Editors Credit: Michael Merritt (darquebear) & room mate. Thank you so much for helping me with re-writing my story. Your ideas and guidance were invaluable.
My First Time (A Cock Sucking Fantasy Revisited)
I decided I wanted to improve on one of my original stories. I hope you enjoy it and feedback is always welcome.
So there I was with a knot in the pit of my stomach. My heart was racing and my hands felt shaky and weak. I was so nervous and scared I wanted to run away, but I didn't. I told myself no, I'd waited too long for this and chickened out too many times. I'd fantasized about this for years, now I was determined to make the fantasy become reality...
It all started with an ad posted on the internet. I found a site called "Big Guys for Big Guys", or something like that. My tag line was "Big Hairy Bi-Curious Bear Wants to Suck Cock". I went on to describe myself and my interests. I'd made sure that I noted my preference for meeting someone with a similar body type. I ended up receiving many responses, some were just one-liners, "Hey, I'll teach how to suck cock", or, "do you have a place" and then some from thin and smaller men who are into us big bear types. All of which was flattering but not what I was looking for. Then I got an email from Bill. It was a friendly email describing himself and his interests. WOW! He liked a lot of the same stuff. We began chatting; our interaction was friendly and informal. We shared our mutual non-sexual interests.
Then we began sharing sexual e-mails. We decided to talk on the phone and ended up masturbating together. It was so hot! I can still hear him saying, "I'm thinking about you on your knees right now, between my legs, sucking my cock." Then he moaned, "I'm cumming in your mouth right now." I could hear his grunts as he shot spurt after spurt of cum all over his belly and hand. I came hard, right then, myself. It was intense! As soon we caught our breath and calmed down from our orgasms he asked me to meet him. I was nervous and inexperienced, unsure of meeting this kind and experienced man whom I had begun to feel was my friend. After some soul searching and deep thinking I said yes.