NOTE; THE BOYS MENTIONED IN THIS STORY ARE MORE THAN 18 YEARS OLD.
I have always acted modest. I always study hard. I thought life is all about being disciplined and acting like a human. But now, my mind couldn't suppress my deepest desires. I came to realize as we age, we start develop differently and our mindset becomes different. It all started with one incident that occurred.
I was in my last year of high school when I saw that guy sitting right in front of me trying to look all happy. I was not really interested in a relationship. I always thought being with a girl will just bring me unhappiness because I couldn't get hard when I saw those sexy magazines and stuff. But my environment made me suppress my realization that I was into men. He was right there looking into my eyes and I could feel the tingle in my stomach. That was the exact time when I knew I could no longer suppress myself.