My First Sexual Experience

This is the story of my very first sexual encounter ever. Like a lot of straight men my first experience was not with a girl but with another guy.

It was the summer following the end of high school. I had not been very popular in my high school and had zero girl experience. Rob and I hung out together and played video games and did teenage stuff. We talked about girls and sex like all horny teenage boys, although he would often make references to gay stuff. Even if it was always in the guise of a joke it sometimes made me think about having my cock sucked by a guy. After all, a mouth is a mouth and my cock craved something besides my own hand. Rob had had a girlfriend once but I don't think I ever even saw them kiss.

One day it was after midnight and we were at his place. His parents had gone to sleep and we were alone in the basement watching TV. As usual talk about sex was rampant and I was feeling quite horny. I probably jerked off two or three times per day back then. We were watching some movie with a girl and a guy in a hotel room in a sexual situation. I was getting kind of turned on just by seeing that. Rob made some comment about sex and I said something like I wish I was getting a blowjob right now. Then, just like that, he said to me, "Would you like me to suck your cock?"

Rob often used gay sexual innuendo.

Ostensibly it was always in the guise of a joke. This time it was direct and seemed serious. The way he looked me in the eye certainly seemed serious. And my cock was just aching to be sucked.

I half-jokingly replied, "Sure, I dare you to", and then added, "I'll even suck yours if you suck mine." I wasn't sure whether or not he would do it but I was extremely willing. I think if he hadn't sucked me off I would have jerked off thinking about him doing it as soon as I got home.

He got down on his hands and knees in front of me. He told me to pull down my pants. I sat there in my underwear with my pants around my thighs. I thought he was going to stop there but I was wrong. He pulled down my underwear, took my cock and put in his mouth just like that.

I had never felt anything so amazing as a mouth on my cock before. It was way better than masturbating. It was soft and wet and warm. After just a few seconds I thought I was going to come and I stopped him. I was also a little scared that someone might walk in on us. I said "Let's go to your bedroom."

His bedroom was close to the TV room. We went inside and closed the door. He turned the light down very low. I lay on the bed with my pants completely off now. He positioned himself between my legs and went back to sucking my cock. It was so good I came in 30 seconds. I shot load after load after load of come into my friend's mouth and he swallowed it, which surprised me. I felt embarrassed that I came so quickly. It felt so good and I wanted it to last much longer but I just couldn't control myself.. Then Rob said, " Are you going to suck me now?"

I said okay. As a horny teenage boy I sometimes thought about sucking cock. Mostly I thought about pussy but I had read some homoerotica and even the thought of sucking cock sounded hot. It seemed all the women in the porno universe had lesbian encounters so why wouldn't men do the same? Anyway I thought it was fair to reciprocate. After all he did suck me. He pulled down his pants and showed me his cock. It was a little bit bigger than mine. Mine was about six and a half inches. I guess his was about seven and a half. It was also different than mine in that it was uncircumcised. It looked kind of funny. All the cocks that I remembered seeing in pornos were circumcised. His looked like it had a funny covering on the end.

I put my hand on it and it felt strange but not that strange. After all, I had a cock so I was familiar with the equipment. If anything, a pussy would have been even stranger since I had never touched one of those before.

I put it in my mouth kind of clumsily and I started bobbing my head up and down on it. I really did not know what to do with a cock but I imagined I should move my head up and down on it. Rob didn't say much at first and I just kept sucking his cock. At first his cock was not fully hard but as I started to suck on it it got harder and the head emerged more from its covering. It looked more like a circumsized cock now. I took it out of my mouth and masturbated the shaft a bit marvelling at its difference from mine.

I was not extremely comfortable sucking cock. It even bothered me that my first sexual experience was not with a girl that with another guy. I'll be honest, it was confusing but it was still sex. I was so horny I just wanted sex. Already I could feel my cock was getting hard again. I started rubbing it. Rob he asked me if I wanted him to suck me again. of course I said "yes".

We exchanged positions. Again I felt that amazing sensation of a mouth on my cock. I didn't want to come fast because I could feel myself close as soon as he started. I even pushed his head back a bit in an effort to slow him down. He put my cock against my belly and rubbed it a few times. Just his hand felt fantastic. Even another hand on my cock felt better than my hand. Then he put it back in his mouth and sucked on it. I thought I was doing okay at holding off until he started swirling his tongue underneath the underside. Holy crap, that was good! That felt even better than before. I wanted him to slow down and make it last a little longer but he did not and within a few seconds I came in his mouth again. I shot another load and he swallowed it again. I was very surprised that he didn't come as quickly. How could anyone last so long with such an incredible sensation on his cock?

As I recovered from my orgasm he started to masturbate. His style of masturbation was so much different than mine. It was very hard and rough and fast. I didn't require a lot of stimulation to come like he did.

I went back to work on his boner. He was very hard. I started to use the tongue-swirling technique he had used on me. He liked that. I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock and sucked him harder. He liked that a lot. He started to whisper encouragement. "Yeah, suck it like that! That's so good!"

I put my hands around his ass cheeks and he started to fuck my mouth. His cock went so deep down my throat sometimes that it made me gag. He put his hands on my head and fucked my mouth forcefully. I had to wrap my hand around the base of his cock to prevent myself from choking. I bobbed my head up and down on that cock of his and my neck actually started to get tired. His sexual responses were much different than mine. Whereas I liked sensual stimulation he was very rough and vigorous. Later on he told me that he and another guy had been sucking each other for years and this was nowhere near his first blowjob.

He suggested we get into a sixty-nine. We lay side-by-side. His cock was in my mouth while he rubbed mine. It was so different, his cock upside-down inside my mouth now. He started to fuck my mouth but it didn't gag me as much because he couldn't ram it down my throat as much owing to the different angle.

My cock was still limp so he started licking my balls and rubbing my ass cheeks. I rubbed his ass too while he just continued to fuck my mouth. His tongue ran up and down my balls and shaft and my cock started to get hard again. I felt his warm mouth engulf my cock and for the next while we were lost in mutual fellatio. He couldn't lick the underside of my cock now so it was a little easier for me not to come fast and I got to enjoy some real blowjob action. It probably only lasted four or five minutes but it felt like a long time to me.

Then I felt his cock pulsing in my mouth and a warm salty kind of bitter taste. At first it was just a little liquid and then suddenly a whole bunch squirting into my mouth. I was so excited by his orgasm that I came for the third time in his mouth. I had not really thought about what to do with his sperm so I swallowed it. It took a bit of effort to keep up with all of the come that he squirted into my mouth but I managed.

Honestly I didn't much enjoy the taste. It was salty, a bit tangy, a little bitter and pretty goopy. I had tasted my own precum out of curiosity once when I masturbated. Mostly I was just not prepared for just how much he shot down my throat. This time I swallowed it but I made a mental note to keep a kleenex handy and spit it out if I ever did this again.

Postscript

I stopped hanging around with him after that. I found myself uncomfortable How were we to proceed now? I did not want to be his boyfriend or lover. It was still girls I was interested in.

We made and lost contact many times over the next few years. Still, we had four more encounters together. These encounters only happened because I was in a sexual dry spell and needed some relief. I never made him come with my mouth again. Either he would not come at all or would have to masturbate furiously to come.

I have since come to understand my sexual relationship with men. What I really like is the cock. I like pleasing it as if it were my own being pleased. Licking it. Nibbling it. Tonguing it. Sucking it. Jerking it into my mouth. Making him moan. feeling like a horny slut, rubbing myself while I service it.

I have found that thinking of myself as a girl in a porno movie sucking a cock can be quite arousing. I have even sucked cock without asking for reciprocation, just masturbating myself after he has come. I've tried watching gay porn and bi porn but I have rarely watched any that really pleased me. I still find (good) straight porn most arousing.

If the body that goes with that cock is in shape that's very nice too. And if the individual attached to that body and cock is nice to deal with that's also important. But I've realized it is best for me to keep my homosexual encounters on a very anonymous level. It's only about the sex. Nothing else.

The best sexual encounters that I have had with gay men are the ones that understand this. Unfortunately, most do not. Sex is sociopolitical for most. A question of identity.

For me that is the biggest turn off.