My Descent

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Chapter 10

Waking up this morning after such an amazing day I felt so refreshed, I got in the shower and made sure I gave myself plenty of time to look my best. Today was the day I would walk into the world and become a whole new me!

I finished showering and began applying makeup, not a lot but enough to make me appear more feminine. I wanted to ease into my new life, but I had spent a lot of time and money to purchase what I needed and to learn what I needed to do. Once I was finished, I was very happy with how I looked, now for the perfect outfit. Not over the top but definitely soft and feminine.

I chose a tight-fitting pair of jeans and a light blue t-shirt with white sneakers. My plug was in and my dick was clearly visible, other than that I looked pretty much female. I felt very confident as I walked to my first class, looking at every cock I possibly could.

I did get a few looks and I was sure people were talking about me, but I didn't care I wanted to please my man and become what he desired. The plug in my ass was giving me the walk I wanted, and it felt amazing, keeping me horny. I missed David, I wanted so desperately for him to see the new me, I missed his cock so much.

I had another class and was looking at all of the hot men on my way when I noticed Stacy. No time like the present, I walked toward her very nervous but needed to be honest with her and feel better about myself. "Hi Stacy, how have you been?"

"Oh, wow it's been so long, umm "I'm well, how are you?"

"I'm doing very well thank you, I am so glad I ran into you. There are some things I want to tell you."

"Yes, it appears there are more than a few things, what's going on?"

We moved to a nearby bench and I sat beside her, it was easy to see that she was very concerned, so I began.

"Stacy, I told you there were some things I needed to work through, what I didn't feel comfortable sharing with you was that I had met someone. The someone I met was a man and he has changed my life."

"Whoa wait a minute. Are you telling me you are gay?"

"Yes, Stacy I am gay, I had no idea, but the truth is I have fallen in love with him."

"So why are you dressing this way, you were and are so manly. I am shocked and don't understand at all."

"Stacy, I believe this is what he prefers, and I am learning that I prefer it also."

"I am in complete and total shock and unsure what to say, I wish you well I suppose."

"Thank you, I am glad we had this chat, it feels much better to have it out in the open."

"I guess I may have just gained a girlfriend." She stated as she walked away.

As she walked away, I felt relief, it was out in the open now and will only become more so, I'm sure. But I felt good as I walked to my next class. Swaying my ass from the plug I felt I was being watched like the other girls would be and I liked it.

Walking and checking out all of the amazing guys and their crotches, I owed so much to David. He had opened my eyes to my true self. Everything was feeling so comfortable, it was all becoming so much easier. I missed him, I missed my boyfriend.

That very thought made me so horny and want him so badly, I missed his huge, beautiful cock so much. I hope he likes what I have done, where my head is at. Maybe he has found someone else, I shuddered at that thought. But it could happen, I mean why has he left me alone for so long. I have been focused totally on changing to please him when in reality he may be with someone else. The thought was overwhelming to me, how could I ever be happy again. I sat down on a nearby bench, what if that is what is going on. I started to cry, I never cry.

Maybe I have gone too far, hell I'm sitting here crying like a girl over something that may not even be true. I felt someone sit on the other end of the bench as I cupped my face in my hands. I gathered myself and raised my head, she said. "Is everything ok?"

I smiled back at her and just said, "Yes I'm just going through a lot right now ."

She smiled, "I know sometimes it doesn't feel like it, but it really will be ok."

I smiled and thanked her, gathered my things and continued to walk toward my dorm. My emotions were out of control, I needed David. I needed to be close to him, to talk to him, to please him. I just wanted to go lay in my bed, I felt so empty.

Lying on my bed in a new teddy, my smooth legs feeling soft and warm I felt so alone. Continuing to wonder if everything I had done was wrong and would anger David. My mind was going over everything that happened over the last several days, all I had done. I was drifting off to sleep when my phone rang, it was David.

Panic set in, I answered meekly, "Hello David."

"Well, Hello and how are you?"

I blurted out, "David, I miss you so much."

"I miss you to, can you come over?"

My heart skipped a beat as I said, "Oh my god yes, when?"

"You can come as quickly as you can get here."

"I will hurry, let me freshen up a bit. I can't wait to see you." He just chuckled and said, "See you soon."

OMG I was so excited, I had to touch up my makeup, fix my hair. I had to hurry, he wanted me. What do I wear, I was freaking out? The jeans, I will wear the tight jeans, panties and a sexy top. Oh, and heels, I bought the cutest heels. One last look in the mirror, my lips looked so good with my bright red lipstick, I was ready to go.

As I walked out into the hall, I never gave a thought to anyone else being around, I was so focused on getting to David. I was getting plenty of looks and someone said, "Where are you off to faggot?" I just kept walking. The plug in my ass and the heels definitely exaggerating the sway of my hips.

Driving to David's I was so nervous, so excited, so concerned but wanted to see him. I was hoping he would give me what I was desperate for. My palms were sweating, as I pulled in, I touched up my lipstick and made sure I looked nice for him.

I was shaking as I walked to his apartment door. I knocked and waited nervously, my eyes lowered as I heard him turn the doorknob. The door opened and there he stood, with a smile on his face. My heart fluttered, I swear I felt like a schoolgirl with her first crush.

He said, "Well hello sweetie, please, please come in."

I stuttered and stammered as I said, "I have missed you so much David."

He smiled and said, "I have missed you as well, it looks as if you have been very busy while we were apart. You look amazing by the way."

Blushing I thanked him for the compliment.

"Please, please come sit down, we need to catch up."

I sat on the sofa and felt so nervous, why was I so nervous, I was finally here with him. The man I have been thinking of so much.

"So, tell me, what have you been up to?"

I spent the next 30 to 45 minutes literally sharing every experience I had encountered, including servicing the men at the adult porn shop. I was concerned but couldn't imagine not being honest with him. When I finished, I looked at him for his response?

He was looking at me, almost as if he was contemplating what to say. He smiled and said. "I couldn't be happier with you."

I was so relieved and more than a little surprised but so very happy. I had pleased him, I was so concerned and for nothing.

He went on to say the following, "I wasn't sure how you would react to our separation, I am very pleased with the results. From my research I am very interested in having a "sissy" girlfriend. After much reading on the subject and the way you reacted to my cock the very first time, I realized you were a great candidate."

I was shocked and surprised and very unsure of what he meant. I asked, "I am very happy that I pleased you David, please explain what exactly a sissy is."

Smiling, he said, "A sissy is a very feminine male or commonly referred to as a "boi". She is completely feminine, totally addicted to men and cock and very submissive. Constantly seeking to please men and becoming more and more female."

My dick was leaking profusely in my panties, I was hard and smiling as I said. "That is exactly what I have been feeling David. It all feels so natural to me and I feel at peace."

"We have a lot of work to do, but if you agree to become my girlfriend and become completely feminine in all regards, I am ready to move forward."

My heart was racing, my dick so stiff, I wanted to kiss him. I looked at him and said, "Please yes I do want that, I desperately want to be your girlfriend."

"I had hoped you would say that is there anything else you would like before I set the rules for our relationship."

"David please may I suck your cock, I have sucked several men, and none compared to you in any way."

"Of course, you can, thank you for asking so politely. Let's see if your skills have improved. You said you have missed it, let me take it out for you."

As he took it out, I was as amazed as I was the first time, I saw it, so beautiful, so big, so manly. I knew in my heart he was my life, I needed his cock, I craved his cock. I needed him, I wanted to be his girlfriend, I wanted to be his everything. If he wanted me to be female, I would work like crazy to be as pretty as possible for this man, for this cock.

I know my mouth was watering, I know I had a glazed look in my eyes, I know I was transforming into the cock slut he turned me into, and I didn't care.

He looked at me as he held it, "Are you hungry baby? I love the look on your face, you have missed it. Come kiss it as we talk."

I crawled to him, my eyes fixed on his cock, on my knees in front of him. Just as I should be. Looking at it, I reached for it.

"No baby, I said kiss it, that doesn't require your hands."

He was right, he is always right, I raised up and began kissing the head of his amazing cock. I had missed it so, it was truly a phenomenal sight to behold, and I never intended to let him go. There was nothing I wouldn't do for this man, my man, or for his cock. The smell, the taste, the beauty of it as I lovingly kissed it. My dick was straining in my panties I was so turned on.

I looked up at him, "Please may I touch and suck it, I want to kiss and lick your balls."

He looked down at me smiling, "Satisfy your desires, so we can talk about your future."

I caressed it in my hand, feeling the smoothness and the amazing size of him. I was in love, I felt it as I rubbed his cock all over my face, lifting it to kiss and suck his huge balls. Kissing and licking his balls I was so excited, knowing they were filled with what I desired. A sweet nectar that I now lived for.

I was the luckiest man/woman whatever I was becoming alive. My man was allowing me the privilege of worshipping his amazing manhood. I looked up at him, he was smiling and content, my eyes I'm sure were glistening with my lust, my dick was throbbing, and my panties were soaked.

I started kissing and licking the shaft, from base to tip slowly teasing him. It felt so amazingly good, so natural and so right. His cock was my life, it meant everything to me, I was falling in love. I started sucking, determined to take all of him in my mouth. I looked up and said, "Please baby fuck my mouth, I need your cum."

He smiled. Took my head in his hands and started thrusting in my mouth. OMG I was in heaven, him fucking me, using me for his pleasure. I desperately wanted to make him feel so good.

I could feel him swell and he was thrusting even harder, starting to moan. I was so ready for him to feed me his delicious cum.

"Here it comes for you baby."

As soon as the words left his lips, I felt the first rush of my reward, it was so forceful as it shot into my hungry mouth. I wanted every drop, I closed my mouth tightly as he kept thrusting. I swallowed as if my life depended on it, so greedy for his cum. As he finished cumming I swallowed, and he slid from my mouth. I took him in my hand and immediately began kissing and cleaning his cock.

I looked up at him, smiling and said, "Thank you so much David for your delicious cum."

"You are very welcome my hungry little slut."

"Come sit by me as I explain your future."

I sat next to him on the couch, my hand on his leg as he began, "From the moment you saw my cock you were completely consumed with it. Of course, as a man I was more than willing to allow you to pleasure me, every man enjoys a blow job. After the first few times you sucked me, I started researching as I shared with you. It is obvious that you are no longer interested in females sexually, am I right?"

"Yes, you are right." Admitting it openly was becoming much easier, I mean look at me.

"Everything that has happened up until now has brought us to where we are. I wanted to see how far you would go on your own, after all I may be misreading the signs. But the signs pointed to where we are now, you are obviously a faggot and addicted to cock. The only issue we had was that I am obviously not a faggot and not into men at all. The solution is simple, you need to become more feminine."

Everything he was saying was so accurate, my dick was swimming in my cum filled panties, excited beyond description.

"If you agree with all I am saying, you will move in with me as my girlfriend. Which means you will completely give up any masculine traits you have. I will continue to teach you to become more feminine, as you evolve if anyone asks you will simply tell them you are a faggot and finding yourself."

"We will change your name, you will be dressed appropriately as a female 24/7, you no longer have a dick, you have a clit. You will be taking hormones to enhance the process, you will obviously become more submissive to me and we will live as boyfriend and girlfriend. If you accept, we will start the relationship immediately."

I was completely and totally melting into this man, he was saying all the right things. We would be together, I would have that beautiful cock anytime he desired. I would learn to be the woman I needed to be.

I looked up at him, smiling and said, "Please David make me your woman, I accept whole heartedly."

He smiled at me as he said, "I can't wait for the moment I can feel comfortable kissing you."

I now knew beyond any doubt that everything I had done was more than worth it. I was so excited to move forward with David.