink. "Trust me, your initiation to Kansas City won't be complete without it."
Ace got the sense that David wouldn't have minded giving him an initiation personally, but Ace knew better than to fuck where he ate, so to speak.
He sighed and watched a couple of guys enter Sparks under the glow of a sea of neon signs. Three weeks in a new place, on top of three months of celibacy borne out of a breakup and moving. His longest dry spell since coming out.
Ace didn't usually seek out easy tricks in bars – at 32, he was more interested in someone he could wake up with, rather than someone to sneak into a dark corner with. But after four months of only his left hand for company – when he could even work up the energy for the effort – he wanted to at least feel another warm, male body against his.
And, really, what were the odds that he'd find his one true match in a bar? That his dream man would magically appear at Sparks?
Right now, Ace would settle for right now.
*****
Sparks itself was new to him, but the atmosphere was comfortingly familiar. Dark, musky, loud and full of men. Ace breathed deeply, grateful to David for the recommendation.
Ace made his way to the bar and waited for a bartender to come round to him. He twisted his head to scan the room for fellow loners – someone who would be looking for some company.
He knew it wouldn't take much to snag one of them. He wasn't cocky, but he knew he looked good, especially to guys who like the tallish-blond-blue-eyed look. The move and his harried schedule had prevented him from getting a trim lately, so his naturally blond hair was getting precariously curly. It made him look a little too boyish for his tastes, but right now he was up for whatever his bait could snag.
"What'll it be, gorgeous?" A petite young man with spiky, frosted hair caught his attention over the thumping beat of the music. The Sparks t-shirt fit snugly around his chest, and Ace could tell this little guy was well-built and, in a word, efficient. And he had a wide, sincere smile that no doubt helped increase his tips.
Cute
, Ace thought.
Not my usual, but very cute.
Ace returned the smile, flashing his dimples. "Jameson, please."
"Comin' up," the bartender winked at him.
Ace turned all the way around on his stool to watch the smaller man fix his drink. The bartender stretched to reach the whiskey on a higher shelf, and Ace enjoyed the view of a perfectly rounded ass in tight blue jeans.
His night was getting better and better.
"Here you go." A highball of amber liquid appeared in front of him.
"What do I owe you?"
"Six bucks."
Ace laid down a ten.
Well, the drinks are certainly cheaper than in Atlanta,
he thought.
That's a plus.
The bartender's attention was pulled away by the line of men bellied up to the bar. More than one of them had a hungry look in his eye for the cute twink serving them drinks.
Figures
, Ace thought. Everybody wanted a piece of that yummy treat. He decided he'd better set his sights out on the dance floor to find what he was looking for.
He let the smooth whiskey burn his throat on the way down, warming him from the inside and zinging his blood. He relished the burst of heat the shot brought and decided he could add more fuel to that fire.
Ace turned around to catch the bartender's eye again. Instantly, another glass appeared in front of him.
"You looked like you could use a refill." The bartender grinned a little sheepishly. "I hope you don't mind."
"Mind?" Ace asked. "A bartender who can read my thoughts and plies me with liquor? What's to mind?"
Instead of darting over to other customers, the bartender leaned over the bar, closer to Ace.
"You're new here." It wasn't a question.
Ace quirked an eyebrow. "You know everybody in this place?"
"We Kansas Citians are a friendly bunch," he grinned. "And I have my own way of keeping track of folks."