Just arriving home at 4 in the morning, a salty yet intoxicating taste lingering in my mouth, I felt I should put my thoughts down before retiring. After all, I had just sucked a cock for the first time, and it was a wonderful experience I had waited oh, too long to try. I now knew it wouldn't be my last, so I decided that, at least for my own sake, I should describe the feelings so I could relive them again and again.
I am an average white male, so I thought, who has been out of the loop since my wife left me several months ago. My sex life with her was so-so at best, although I did supplement it on the side on occasion. But lately I had been fantasizing on what it would be like to please a man, to be used by him, and be rewarded for my efforts. I had been looking at a lot more porn than usual lately, and I was always drawn to the cum shot and blow job sections of the sites I frequented.
Being only average sized myself, I was practically mesmerized looking at giant cocks, and watching them being devoured by willing mouths. I wondered how it would feel to have one grow in my mouth, how the precum seeping out of it would taste, and more importantly, if I could make one explode down my throat. But most of all, I was curious if I would have second thoughts after performing the deed.
So, after months of servicing myself while watching people swallowing loads on my computer screen, I got up the nerve to post a message in a chat room claiming I was looking for a large cock to please, with no strings attached. Maybe I set too wide a net, because next day when I looked, I had about thirty responses, and in the week since, it had risen to almost one hundred.
Some were really intriguing, and I was like a kid in a candy store, undecided which one I should respond too. I finally choose one who said his name was Bill. He was white, married, and had a nine inch cock that needed servicing on a regular basis. After several notes back and forth, we decided to meet for coffee and a chat just to see how great an idea of mine this was. I suggested a Starbucks near my house and we spotted each other as soon as I arrived. I just somehow knew who he was as soon as I laid eyes on him, and I knew this would be the man I would take the plunge with.
We sat at an outdoor table, and after a few minutes chatting, Bill started telling me how much he wanted to ram his giant cock down my throat. The way he talked dirty really started getting me turned on and I was ready then and there to drop down on my knees and have a go at it. But clearer heads prevailed, and he arranged for me to meet him after work that evening.