Like most men who cross to the other side before they actually do, I've always fantasized about being with another man. Straight as an arrow on the outside, my inside life was different. While I was being given a BJ by a girlfriend, I always wished to be the one doing it.
Diego came into my life on my 30th birthday party at a local bar. He was an older guy, a friend of a friend. He came over to me and introduced himself and congratulated me on my birthday. The rest of the night he paid extra attention to me without smothering me. But then again, everybody was talking to me, so I didn't think anything about it.
Close to the end of the party, I got a call. I went to take it far from everybody. When I returned the five guys and the girl who made the whole party were gone, along with my ride. I walked out to find them without any luck. That's when I heard Diego asking me if I needed any help. I told him what happened. Which way are you going? I told him and offered me a ride.
When we got to my place, he parked the car and asked me if I had ever gotten a blowjob from a guy. Keeping my straight image and with a false indignation, I answered with a firm no. Do you want to? You don't have to do anything, just sit back and enjoy. When you finish, I'll leave. Then he put his hand on my lap. Are you sure? I said. He reached into the glove compartment and got a baggie with a joint. With that, he opened the door and said, let's go inside.