(Thanks for checking out my story, this picks up where the first part left off..)
As I walked away from Jim's building the shame started to sink in. The proud feeling I had moments ago slowly started to wear off. I thought about what I had just done.. how embarrassed I'd be if my friends knew.
I let an older black man who was a complete stranger use me. I sucked his cock, he ate my ass, then he fucked me. I had set it all up, seduced him with pictures of my ass and even told him to fuck me when I he gave me the opportunity to back out.
I felt like a slut.. I pulled up my sweatpants to cover my panties. I hung my head in shame as I stood on the street corner and looked at my phone to find an Uber ride back to my aunt's place.
As I flipped through the apps on my phone it caught my eye. The "dating" app I had met Jim on had a red number next to it. There were notifications and in spite of my shame I acted on my urge to open the app and read the messages.
Most of the messages were replies from earlier, when I was trying to find black cock. I again couldn't believe what a slut I was. I had sent pictures of my ass to men and left them wanting to fuck me, lusting after my fat white ass.
My brain had such mixed feelings. I was ashamed but also proud, it made me feel hot to have big strong men pursuing me. It made me feel like sissy and I loved it. I've always loved alpha men, and black men are the ultimate alpha males.
Then I saw that Jim had written me just minutes ago my heart fluttered.
"Come back" the message from Jim said.
When I read it my cock instantly started to tingle and I could feel my used ass tighten up in anticipation of the possibility that Jim wanted me to come back up to see him again right now..
"Right now?" I wrote him. Still not knowing if the message had been sent earlier or sent by accident.
"Yeah, she's not coming" Jim wrote.
Jim was a man of few words, so I was aware the ball was in my court. The shame I had felt just moments ago was now gone. I thought to myself what a rollercoaster ride it is being a sissy and a secret slut and it was sooo exciting to me..
"Okay, be right up" I wrote. After only about 45 seconds of considering.
Was I really doing this? Am I really going back up to his place to take his massive cock in my ass.. again? I'm such a faggot. These thoughts swirled around in my brain.
I turned around and headed down the block toward Jim's building. As I walked up to the front desk the receptionist smirked at me. Does she know Jim? Jim probably fucked her I thought to myself.
I signed in and eagerly took the elevator back to Jim's floor. I still couldn't believe I was going back up to Jim's apartment so soon. I still hadn't had time to process what had happened the first time. This was crazy..
When I knocked on Jim's door he told me to come in. I did as I was told and followed his voice to his bedroom. He was laying in bed under the covers. I could tell he was stroking his cock under the blankets and I wanted to help him cum.