(This is the third part of my story, please check out the other parts if you're interested.)
I walked down the street in a daze. It was almost midnight now, and a bit chilly. I was well used, I could feel my asshole leak with each step I took. The slight pain I was feeling served to remind me what a dirty slut I was. Jim had ruined me with his huge cock, my ass would never be the same.
As the high of being a slut wore off, again the shame set in. Did I really just let a big black man who's old enough to be my dad use me like a slut and fuck me with no condom? What's wrong with me?
What would people think if they knew? My head flashed to the pictures Jim took when he thought I was asleep. What would he do with them? Would they end up posted on the internet somewhere? The shame and regret briefly took hold but the more I thought about what I'd done just led back to me thinking about his cock and getting horny again.
I took out my phone to call an Uber, I saw the message notifications in the dating app and opened them hoping Jim reached out again. No such luck. There were other men who reached out, but I felt like I belonged to Jim now, at least until I left the city.. I was Jim's property, his little white boy. He marked me with his cum and I would be forever in love with him.
I called the Uber and headed back to my aunt's. I felt my wet asshole dripping daddy's cum, I tried to clench to keep it all inside of me but it was no use, my ass had just been pounded on and it was loose and worn out. I thought about how hot it would be to let another daddy use me right now and how easy they could slide their cock right into me.. I even wondered if the Uber driver would want to fuck me, I was sure if he saw my ass he would.. But he wasn't my type anyway and I could only think about my new daddy.
When I got to my aunts I locked myself in the bathroom and peeled off my sweat pants. I set up my phone with a timer and took pictures of my ass in panties with cum dripping out of the sides. I took more pictures of my bare ass, then spread it to show it used and dripping cum. I felt proud that I had submitted to a black man and I got so horny seeing my used ass and body.
It was late and all I could think about was Jim and his cock. I was feeling so gay for him, I felt so lucky and special because I was able to please him and fulfill his needs. I felt like I wanted to be cuddled and spooned by him all night long. I pictured myself in panties wearing one of Jim's shirts. Cuddled up next to him just waiting to service his cock. I wished I could wake up next to him and service him in the morning. I even had gay thoughts about cooking him breakfast while I wore something skimpy. I just wanted to be his bitch. The morning couldn't come fast enough. I jerked my little cock off a bunch of times and fell asleep dreaming about being daddy's little girlfriend.
I was up the next morning at 7 am. I woke up with a hard cock knowing what I was going to be doing in just a few hours. I must have jerked my little cock 20 times between taking a shower and getting back into the bedroom. I wanted my little cock to be limp and worthless when I was with daddy, like a clit, so I drained myself and fingered my ass in the shower multiple times. I used the dating app to look at cock pics occasionally responding to a few messages but with no intention of meeting. I loved how much the black men wanted my ass. It didn't matter though, I was owned by Jim now and he was my priority. I was in heat for my new daddy. I would do anything for him, the more I thought about him the more I started to feel like I was in love.
I was like a drug addict, but it was Jim's big dick I was addicted to. I was completely willing to throw my life away for his black cock at this point. I'd have let daddy fuck me in public, in the middle of the street, or in front of my family, I'd do anything he wanted. I felt completely owned by him, physically and mentally.
It was 8:30 am and I was rubbing my little cock flirting with black men on the app when a message popped up from Jim. He sent a photo - one of my used ass, it must have been one of the pictures he took when I was "sleeping". I loved seeing myself from that angle, as a little slut with a big ass, the way Jim sees me. I quickly sent him back one of the photos I took in the bathroom yesterday, of my used ass in panties, cum leaking down my thighs. The emoji he sent me back let me know he liked what he was seeing.