It must have been 2005 when my frustrations boiled over. While we were dating, my now wife and I had sex 3-4 times a week or more. She even told me her aim was to have sex every other day to keep me satisfied. Right before our wedding, she took a job three hours away. We were apart during the week but together for each weekend and would usually fuck once, but rarely more. That frequency carried into our married life.
I decided to step out to get my needs met. I used an internet personals site geared toward sex to try and find a woman to help me relieve my sexual frustrations, but with limited success. The deck was somewhat stacked against me. I was an average looking guy, with an average sized dick, and living in the middle of nowhere. With all the choices on the site, I wasn't exactly every woman's first pick.
One weekend my wife was out of town and it was looking like I was going to strike out again. The women I knew on the site were either busy or ignoring me and I was getting desperate.
I started down the internet porn rabbit hole, starting with amateur girls and quickly moving on to facials and cumshots, but nothing was doing it for me, so I went deeper. Eventually, I happened upon a video that was supposed to be a FFM bisexual threesome, but it must have been mistagged. Instead, it was a MMF bisexual threesome, and it made my cock hard as a rock. I started mentally putting myself in the scene and became even more turned on.
At first, I quickly pushed the thought out of my head. After all, I'm not gay. I'm married. I love pussy. As much as I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about it. What would it feel like? Would I give, receive, or both? What about his cum?
I switched who and what I was seeking on the site, and a whole new world opened up for me. Horny guys like me were everywhere and looking to play. I started chatting with several guys but began to focus on one who lived less than 5 minutes from my house. Before long, I agreed to pay him a visit so we could watch porn and jerk off together.