Editor's note: this submission contains scenes of incest or incest content.
'But it would be so cool to have one, dad. I know it's expensive, but I'm so sure it's worth the money.'
My father is sitting next to me by the dinner table. We are looking at his laptop where he has a page with vintage cars open. We are both obsessed with vintage Porsches and we just found the exact version we are always looking at for sale. There is one problem, though. It costs 85.000 dollars. Not the type of money we have or ever will have. I am 19 years old, living at home but going to college. I study art theory and that's not particularly a route for financial success. I am pretty popular on TikTok, though, where I post ironic videos about popular art history. I feel stupid everytime I post one, but people seem to like it.
My father is an English teacher at the local high school and just turned 49. He is tall and broad with grey hair and an attempt at a smooth chin and cheeks. He shaves every morning but has a five o clock shadow much earlier than five o clock. His hair is not thinning much and he keeps it in a side part that makes him look severe. He wears thickly framed glasses and dresses perfectly for the part of high school teacher; always in a variety of grey to beige chinos and shirts and pullovers in the same shades.
My mother walks in and starts washing her hands.
'Looking at that awful thing again, you guys?'
'This one is so nice, mom! It has all the original parts.'', I chirp. My dad helps me out:
'It is really exceptional, Kate. I'm on the verge of having a look at the seller and buying it.'
My mother turns around and walks to the table.
'We simply don't have the money and it's not a very responsible thing to do.' before I object, she says: "But, you guys have been talking about this car for ages. Maybe you could ask John to help you?'
John is my father's old boss, the previous principal at his highschool. They worked together for more than 20 years before John retired but stayed friends. John is very wealthy. We always go to his enormous house to have dinner with him and his wife.
'Not a bad idea,' my dad says. 'I will give him a call. Maybe he can lend us some money.'
Days pass before I hear something. My dad comes to my room and sits on the bed. 'I have some good news and some bad news,' he says, 'John is willing to lend us the money, but he wants something in return. It is not something you would expect.'
I sit up straight and urge my father to continue. He does hesitantly:
'You know he is fond of you. He thinks you are a great young man and thinks you can reach whatever goal you'll have in life. It turns out he also likes you, ehm, physically. He wants you.. he wants us.. No this is ridiculous. Forget I mentioned it.'
He gets up and walks towards the door.
'Dad come back here. Just tell me. It's the Porsche remember. I can do whatever it takes.'
He sighs and sits on the bed again. He grabs my shoulder and looks me in the eye. Then he looks to the door and continues.
'When we bought the house he asked for something similar. I was short on money and wanted to buy this house for your mother and, eventually, you. John would loan me the money if I made a tape of myself naked doing, you know, boy stuff. Your mother doesn't know. Please don't tell her. And I paid him back the full amount. The loan for the car would be a bit higher and this time he asks for, well, you as well. He says he likes your athletic build and says he saw how round your butt was in the jeans you wore last time we visited him. He would like to see them without the jeans..'
'Dad, what? Wow that is a lot..'
'That's not all. He will gift us the money and pretend we pay him back little by little to not alarm your mother if we.. If we.. If we have intercourse.'
'You and me fucking? John is a perv. Holy shit.'
'Yeah, it's crazy. I will tell him to fuck off.'
Dad doesn't move. We are silent for a while.
'Wait, dad.. It's the Porsche we're talking about. It's weird, yes, but it's only us. If we don't think too much about it.. I mean, we could try? I've had sex with Clark before. You didn't know, sorry this all comes out right now. He won't share the video right?'
My dad's eyes light up. Was he hoping for this reaction?
'No, he promised it'll be only for him. Alright, then. Your mother is out to aunt Betsy next weekend. We give it a go in our bedroom?'
'God no, not where you and mom, eh, sleep. And not in my room either. That feels wrong. Find some place else.'