My name is Irvin Yoder. I am an 18 year old Amish man and I have sinned with an English man.
His name is James and I came to know him as my taxi driver when he would take me to work. I liked him and thought we were becoming friends. Now we are more than friends.
I know it is sinful to be with someone not your wife. And I have been with James and we have sinned together.
We have pleasured each other and I could not resist. I enjoyed it. And so did James.
I think we are in love.
The Bible says it is wrong to be with a man. I know it is wrong. But I cannot stop and I don't want to stop seeing James.
I see him nearly every day. We touch each other while he drives me. We stop and hug. And kiss when no one is looking.
We found a secluded place with a pond. James showed me how to swim. We swam together naked.
It seemed fine. My brothers and I always swim naked. We even tickle each other and grab ourselves in fun.
It was fun to swim naked with James. I liked it. But it was different than with my brothers.
I looked at James with longing. And he looked at me the same way.
Our bodies came together in the warm water. I felt his hardness and I felt hard for him.
We held each other and kissed. On the mouth. And I loved it.
James put his hand on my hardness. I put my hand on his hardness. We kept kissing and I got crazy for it.
Then something happened. It felt like I was shot. I yelled and went underwater.
The next thing I remember was laying on my back in the grass. I was naked and so was James. He was on top of me and breathing in my mouth with his mouth.
I felt dizzy and James kept his mouth on mine. I grabbed his neck and pulled him close to me. I kissed him back real hard.