It's going to happen.
I couldn't take it anymore, I needed to feel the real thing. I had just moved to California. Since I was away from home I felt free. I wanted to feel a cock other than my own. I wanted an older man to show me the ropes. I logged onto the online meet up site and posted, "Young fit male, looking for an older guy to hook up with." I was still too afraid to post my face but took pictures of my body and kept them on private. For the first week I had men who seemed off or way too intense. The second week I was uncontrollably horny stroking my cock in my room hoping for a bite.
While I was cruising porn sites stroking, I finally got a message I was interested in. He was an older male in his mid-50s, a little heavy, but with one nice, beautiful thick cock. I began to drool.
"Hey, I like your profile, hope I am not too old. I do not live in LA, but I travel here often for work and stay overnight. If you would ever like for me to pick you up, let me know."
"You profile is great too, when will the next time you be in town? I would like you to know I am new to this and still get very nervous. I have never met up with anyone and would like to take it slow."
"That is no problem, it is okay to be nervous. I would love to show you everything you have been missing. You will just need to trust me and let me know what you think you are into. We can take it slow. I will be in town next weekend and will be getting a hotel in Santa Monica on Friday and staying until Sunday morning."
"You sound very patient and nice. That is comforting compared to the other messages I have been getting. I am not a hundred percent sure on what I am into, however I know I like older men, oral, I think I am a bottom, and I think I would like it if you would take control. It also says in your profile you are clean; I am too and I was checked recently. Since you have done this before is there any way to know for sure you are clean as well? If so I am available Friday night. I will give you my address and you give me a time."
"Yes, there are a lot of people on here you should be careful about. Hopefully I can gain your trust over the week. I believe I can give you exactly what you are looking for. I am Richard by the way. I was planning on going in the morning to the doctor for my six-month checkup. I will let you know by Thursday if all is well. I'll keep you posted."
"Ray here. Yes, let's keep talking to make me feel more comfortable if that's okay."
I was just about to cum all over myself. I could not believe it, finally I was going to be sexually awakened. Over the week we talked, he sent me more pictures of his cock, and even a short video of him stroking. I was becoming so hungry for him I could not wait for the weekend. Thursday came around and I woke up late around noon. I checked my messages and Richard had one in my inbox.
"Received my results back, all negative across the board. Will bring a copy. See you at 7pm."
I was relieved. I did not want to have to back out but knew I would if it was not safe.
"That's good to hear for your sake and ours. Here is my address and I will be looking forward to seeing you."
I went to the local sex shop and bought a leather thong. I wanted to look good for Richard. I was still inexperienced and did not know all the "ins-and-outs" prepping that I needed to take care of. Friday could not have come any sooner. In his messages on Wednesday, he told me to quit masturbating. He wanted me to crave him. It was one of the hardest tasks I had ever been given. I constantly would pull out his photos and edge myself with how beautiful and delicious his cock was. He was right; however, I was craving him more than I have craved anything in my life.
Right at 7 I heard his car horn. I grabbed my bag and walked out the door.
"Hey there Richard. You look just like your photos."
"I hope that is a good thing. You look better. The hotel is only 10 minutes away which is nice. You ready to go?"
"I believe I do, still anxious about all of this."
"That's understandable. You know from our conversations, if you ever want to stop, we will. You know that right?"
I was becoming drawn to him. He was so nice and polite it was turning me on. I was hoping he would still be in control like he told me he would be.
"Yes, I know that and I appreciate it."
"Well then, let's head out."
We drove the short distance to the hotel. While pulling up to the front, I was beginning to feel over whelmed. I had never been with another man, so I definitely had not been seen with one. Stepping out of the car, the valet was grabbing our luggage, and Richard was signaling me to follow him in. We walked up to the front desk where he retrieved the room keys. We walked up to the elevator and Richard pressed the key for the 4th floor.
"Ray, breathe. This can be overwhelming, I know."
Richard stepped closer and began rubbing my back. This was the first time I felt his touch. It was warm and strong.
"Once we get inside, I have some things for you. You should also take a shower and enjoy the warm water. It will help you relax."